Chapter 752: Finding Your Place
"Qianqian, anyway, I've been busy with work and study, and the two of us rarely see each other.
A lot of the time it's just texting, so speaking of which, I'm actually quite guilty of you, and I think it's entirely up to you to bear the pain of the love between the two of us.
This is a stupid thing I did as a boyfriend, and I should reflect on my mistakes, which I shouldn't do again, especially when we're dating.
You're a good girl, and you're good-looking, beautiful, and in good shape, and I'm the same.
To be honest, it's a dead otaku.
The two of us may have the same point, but we eat too little.
So for a long time I have felt that I am not worthy of you, and I think that such a good girl as you deserves to be liked by a better man.
To be honest, the first time I saw you, I was already moved in my heart.
I like you.
However, I don't know what type of guy you like.
So sometimes my heart was always surging, and I was afraid that even when the two of us met in the army, I was still in a certain state of fear deep down in my heart, because I was afraid, and I didn't know what kind of way the relationship between the two of us would develop.
Sometimes I still feel like I'm a bad person, I'm not good enough to give you the happiness you want.
And when the two of us were together, I always felt that I should work hard and work hard.
But the reality of the environment does make me a little confused, and sometimes, there are some things that I can't even solve.
In such an environment, the embarrassment in my heart has reached a very high point, I don't know how I should face you, again and again the emotions between us keep missing, I keep running away, and I don't even want to run away at all, but I'm afraid of my fear.
Until, when the two of us are together.
At that time, I even thought that the two of us together was a huge dream, and I felt that the dream in my heart had already reached an extremely special and difficult to pursue feeling.
Sometimes these feelings keep surging deep inside me, so my thoughts become an extreme being, and this very special extreme makes me feel like my innermost feelings are becoming more and more inflated.
Until between the two of us...... The relationship finally came to an end, that is, when you and I were cold and violent and proposed to break up, in fact, I know that you are a kind girl, sometimes you are unwilling to leave me behind, but you think I am not good enough, or you think I am really bad.
Or to put it mildly, sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough to get to where you want to be.
All kinds of conditions followed, and the embarrassment in my heart had already made people surging and couldn't think about it anymore.
I tried to trace the mountains and rivers that the two of us had crossed, the road that the two of us had walked.
However, the distance of the road may have a high judgment, and from the ideological level, it seems that our emotions can only become like that.
Therefore, the relationship between you and me is becoming weaker and weaker, and it is gradually flat like boiling water, and I want to redeem this feeling, but I know that I can't erase this feeling, maybe the relationship between us may become like that.
It's just that I didn't understand until the end that in fact, our relationship is a very ordinary relationship, and we are just a very ordinary person in this world.
We have no way to show our own excessive excellence and characteristics.
We can only show our excellence as much as possible in this life path.
We are the most ordinary people, but even if we are ordinary, we can find true love in the ordinary and find our own position. ”
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