Another breeze blew, and a letter full of words fell off his fingertips, and the young man named Weikang waved his left hand like a reflex to grab the letter that was chased away by the wind, but the letter slipped quietly from his fingertips like a naughty boy and flew into the flowers on the other side.

Like the loss of a beloved treasure, he got up from the ground, took three steps and two steps into the flowers, and after a while he slowly walked out of the flowers with his left hand holding the letter, his hand was trembling, as if he was not holding a letter, but a hot and rare treasure.

"How many sleepless nights, in my dreams there is always a day of pouring rain, I prostrate on two cold corpses, there are two familiar and strange corpses, whenever I do this dream, I am scared and uncomfortable, in the dream I don't know why I'm uncomfortable, but...... But every now and then, I will have big tears and tears falling, and after reading this letter today, I probably understand a little. Wei Kang just held the hot letter in his arms with one hand, squatted in front of Zhang Yi, and muttered.

Zhang Yi nodded silently, he gently brushed his hand over the tips of Weikang's hair, the remaining droplets of water on his hair fell, but at the same time, his towering hairstyle also collapsed.

In normal times, this kind of hairstyle that makes them feel arrogant is absolutely not allowed to be touched by others, let alone collapsed, this is simply a disfiguring event, but there is no hatred in Weikang's eyes today, there is just helplessness and confusion, he even instinctively tilted his head and gently attached it to the only warm and familiar source of warmth in this world, this feeling has not been for a long time, the last time was when he was still alive a year ago!

Zhang Yi took out the last remaining letter from his LV handbag, this is not an ordinary letter but a sign language, the so-called sign language here is not the language of the deaf and mute in the yang world, but the words of their relatives and friends in the yang world standing on his grave to the deceased, these words will evolve into a document like a meeting record and finally reach the hands of the deceased's ghost.

However, according to Lao Dao, this traditional form of manuscript is gradually being eliminated, and some senior officials on the Yin side have used smart phones to receive electronic handwritten language manuscripts, and the Yang world is advancing with the times, and the Yin Division will naturally not pull down and retreat, but there are some trade-offs in the current advanced development thinking, otherwise it will hinder the Yin Division is still a feudal management system of the supremacy of royal power, after all, all scientific and technological development is around better governance rather than causing trouble to the governor.

Zhang Yi tore open the envelope, took the sign language out of it and unfolded it to Weikang's hand, then put the letter in his hand back into the envelope and put it in his arms, and gently patted him on the chest twice.

Weikang glanced at Zhang Yi with grateful eyes, and then fell on the sign language, the top of the sign language is the name of the sign language person, only to see the person who wrote sign language, Wang Xibo, this is the uncle of Weikang.

"Weikang, today is the first anniversary of your death, if you know anything about the spring below, you must remember to put away these things that Uncle burned for you, there are things you like to eat and play, and even the BMW car you once liked, I hope you will no longer be miserable and lonely in that world!

I, Wang Xibo, have been a man and do things above board in my life, and I am confident and worthy of heaven and earth, but I am guilty of you and your parents, and I guess I can't repay it in this life, I still remember when your parents died at the beginning of 16 years, I vowed to take good care of you for a lifetime and help you grow up, but I failed them.

In less than a week after your parents left, you were like a different person, locking yourself in the house all day, no matter how many methods I used, you didn't want to step out of the door, until one day when your classmates shouted at the window under the neighborhood that you had a strong snot.

I thought this was a good thing, but I didn't expect this to be the beginning of a nightmare, you became no longer as obedient and sensible as before, dropped out of school all day long, lingered in various Internet cafes, game halls and even bars KTV, at that time I always thought that you became like this because of the blow caused to you by the death of your parents, but later I learned that you actually said such things, you actually said that your parents did not love you since you were a child, blocked your dreams since childhood, looked down on you, and called you snotty.

Oh, my God! What's the matter, your parents don't have much culture, but they love you very much, in order for you to have a good learning environment in the future, they work day and night on the construction site, and finally bought you a house in the city with full payment, why buy a house in full, they said that because you were born late, the two of them are not very good, and they are afraid that once they die, they will leave you with the burden of mortgage, so the two of them worked hard for more than ten years to grit their teeth and buy the small house with two bedrooms and one living room.

To be honest, Uncle I was very disappointed to hear you say these words, but then I took you to see a psychiatrist at the suggestion of others, Uncle I am not married, I have no children, I actually love you as much as your parents, I have always treated you as my own son.

However, the results of the examination did prove that you are not essentially bad, but there is a mental problem, the doctor said that you have schizophrenia and autism, for these disorders I don't know a word of a few people naturally do not understand, but the doctor still has a sentence I remember clearly, he said that the simple point is that you have gone through a huge family change all of a sudden, mentally traumatized, deep down in your heart you once had a warm family, loving parents this period closed, Then I imagined myself as another family, where your parents were still alive, but they just went to work all day, never cared about you, stopped your favorite dances, and looked down on you and shouting at you with others.

At that time, I seemed to understand a little, a warm family of three suddenly said that it would be scattered, who can accept this, if it is an unhappy home, a home that makes people want to escape from it, it will be much better, Weikang! That's what you thought at the time, and then you got this disease!

In the treatment for most of the next half year, not only did you not get better, but also often mixed with some undesirable young people in society, and even developed the habit of sneaking, and they all went to the detention center, I was so angry, so I finally couldn't help but scold you, which is also the last thing I regret in my life, so you committed suicide by cutting your veins on that stormy night.

I'm sorry for your parents, I didn't do what he told me, and when I see them under the Nine Springs in the future, I will have to kneel down and ask them for forgiveness.

Wellon! I don't know if you have reunited with your parents over there, whether your condition has recovered, but today is your first anniversary, I burn these photos and the letters left by your parents to you, if you have a spirit in the sky, I hope you take a good look, you must know that in the world you once stayed, there was a warm home for you, there were parents who loved you, you used to be a happy and obedient good child, except for your little hair affectionately called you snot, no one called you snot strong, no one looked down on you, everyone even cared about you, you are not short of love! ”

The truth of everything is understood, people often believe that the brain memory tells them the results, but often the brain sometimes short-circuits, will give themselves a wrong consciousness, this consciousness is often not the brain's intention, but a self-protection on the inside of the brain, just like Weikang, his brain is greatly stimulated to produce a self-protection, the warm memories that evoke his sadness with his parents are silently sealed, and then the brain reconstructs a stormy The family that makes people feel so disappointed and even want to run away, so that they can comfort themselves, why should I run away from my current family, because that family is unhappy, so that the uncomfortable knot in my heart will not be dissolved.

When he understood everything, Wei Kang became a lot calmer, he put the sign language in front of him and the letter and photo of his parents back into his LV handbag, took a deep breath and slowly spit it out, and said: "Knowing the truth, I feel a lot more comfortable, do you know why?" ”

Zhang Yi snorted lightly from his nose and said: "Because you are dead now, and after you die, you find that this world is not the end, but exists in another way, then in the same way, your parents no longer need to suffer from illness in the yang world, and now they are living peacefully in another world or have been reincarnated as humans." ”

Weikang stood up, touched his cheeks that still had some tears left on his face, comforted himself and said: "Yes, I remember everything, in the last days, they often couldn't sleep because of the pain, but for fear that I was worried, they also lied that it was an old problem, until the end of their lives, they were tortured by the disease, basically only a humanoid skeleton remained, you know, it was a real humanoid skeleton, the eye sockets were sunken, and the ribs on the body could be clearly seen, and now they are no longer suffering from the pain." and no more pain. ”

Another huge teardrop slipped from the corner of his eye, I don't know how many times Weikang cried today, but every time he cried, there was a change in his thoughts.

Zhang Yi stood up slowly, standing straight in the flowers on the other side, through the flowers on the other side, he saw the magnificent and tall palace in the farthest line of sight, where the yellow snake lived, his goal was originally there, and then he didn't know what kind of bloody storm he was.

Wei Kang gently tugged at the corner of Zhang Yi's clothes, Zhang Yi glanced back at him from a trance, only to see Wei Kang blinking his eyes and said mischievously: "From today on, I will be your tail, no matter where you go, I will follow you, if you want to abandon me, unless one day my tail is broken." ”

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In 2013, my 50-year-old father left this world because of terminal cancer, in this year, I quit my job, spent all my savings, and stayed in the hospital with him for many years, but unfortunately, in the end, I still did not keep him.

After my father left, I was afraid to see his photo, I was afraid to think of his kindness and the inhuman appearance tormented by the disease, and even afraid to see the hospital, although I had been writing something, but I was afraid to mention him in a few words, it was really painful, a pain that could not be expressed in words, especially in the middle of the night, when I opened my eyes in the dark and woke up in a dream that missed him, it was a heart-rending but unstoppable pain.

People are really not afraid of death, but afraid of the despair of living in the world and watching their relatives lose their lives little by little and they can't do anything!

Live, cherish the present, cherish the loved ones in front of you.