Chapter 560 Selfish Love
"I don't need any kind of sympathy, this kind of thing is not very important to me, I think this thing thank you for a knife today, I don't know how to thank you, what to do."
And I feel that if I were a smart woman, I should have given up this kind of thing a long time ago, and I really did talk about myself in front of an alien and a stranger, and I didn't have such a habit.
I don't think this kind of thing has any meaning, I just think that many things should be handled according to my own understanding.
"Dear, there is a bargaining chip for anything, some things are not because of sympathy, I don't think there is anything to sympathize with."
The man's eyes grew slightly, and when he saw the woman so painful and depressed, he felt that there was something in the so-called love of the world.
It's all your willingness, and so much has happened in the process, and there is so much meaning in it.
I feel that life is really short, why bother to make many things completely human, a so-called kind of feeling, this kind of thing is completely funny.
Of course, these things only happened in an instant, and this Gu Ruxi couldn't see it at all.
The car quieted down all of a sudden, this Gu Ruxi looked at the scenery outside the window, and felt that those depths suddenly felt that he was really pitiful and funny, he was really sad, and he didn't expect one of his own.
Escaping out is actually someone else and a stranger to help him, and if he can get out of this door, he can't come out in that frank way, and he has to look at the faces of others.
Why do you seem to have the same little three situations, isn't this kind of thing sad enough for you?
Since I can't do such a natural situation, I really feel that I am a complete failure in this kind of marriage.
The man directly turned on a stereo in the car, so that everyone would not be so embarrassed in the process, and it seemed that there was more of that kind of gentle emotion in this environment.
This is a very classic Hong Kong and Taiwan song, do you love me?
Gu Ruxi really felt annoyed, and felt that the song was too inconsistent with her current situation, so she said it directly to this man.
"I can't change it to another song, it's not my favorite song."
Obviously, I don't often get used to the request to switch music in someone else's car, but I really can't listen to this song, this kind of thing seems to be unable to get a kind of excretion in my heart, or this kind of lyrics seems to be more meaningless to satirize myself.
It's like this song seems to be heard when you hear it.,It's like the feelings between the three of them just drift away so indifferently.,Some things don't matter how you think about and how you understand them.,But this kind of thing is really in front of this and there's no way to avoid it.ć
Play to another song, Steven Dion's My Heart Eternity.
It is also a song of *** and Jack's sinking in the Titanic, which is a very romantic kind of love song, representing the eternity of love, but according to real life, it is completely ironic, completely contrary to each other, and the opposite is true.
At this time, I switched a lot of these European and American pop songs, but these are more of a kind of love songs, with a faint, that kind of love and sadness, with a kind of sweet joy for love.
Gu Ruxi really couldn't help it, and really felt that this man didn't seem to know which tendon was wrong, or what, but he wanted to listen to so many songs about love, so he couldn't help but protest.
"Please, this friend, I don't know the song you want to listen to at this time, but can you not listen to this song, I may not be very interested in this kind of song, say help me switch the music immediately, I really don't want to listen to this music!"
Gu Ruxi didn't expect that she would be so kind to a stranger, and she said this directly, as if she just said it directly, and she didn't care about the meaning of this situation at all.
It seems that there is too much resistance to myself in this process, but I really don't have such a casual thing for this kind of thing.
But at this moment, I really can't hold it back, because after so many things that happened in a mess today, the feeling in my heart is really painful.
The injured head was about to explode, and it was really inexplicably angry at this stranger, although there was a trace of guilt on his face, but it quickly disappeared.
Instead, because you came to take me to this kind of thing, and everything was suddenly appeared by one of you, I don't know what will happen to this thing, I can only use such a thing and a dare to appear, just let me get to know it.
I've brought this mask enough in this time, it's complicated enough, I can't live like this forever.
I have to understand and look at all of this with my own normal mindset.
When all of this is turned upside down, what can I do again, what can I not do.
I can only follow my own understanding of what is not ruthless and unrighteous.
The cultivation of the person next to him is still quite high, and he doesn't seem to care about this Gu Ruxi's very difficult young lady's temper, which is very helpless, shrugged and smiled, and immediately switched to a piano piece of various light music.
However, no matter what kind of music the piano music is, no matter what kind of mood you are in, your mood is completely dark now.
It's completely melancholy, not something that can be soothed with just one piece of music, the so-called use of English to find this deep heart.
These things are completely a kind of chicken soup for the soul, this kind of poison for the soul, this kind of thing is completely impossible.
So at this time, because the current mood must be very manic, I was directly provoked by this so-called music again.
"I'm going to get out of the car, I can't stay any longer now!"
Of course, because the car was on the highway, it didn't stop immediately, but the music did stop, and this Gu Ruxi didn't look at the strange man's appearance, but just heard the man make an apologetic voice to himself.
"I'm sorry, I didn't notice your emotions just now, I'm so
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Hearing this man hug himself so gracefully, he didn't seem to be very happy.
Gu Ruxi felt that she should want to be alone together, and didn't want to accept any kind of pity for herself from anyone. And at this time, he really wants to do a lot of things.
And I really want everyone to cry well in a lonely place, and I can't let anyone understand any of the emotions in my heart.
"I'm sorry for this friend, I really want to stay by myself now, so I want to get out of the car I really want to get off, please, I thank you very much, but I want to be alone now, okay?"
Gu Ruxi raised his voice again, he really felt that his patience had reached the limit, even if this person was a gentleman, even if this person had done a lot of help to him just now.
But it doesn't mean that you have to have any compromise on this matter, and there is any lack of oxygen, so this is actually uncomfortable enough, let alone uncomfortable.
And then she still wants to have a cowardly situation of the system in him? Then you can only let yourself look down on yourself more in the process.
The car finally stopped, Gu Ruxi quickly opened the car door and ran out directly, ignoring any misunderstanding that the other party had about her.
There will be no ridicule from the other party.
He was like a soldier on the run, the most hesitant, as if facing this hustle and bustle world that he couldn't face, he ran out directly.
The car really doesn't know where to park, and it doesn't know how to run in that world, as if this world is like this big road, invisibly helping itself up, as if no matter how you divide it, it seems that you can't leave this so-called big net.
A lot of times it's very confusing, but there are many ups and downs in life, but there are some things that I have already experienced in this great wave, and I can't bear these so-called pains.
Maybe let the world slowly close, maybe there will be a certain year, a certain year, a certain month, and a certain day, and those things will end.
But at this moment, I have to do a lot of hard work.
Gu Ruxi is on this hurdle now, thinking about her inner world over and over again, is she sad and sad, is she really stupid? Is this still true love? Do you think this thing still needs to be held on and maintained? It's just a joke, and that's what makes you miserable in the process, and you feel like you still have a reason to keep going, can you still keep going? Will someone else give you that chance? Never give again!
By noon, Gu Ruxi felt very hungry, and watched these people come and go.
Finally, I realized that I didn't seem to have eaten, and I realized that I hadn't come to the company for half a day this morning.
I actually thought of myself, because I was dealing with those family problems, and I didn't report to the whole company in time to ask for leave.
Gu Ruxi can be regarded as conscientious at work, basically more serious and responsible in her work, basically she didn't think of herself, it was all because of these things, she didn't expect that the whole work state was completely different from her usual style, it seems that this relationship has too much damage to herself, so that she has fallen into it unnaturally in the process.
The mobile phone is out of battery, and the charger is also in the company, and in the end, Zhao Yijing said that he wanted to find a divorce to find a lawyer, how to do so many things? This kind of thing has to be faced by itself no matter what.
Gu Ruxi involuntarily held her mobile phone tightly, she had to do this matter again, these things would not be able to defeat her.
This kind of perseverance goes on step by step no matter what, and when I think of this, I got into a taxi and walked directly to this unit, isn't life different?
Is it because of this messy marriage that this kind of unkempt face that has become earth-shaking in the process?
Achieved the goal, and remembered the scene where I saw some of myself at the same time yesterday, and saw myself in such an unbearable state of marriage, although I was the mayor's daughter.
But it is true that there are too many strange things behind the scenery, and I can't help but feel ashamed.
Gu Ruxi could only suppress those feelings of humiliation, so she was about to walk directly into the office, and when she just walked to the office hall, she heard someone shouting her name.
"No Gu Ruxi!"
Gu Ruxi looked back, this is a very punctual credit, a man who walked out of this newspaper column directly, and he really has a very warm feeling, but he must slowly suppress this emotion, look at him with this kind of calm eyes, and smile slightly.
Even in front of this man, he was reluctant to do any crying, because he knew that there seemed to be no possibility between them at all.
There is something insurmountable between them, and they no longer have any right to make a very presumptuous behavior in front of this man?
Because this kind of thing is called marriage, at least for the time being, it is impossible for them to develop into any situation in which they are faithful to their hearts.
The relationship between them will never go that far, so you have to control your own understanding, and you must be restrained in the face of everything that happens.
"Why are you here too?"
I'm trying to keep the kind of excitement in my heart.,Try to use it as simple as possible.,As if nothing happened.,It's plain.,Even my own language comparison is controlled in my own usual rhythm.,What a lot of effort and willpower it takes.ć
"I don't know what to say about this, I just know that I seem to be in this world and can only say sorry to you, I'm worried about your current mood fluctuating too much?"
Fortunately, the other party at least didn't see that he was very wronged, at least he didn't feel that there was any kind of thing like this.
There are a lot of these emotions in it, and he also knows how to love his sister, Gu Ruxi couldn't help but smile.
However, he must have his own heart, he will never want to cry again in this life.
At least from now on, I really don't want to go back, I must be a strong person, and at least have a determination to make a decision about this messy love.
"Gu Ruxi, let's go home, and my mother is also waiting for the situation of those problems that everyone in your family is worried about, so let's find a way to solve the problem together, okay?"
is Gu Ruxi's elder brother, who is polite and polite, and can be regarded as suave, especially with a myopic glasses, which can be regarded as a high-level molecule, but there is no image of a son-in-law at all.
Gu Ruxi's elder brother is a high-level scholar, the most important thing is to accept a lot, a Western study, and has a relatively open-minded worldview, which can be regarded as gentle and elegant, a very interesting man in a rare place.
He is two brothers and sisters, but this little relationship is very good, so he saw that his sister was traumatized by the feelings brought about by this.
It's going to be sad to be an older brother, but there are some things that don't show a lot of words and a lot of emotions.
Because after all, you have to give your sister a lot of respect and a lot of steps and more decency.
Gu Ruxi and Gu Youyan are a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, and others say that they don't look very alike, but if Gu Ruxi knows this thing, it is also someone else's use of a very subtle language to express the meaning of this kind of innermost thing, which is also an official language and an illusion.
Although this kind of thing is said to be a physical deficiency, maybe my brother may be healthier, which has been frail and sickly since childhood.
So I didn't get more tasks from my parents, and love may put a lot of love on my arm, which is also a wonder of this family.
My brother is also a top student, and he is also a scumbag, so this brother has been a big aura since he was a child, and he uses a lot of selflessness to help himself.
Many times, I will still be very fresh to gather and rely on this kind of strength.
The relationship between the two siblings seems to be very good, and this relationship has always existed, otherwise he would not have married this Zhao Yijing two years ago.
So in fact, I have always liked it very much, and in fact, my brother at that time should also have a lot of good feelings for this Wu Binbin.
In both respects, it should be regarded as a pair of natural beauty, and Ye Shuai thought that this was a very good and perfect arrangement in their family.
But I didn't expect there to be so many accidents in this matter.
The result was a self-willedness, and it caused both siblings to be emotionally traumatized.
He is really too selfish, too self-righteous in his perception, thinking that everything is so perfect and so complete, but it is not like this, but he doesn't know how ambitious he is.
This Zhao Yijing is the biggest eye, they can actually walk up and pit their life table, so that they will fall in love immediately, it is really now that I think about it, my head was really kicked by someone, and it was completely a brain swelling.
However, what does this thing say, that is, it should come like this.
In this way, heaven, earth and people can always have a solution and deal with it, and for themselves, they are still very guilty.
Because it should have been for my brother back then, I thought that I would be a couple with you and my brother, but I left my brother anyway.
"This should be me saying I'm sorry, this is a realization I had back then, which led to today's ending, all this blames me for all my things, I didn't realize it......"
"Let's go home, let's go home, okay? I came by car and followed. ā