XXVIII. Memory

Zheng Wan looked at it and couldn't help but think of that dusty memory.

Three years ago, Pingsheng's brother suddenly became seriously ill and was bedridden. There were a lot of medical officers in the house, and all of them only shook their heads. Zheng Wan stayed by Zheng Pingsheng's side every day, decocting medicine for him, looking at the second brother who was losing weight day by day, the hope in her heart was getting smaller and smaller, and she really wanted to exchange her life for Pingsheng's brother's life, but she couldn't do anything because she was weak.

But in twenty days, Brother Pingsheng was gone, and at that moment, Zheng Wan forgot how to breathe, and all the meaning of life turned into nothingness. She guarded the mourning hall in a daze, unwilling to go to the funeral, Qiu Qi wanted to take herself to see Pingsheng's brother buried, but it didn't work, at that time, she couldn't feel any sadness in her heartache, she just felt that this world was really ridiculous. The empty mourning hall has nothing left of itself. The person who loves himself the most should not be himself.

watched everyone come back from the ancestral grave at home, and finally everything was really gone. Secretly hiding in bed and crying at night, I finally couldn't control my tears for a few days. Crying and crying, I suddenly felt that I was too much, why didn't I go to the funeral. At that time, I was only a few years old, and I dared to go to the cemetery in the middle of the night, but it was also a shame that she went in the middle of the night, and she coincidentally discovered a secret, a big secret. Her brother Pingsheng faked his death. Seeing that those people were digging Pingsheng's brother's grave, she almost started in anger, but in an instant, she felt that there must be something she didn't know about, and only a few people knew about it. She hid aside and watched silently. I saw one of the masked men stuff a pill into Brother Pingsheng's mouth, and it didn't take long for Brother Pingsheng to wake up, although he was still very weak, but he did come back to life. After a while, Brother Pingsheng got up and followed the masked men. Zheng Wan didn't dare to get too close, she followed from a distance, she knew that the martial arts of those people must be above her, and she couldn't let them find out. After turning around a few ways, I followed too far, and finally I didn't see where Brother Pingsheng went. But knowing that Brother Pingsheng was still alive, she felt like a phoenix was reborn. As long as there is alive, it can be found. It took her five days to wander around the mountains for a long time, and finally she met her brother, the most important person to her.

I still remember how anxious she was when she searched for 5 days and still couldn't find it, and even disappointed for a while. Perhaps God saw that she was so devout in her search that he finally let her see a small wooden house, and in the small wooden house sat Brother Pingsheng.

"Wan'er, why are you here?" Brother Pingsheng smiled helplessly, "How did you see through it." I really can't hide it from you. ”

Zheng Wan looked at her brother in front of her in a daze, and the grievances in her heart poured out.

"No, this time it's luck. Bastard brother, you actually lied to me, and lied to me so badly, do you know how sad I thought you were really, really, you big bastard. Why? "The tears are uncontrollable, and the worries and anguish of these days are all revealed." If I hadn't been so sad, I'd see a flaw. But how can this make me not sad. I looked at you without breath, and I felt like the sky was falling. ”

"Alright. It's my brother who is not good," Zheng Pingsheng gently hugged his sister and gently comforted him.

Gradually, the crying stopped, and it turned into a small sob. "Brother, don't you want Wan'er?" Zheng Wan raised her wet eyes and looked at Zheng Pingsheng dissatisfied.

"Good," Zheng Pingsheng said dotingly, "How come, Wan'er is the person my brother cares about the most." If my brother doesn't make meritorious contributions, how can he take you out of the Zheng family. Brother is reluctant to let you be wronged. Don't cry, I'm distressed. ”

"Didn't you think that my brother faked his death and that my sister wouldn't be able to live? Why didn't you tell me. ”

Zheng Pingsheng sighed lightly, and suddenly became serious, "Wan'er, I can't tell half a point from your mouth about my life." No one can say, you know? Autumn begging is not allowed. ”

Zheng Wan stopped crying, her eyes were red, and her nose was still twitching, "I'm pale." My brother faked his death and said that the matter of Yin must be very dangerous, and the less people know about it, the better. I've been looking for you very carefully these days, no one knows where I've gone, and Qiu Qi doesn't know. ”

Zheng Pingsheng touched Zheng Wan's head dotingly, "Wan'er is really smart." ”

"Hmph, I should have discovered the problem a long time ago, but I'm too worried about Brother Pingsheng."

"How did Wan'er see that?"

Zheng Wan was a little proud, "Of course it's the medicine you drink, although those medical officers think you are terminally ill, they still prescribe some warm medicine one by one." But all the time, you drank one kind of prescription, and it didn't belong to any of the doctor's prescriptions. Now that I think about it, that medicine is the medicine that will slowly put you into a state of suspended animation. I'm right. These days, when I was looking for my brother, I revisited the details of my brother's illness and found out. ”

Zheng Pingsheng smiled faintly, "It's really Wan'er." That's why I only let you decoct the medicine, there are many people. ”

"What the hell is my brother going to do, he needs to erase his identity?" Zheng Wan also became serious.

"Wan'er, don't ask."

"No, my brother's fake death has already made me very out of control, and I can't guarantee anything if I don't let me know what my brother and the people behind my brother are planning." When Zheng Wan thought of her brother's funeral, her heart hurt and she couldn't help herself, and her tears slipped down again. "Brother, don't let me guess, okay? I'll keep my mouth shut. You know Wan'er, and Wan'er has always done what she says. ”

"I know you're not going to say it." Zheng Pingsheng walked to the window and looked out worriedly, "It's just that this thing is too dangerous." ”

"Did someone let my brother go to an enemy country?" Zheng Wan didn't give up, stubbornly pulled Zheng Pingsheng's sleeve, "If my brother doesn't say it, I'll go ask my father." I think my father must have known. ”

"Wan'er." Zheng Pingsheng was very helpless, but he could only shake his head, "You." It would be nice to be confused. I'll just say that once. In half a year, I will go to Liangchu alone and sneak in as a fine work. ”

"It turned out that I really went to the enemy country. The land of barbarians. ”

"Although they are barbarians, their military strength should not be underestimated, they have always been eyeing us, and they have always been a problem for Great Qin, so this time my father sent me to disintegrate the enemy and cause infighting, so that we can be the yellow bird."

"Who else knows but my father?"

"Emperor Qin and the Crown Prince." Zheng Pingsheng walked up to Zheng Wan again and hugged him hard, "Wait for me to come back and take you away." ”

"Okay."

Zheng Wan sobered up from her memories, but found that her tears had flowed all over her face, and she hurriedly wiped away her tears, brother, you broke your promise. But knowing Pingsheng's brother's choice, he can't do anything now, so he wants to avenge his brother, but his brother definitely doesn't want to see this. I can only silently endure the pain of loss, but fortunately there is still a jade sheep, thinking of the jade sheep, there is a little more smile on my face. I need to be stronger. Zheng Wan cheered up and began to adjust her internal breath.