Chapter 148: When the judgment is constantly suffering, it is chaotic

An Yixin went to the hospital alone to see Mo Xiaoxiao, and stood on the side of the road to take a taxi. The sunlight was a little strong, and An Yixin raised one hand to block the sunlight, and the other hand held the crutch.

She doesn't like prosthetics anymore and uses crutches. This made her feel more independent and not dependent on anyone. It's just that the sun is too strong today, and it's a bit dizzy.

"With heart, get in the car." A familiar voice came, and An Yixin looked at Han Sanping. "It's you."

"Well, I've seen you from afar. In the past two days, you have not answered my phone calls and have not replied to my messages. I'm wondering where to find you. Just in sight of you. Get on the bus first. Let's talk. ”

An Yixin bowed his head and was silent for a few seconds, and then got into the car. Some things have to be faced. Go and make it clear. After getting into the car, Han Sanping turned sideways to help An Yixin tie the seat belt.

"Let's go back to the water moon, you haven't been there for a long time."

"Hmm." An Yixin sent a message to Dadong, and went to Shuiyue with Han Sanping.

In the familiar house, Han Sanping's bedroom still had An Yixin's clothes, and An Yixin wanted to go into the bedroom and take the clothes away. But I think there seems to be another hint to go to the bedroom now, so let's sit in the living room first.

"I got some new old tea, you wait for me to make it for you." After Han Sanping finished speaking, he went to get tea. An Yixin sat quietly on the sofa alone. Think about the bits and pieces with Han Sanping over the years.

Han Sanping has always been a very restrained person, even when he was in the United States, he only took care of An Yixin as a friend. Although An Yixin had long known Han Sanping's intentions, he also liked him quite a lot. But he has always been affectionate and polite, until he returned to China, Han Sanping has always promised to give An Yixin an explanation, these years, looking at Han Sanping's marriage, it is also in name only.

Maybe there's nothing wrong with going on like this, but An Yixin can't put himself in the ranks of juniors. Thinking of this, An Yixin stood up and walked to the window. In the past, many times he was drunk, Han Sanping took care of him, and this reliance was like a fire in his broken life, warm and bright.

It's just that now I am like a reborn phoenix, although it still hurts, I really want to fly by myself. Maybe it's a bit reluctant to let go now, but if she doesn't, she will lose herself. She won't know who she is.

Han Sanping took the tea and returned to the living room to see An Yixin standing in front of the window, "Yixin, what's wrong?" ”

"I really want to end our relationship this time." An Yixin turned around and said seriously.

"Yixin, let's drink tea first, and then talk while drinking, okay?"

"Good. Yes, but my decision has already been made. ”

The tea is indeed good tea, and I drink it quietly with an open heart. Han Sanping couldn't find a word to start.

"Mr. Han, thank you for taking care of me all these years. I do love you very much. It's just that I can't make this love humble and cheap. Love is important, and dignity is even more valuable. An Yixin spoke first.

"With heart, I will really give you a complete home, now is not the time."

"Mr. Han, I believe that your feelings for me, but I don't want to wait any longer, the time is not right now, what about the future? The future is unknown, and the unknown is even more overwhelming. I don't want to spend precious time on the wrong present and the unknown in the future. ”

"With my heart, you are my most beloved woman. It was, is, and will be. ”

"We are all adults, and there are no presuppositions in the adult world, only the present. I'm really happy around you, it's just that I'm not just myself, I'm a daughter, a mother, and a boss, and I don't want to be labeled as a junior. Whether you divorce your wife or not, as long as I'm with you now, I'm a junior. An Yixin finished speaking in one breath, as if he had moved away the stone that was pressed deep in his heart, it was a little painful, but it was very relaxed.

"With my heart, I will divorce her as soon as possible."

"How fast is it as soon as possible? Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow? Life is long, and sometimes it can be years or decades as soon as possible, and I can't afford it. ”

"Yixin, you weren't like this before."

"I've always been like this, maybe you misunderstood me."

"Can we give each other some more time?"

"No, when the judgment continues, it will be chaotic." An said firmly.

An Yixin can't drink the taste of tea anymore. The entrance is all bitter.