Gu Jiaye waved his hand irritably, "Don't tell me these hypocritical polite words, I just want to go see Han Lu." ”

She has long passed the age of hearing about love.

In the past, the girl Huaichun was always in love, and she was very moved by these words, but now that it sounds, it is all nonsense.

When you think you are good, you are a fairy in the sky;

But when you feel bad, you're not even as good as trash.

It's all meaningless words that are not nutritious.

After experiencing those bad things, she realized that a true heart is the most rare thing in the world.

"I'll take you there, I buried her with my own hands." Fan Zhiyuan's face was scornful, and he led Gu Jiaye to Han Lu's grave in the mountains.

A desolate and desolate place, no one cares.

There is a tomb plaque on the grave, with Han Lu's name and year of birth and death written on it.

The wilderness is deserted, and it is desolate and buried.

Gu Jiaye's heart was burning and he had mixed feelings.

Shen Ning didn't have much friendship with Han Lu, so there was really no need to talk about the past, so she left the two of them to talk, and she went a little farther away to find wild vegetables nearby.

Gu Jiaye stood side by side with Fan Zhiyuan in front of the tombstone, silent for a long time.

They both used to treat each other as friends with Han Lu, maybe they were full of all kinds of tricks, but this does not change that they once met on campus and went through their youth together.

Gu Jiaye cleaned up Han Lu's grave, then squatted down and said to her who was sleeping: "Come in a hurry, next time I will bring you my favorite peach cake." ”

Dust to dust, dust to dust.

In the end, how many grievances are just a handful of loess, not worth mentioning.

Fan Zhiyuan said to Gu Jiaye with difficulty: "She was in the hospital at that time, always talking about your name, she always asked me, will Jiaye forgive her?" Will you come back to see her in the future? ”

He smiled wryly, "I didn't pay much attention to these words at the time, and the most I responded to her was silence, because we all know that you will never forgive us again." It was also around that time that she had suicidal thoughts. ”

Gu Jiaye tilted his face and faced the blue sky above his head, not wanting people to see his embarrassment.

She couldn't say forgiveness.

The past has destroyed her beliefs and three views again and again.

How can you forgive?

Fan Zhiyuan saw Gu Jiaye's silent appearance, and said with an extremely heavy heart: "I wrote a letter again, and I went to the commune to call again, Han Lu's parents never wanted to come, and my mother went to their house to look for it, saying that it was a shame and did not come." ”

Gu Jiaye stared at Han Lu's tombstone for a long time, and then said softly: "Let's go!" ”

Even though Han Lu was wrong in a thousand ways, now that the person is gone, it is difficult for her to hate it anymore.

Fan Zhiyuan walked side by side with her, "Jiaye, we can still ...... in the future Continue to be friends? ”

Gu Jiaye raised his eyes to look at him, and was silent and did not answer.

What happened in the past is real, and it's impossible for her to act as if it didn't happen.

She wouldn't choose to hate him, but let her get along with him and be friends with him.

It's difficult!

She just wants to distance herself from the past now.

Fan Zhiyuan saw that Gu Jiaye didn't answer for a long time, so he lowered his eyes silently.

Shen Ning took a handful of wild vegetables in her hand, "Have you gone back?" ”

When Gu Jiaye saw Shen Ning, the unhappiness on his face immediately disappeared, and he trotted up and asked curiously, "What do you have in your hand?" ”

Shen Ningyanli had a smile on her face like a warm sun, "Wild leeks and bracken, go home and make something to eat for you." ”

"Yes, yes!"

Gu Jiaye grabbed Shen Ning's arm, detached from the depression, with a smile on his face, Shen Ning said, "How about fried bacon with bracken?" ”

"I love~"

"Let's go with my dad, he just has Houttuynia cordata there, get some tender and go back to stir-fry and eat."

"Uh-huh."

Shen Ning took Gu Jiaye back to her parents' house.

Fan Zhiyuan stood in place, his eyes glazed over.

(End of chapter)