For the rest of his life, every day, he thought about this question.

Why can she walk so peacefully, and whether she has ever loved him.

Why is his heart so uncomfortable?

The days of condemnation are not easy.

thought that her departure would not have any effect on him, but unexpectedly, when he stepped into the house without her, his heart was very empty, very empty.

Obviously, she was a person with no sense of existence when she was alive, a person who had no sense of existence like air.

Why is it so unaccustomed to death after death?

After her death, he was away from home all day, and he was out all day on the pretext of office, that is, when he returned home, he also went to her courtyard.

Her residence was very depressed, very quiet, and the decoration was very simple, so simple that it did not look like the mother of a family at all, and compared with the courtyards of his concubines, it was very shabby.

He had never felt anything before, but now he felt that this scene was very empty.

Thinking about it now, perhaps, in his subconscious, Mu Li is only worthy of shabby.

In his previous life, he did not die, but died of illness, depressed in his heart, and overthinking.

Or is it too much lovesickness......

When he was dying, he recalled the bits and pieces he had with her, and recalled the bits and pieces before he had a concubine.

Although life is quiet, it is warm.

Before he died, he knew his heart.

Infinite regret, infinite self-blame, swallowed his heart.

He was the one who killed her, and he was the one who failed her......

If they meet in the next life, he will definitely cherish her and cherish this woman who has been let down and loved by him for a lifetime......

With infinite regret, infinite longing, I closed my eyes and melted into the darkness.

When he opened his eyes again after a long silence in the darkness, he found that he had returned to when he was fourteen years old.

Not known about what happened though.

But there is no doubt that he was born again.

Reborn in the most difficult year of his life, his parents were seriously ill, and the fertile land at home was forcibly occupied by relatives, and the family almost couldn't survive.

When he was reborn and faced the problems that he couldn't solve in his previous life, he was very calm.

In his previous life, he had been operating in officialdom for so many years, and he had overcome the complex interpersonal interactions and the darkness of officialdom, not to mention a few greedy but stupid strange relatives.

With a little subterfuge, he drove the vampires away, and rented the fertile land to others for the rental money.

And with the things he knew in his previous life, he helped the yamen solve a case that had not been solved for a long time, caught the prisoner, and not only got the appreciation of the county government, but also got some reward.

Then he used the money to rent a shop and start his best calligraphy and painting.

In his previous life, those official camps were not only very knowledgeable, but also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

He is not talented, but he has practiced hard for decades and has made some achievements.

Now it's just a small place, and calligraphy and paintings like his are already very remarkable.

So it was sold for a good amount of money.

With the money, he rented a shop and sold it all.

With the money, he didn't go to Mu Li for the first time.

He knew that her family conditions were not good and her life was very difficult, but he wanted to show her his best side, propose to her in a beautiful manner, and propose to her with a rich dowry.

Make up for the neglect he neglected when he proposed marriage in his previous life.

Fang Yufeng was not worried that she would be snatched away by others.

Although he knew that she was very good, Mu Li, who was thin and very taciturn at this time, would not have liked her if he hadn't been with her for decades.