Chapter 88: Forgiveness

"Talk well, how can you hit a child!"

Liang Zhenhua was distressed on both sides, supported Gu Zhen, sat on the edge of the kang, and went to wipe Chen Suyun's tears: "Listen to what Zhenzhen said first, the child has his own ideas." ”

Chen Suyun's tears still fell, and his voice wore a crying tone: "You say, what do you think?" ”

Chen Suyun has never beaten Gu Zhen since she was a child, this time it made Gu Zhen feel sad for a long time, she knew that she was sad, and Chen Suyun would be more sad than her.

"Mom, I don't want to go to college anymore, I want to use the time I should have gone to college to do something else."

"What's the matter?" Chen Suyun asked in the end: "You can go to whichever unit you want to work in when you come back from college, how many people envy you, well, even if you don't come back to this small place, you still have good opportunities in a big city." ”

Liang Zhenhua couldn't help but interject: "Really, your mother is right, you are now adolescent and a little rebellious, but it will be too late for you to regret it in the future, the path we point out for you now may not be the best, but in general, it will make you secure in the future." ”

Gu Zhen didn't understand this, but there was only so much she could say.

"Mom, I've decided, thank you for your nurturing grace for so many years, I know that I can't get into college and let you down, but I will prove that the value of life is not something that can be measured by whether you can get into college or not."

"You!" Chen Suyun's eyes turned black and fell on Liang Zhenhua: "Zhenhua...... I ......"

"Suyun!"

"Mom!"

Chen Suyun was held by Liang Zhenhua and rested on the kang, and the people from the village clinic came to infuse the Portuguese and grape sugar, saying that this was due to the dizziness caused by the recent exertion, coupled with the rapid fire attack, and it would be good to rest for a few days.

Liang Zhenhua held Chen Suyun's hand and didn't let go, he saw Chen Suyun's eyes moving, he just didn't want to open them, and he was sad in his heart.

Grandma Liang pulled Gu Zhen: "Zhenzhen, go, send the doctor out with me." ”

"Ugh."

Gu Zhen responded, and sent the doctor to the gate of the factory with Grandma Liang, and then watched the doctor ride away on a bicycle.

Grandma Liang sighed: "Really, today your mother got up in the morning and was busy cooking and cooking to celebrate, but now the dishes are cold, and the family has not eaten a mouthful of food." ”

Gu Zhen felt sour: "Grandma, I was wrong." ”

"Then you go and apologize to your mother, saying that you know that you are wrong and will correct it, and your mother will definitely forgive you!"

Gu Zhen looked at the light in the window and shook his head gently: "Grandma, I was wrong, but even if I am wrong, I will go on like this." ”

"You kid!" Grandma Liang took a deep breath: "You know how much the whole family expects from you, people can't be so selfish sometimes, don't just follow your own heart in every decision you make, you don't live only for you!" ”

Gu Zhen lowered his head and stopped talking.

Of course, she knew that after being reborn, her understanding of life was more profound, and everything she had already experienced in her previous life, repetition was meaningless, and she had to make some changes.

Gu Zhen believes that this is also the reason why God gave her another chance.

Grandma Liang was also very disappointed in Gu Zhen's child, and she always thought that her well-behaved and sensible granddaughter was caught off guard by a basin of cold water that made people feel cold.

"Grandma is old and doesn't have a few years to live, so I'd better live my own life......"

Grandma Liang went back to her room, and then Gu Zhen saw that the light was on and went out again.

She stood in the courtyard, it was clearly the middle of summer, but the night was so cold that people shivered.

With heavy steps, Gu Zhen walked towards Chen Suyun's room, she was about to leave early in the morning, she couldn't leave with her mother's incomprehension and complaints about her.

Chen Suyun opened his eyes and drank some sugar water, then held Liang Zhenhua's hand and lay down, tears still sliding out of the corners of his eyes.

Liang Zhenhua was distressed: "Su Yun, I'll ask Zhenzhen what's wrong, she's not such a child, something must have happened......"

As soon as Liang Zhenhua raised his head, Gu Zhen opened the curtain and walked in.

"Uncle Liang, is my mother awake? I would like to say two words to her alone. ”

Liang Zhenhua hesitated, but still let go of Chen Suyun's hand, he pushed Gu Zhen to sit on the side of the kang, and put Chen Suyun's hand in Gu Zhen's hand.

"You two have a good talk...... Really, stop pissing your mom off! ”

Gu Zhen nodded, Liang Zhenhua opened the curtain and went out, and closed the door, giving the mother and daughter absolute privacy and private space.

Gu Zhen held Chen Suyun's hand, when he was a child, he always felt that his mother's hand was white and soft, and pulling it was like pulling a cloud, and he couldn't pull it enough, but what the years took away made Chen Suyun's hand have a thin layer of calluses.

Gu Zhen stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of Chen Suyun's eyes, and she suddenly spoke: "Mom, I miss Dad." ”

At that moment, Chen Suyun opened his eyes, and the emotions surging in his eyes were no less than Gu Zhen, no matter where they were now, as long as they mentioned the former them, the lost home would appear in their hearts.

"It's only been more than three years, and my memory of my dad is already a little blurry. What I remember most clearly is the sense of security that my father brought me, as if as long as my father is there, I don't have to worry about food, clothing, tuition......"

Gu Zhen smiled, but there were tears in his eyes: "I can ride a big horse every day, arguing with my father for two cents of pocket money to buy sorbet to eat, and the sugar gourd car in winter will stop in front of our house and ask, 'Do you want sugar gourds, see you often buy them, sell them cheaply', and at that time my father will definitely answer 'yes'!" ”

Chen Suyun said in a light tone: "Your father...... I hope you can get into college! ”

Gu Zhen shook his head: "No, if Dad is here, Mom won't have to work so hard all these years, you and I won't regard the hope of being admitted to college as the only sweetness, Mom, if Dad is here, he won't think that being admitted to college is the only way out." ”

Chen Suyun understood: "He will shelter you from the wind and rain, as long as you are happy, right?" ”

Gu Zhen nodded: "Mom, we had too hard a time in those years, but now it's different, you have Uncle Liang, you have a new home, and you will have children with Uncle Liang in the future...... I'm relieved, so I want to do what I really want to do, and going to university may have been my dream and only hope before, but now it really doesn't matter to me. ”

Chen Suyun slowly sat up with only one body: "Zhenzhen, do you have something to hide from me?" ”

Gu Zhen's eyes flickered in the light, she avoided answering, and relayed something else: "Mom, I have found a job, I will send a letter home every month, you don't have to worry about me." ”

Chen Suyun lowered her eyes, she was persuaded by Gu Zhen, she seemed to be talking to herself: "Since when did my mother think that you have become different......

Gu Zhen swallowed the bitterness in his throat and smiled hard: "What's the difference?" ”

"It started when you obstructed your mother from going on a blind date with Yang Chunsheng, drove away your grandparents who came to ask for money, and persuaded me to give you the money to Uncle Liang?" Chen Suyun frowned and shook his head: "It's going to be earlier......"

Gu Zhen found that she had changed slightly, and she couldn't hide it from the people closest to her, so she handed the sugar water to Chen Suyun: "Mom, speak slowly, drink some sugar water again." ”

Chen Suyun took a sip and smiled: "It's very sweet, it's true, I want to say, with you, my mother doesn't think the previous days were bitter, they were all sweet, as sweet as this bowl of sugar water." ”

Gu Zhen's tears couldn't hold back anymore, she threw herself into Chen Suyun's arms: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but ...... Can you forgive me and let me be willful this time, okay? ”

Chen Suyun touched Gu Zhen's hair, stroked it again and again, and touched it: "Silly child, how can your mother really be angry with you, no matter what decision you make, your mother should take your father's share with you, bravely support you, it's your mother's mistake." ”

Chen Suyun picked up Gu Zhen's face and looked at it carefully: "Mom shouldn't beat you, does it hurt?" ”

Gu Zhen grinned: "It doesn't hurt." ”

Chen Suyun looked at Gu Zhen's short hair, and suddenly smiled: "Actually, from the time you cut your own short hair without consulting your mother, I knew that you had grown up, but I didn't want to admit it yet." ”

Gu Zhen began to shed tears again, and now it was Chen Suyun's turn to think about it and comfort her: "If you are doing what you want to do outside and are not happy, come back, your Uncle Liang's factory has a good momentum, and there will always be a place for you to work in the future." ”

Gu Zhen nodded and wiped his tears: "Thank you, Mom, you really don't have to worry about me, Shen Bei, I went to step on it last time, and I am already very familiar with it." ”

"Okay, you, it turned out that you went to Shenbei to participate in the language proposition group meeting, but in fact, you had other thoughts at that time?"

Chen Suyun pretended to be angry, but Gu Zhen saw through it at once, and hugged Chen Suyun's arm and coquettishly: "Mom, if you miss me, go see me, and I'll write you the address." ”

"Stinky girl, I won't go to see you!"

"Mom, I'm hungry."

"You deserve it, why don't you wait until you finish eating to talk about these things, but before the meal, you will starve to death."

Chen Suyun said, but he still had to go to the ground: "I'll go and see which dish can be eaten as soon as it's hot." ”

Gu Zhen held her down: "Mom, you lie down, I'll come." ”

Chen Suyun lay down obediently, looking at the liquid dripping with Portuguese and grape sugar, ticking and ticking, and her heart was sweet and sad.

Liang Zhenhua was already squatting in the corner of the wall, and heard a noise inside, and then the door opened, and Gu Zhen walked out: "Uncle Liang, are you hungry?" My mom said it's hot, let's eat it simply. ”

"Okay."

Liang Zhenhua didn't dare to ask more, so he and Gu Zhen lit the fire together and served the rice with hot soup.

"Grandma didn't eat either, did she?"

Liang Zhenhua shook his head: "Grandma is old and can't eat anything at night, so it's good for her health." ”

"Shall we eat then?"

"Well, let's eat together as a family."

Liang Zhenhua is simple, whether it is emotion or personality, it makes people feel down-to-earth and a clumsy love.