Chapter 156: Let go
Her tone was very slow and light, without warmth, as if she had really seen it completely.
Shen Yu only felt that a crack was spreading in his heart, and the pain was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
He struggled to get out of bed, wanting to pull Jiang Qiuman's hand, but Jiang Qiuman took a step back and looked at him with a faint look in his eyes.
The tranquilizer on his body had not yet completely passed, and his whole body was still limp. He struggled to stand up and stood in front of Jiang Qiuman, staring at her.
Many emotions flashed in his eyes for a moment, sadness, pain, struggle...... But in the end, it all gradually subsided, and it became a deep darkness. His eyes were like dry wells, he looked at her deeply, and said, "When you were in Qingxian, you stood in front of me for the first time, smiling; At the wedding, you wore a fiery red wedding dress and looked shy; And after marriage, when you told me that you would always be by my side, you were gentle...... Jiang Qiuman, I have seen you in various ways, and I even really thought that you would stay by my side forever. ”
He laughed, but for some reason, the water vapor became heavier and heavier, and even Jiang Qiuman's appearance became blurred. He didn't dare reach out and touch it, he had never been so embarrassed.
Shen Yu's voice became more and more hoarse: "It was I who hurt you and wiped out your sincerity with my own hands." Jiang Qiuman, I am guilty. ”
Shen Yu continued: "But you shouldn't be like this...... You can hate, you can be angry, but you shouldn't be so cold. ”
She really didn't like him anymore.
No matter how much he entangled, she wouldn't look at him again.
Shen Yu only felt that the deepest part of his heart began to spread when he got the rift, and the pain gradually spread to his limbs, making him even breathe with indescribable pain.
Jiang Qiuman looked at him with pity: "It's because I was too young at the time, and I thought that as long as I was humble, I could let you take a look at it more." But, but, yes, I'm really tired. It's true to love you, tears are real, sadness is real, and it's true that I wanted to live my life with you at that time. But you, you're fake. ”
Jiang Qiuman laughed at himself, reached out and stroked the long hair next to his ear, looking extremely cold: "Let yourself go, let me go." Wouldn't it be nice to start a new life for each other? ”
Jiang Qiuman said: "You will let it go." So will I. Shen Yu, say goodbye to the past. ”
After throwing down these words, Jiang Qiuman finally looked at him deeply, deeply, and finally turned around, step by step, and slowly walked out of the ward.
Outside the spring is beautiful, the sun is gentle, it is a good scenery in spring. Jiang Qiuman walked out of the hospital, felt the cool breeze blowing in his face, and walked along the street. Scenes flashed in her mind when she and Shen Yu were in Qingxian, remembering that she had carefully confessed and approached cautiously, she expressed her sincerity to him, and he was caught off guard and came to the door to propose marriage, wanting to marry her.
Jiang Qiuman recalled how happy he was at that time, as if the roses that had been buried in his heart for a long time bloomed in an instant.
She chuckled and looked up into the eyes ahead. It's okay, it's good that she's still alive. The Jiang family is gone, only her. That's why she has to work harder and work harder to live.
Love is not the whole of life, life has more vivid colors.
Jiang Qiuman suddenly felt that she seemed to have finally wanted to open up, and she no longer wanted to dwell on how wrong the past was, she just wanted to finish the rest of her life well.
She will let Qin Banchi continue to find out the truth about the Jiang family's fire, and she, she is no longer a wife, but just Jiang Qiuman.
With a bright smile on her face, she strode towards the sun. Qing'er's clothes are out today, she has to go and see them.