After the next day's court meeting, Liu Jing immediately changed into civilian clothes, put on a dark old fur, and rode alone to the thatched house on the outskirts of the city, for fear that yesterday would disturb each other abruptly, and the chief of the Xuan Dao had already left the jade capital with his apprentices.

Fortunately, when I arrived at the thatched house, I saw that there was still green smoke curling on the roof, and the white snow on the roof seemed to be melted by the warmth of the house, and it was falling on the dead leaves outside the house along the thatch.

Tie the dust to the old tree, Liu Jing stepped forward and gently slammed the door, and said respectfully: "Junior Liu Jing, today I came to disturb the Taoist Qing cultivation again, and I hope that the Taoist will solve the doubts for the younger generation." ”

After that, two piano sounds came from the room, as if to say the word "please enter".

Liu Jing didn't dare to push the door without authorization, and waited for a while. Xue Fan opened the door for him, led him to sit on the futon that he had set up for him yesterday, and pushed the brazier to his side, saying, "Your Highness, please." ”

Liu Jing saluted the chief of the Xuan Dao, and then sat on the futon with his clothes crossed. Liu Ying sat quietly behind the bamboo curtain as an old man as he did yesterday, with his ten fingers on the lyre, and looked at his brother who was only seven steps away from him through the bamboo curtain.

Without waiting for the sound of the piano to sound, Liu Jing said: "The juniors came uninvited, there are a number of rudeness, Wan Xie Dao Chang allows the juniors to come here...... The voice has not fallen, and the sound of the piano has started.

Liu Jing paused and said, "Thank you, Daoist," and then turned to Xue Fan, who was standing aside, and said, "Thank you, Mr. Xiao." ”

Xue Fan understood, smiled and said to Liu Jing: "I was about to go to the city to buy some food, if Your Highness has anything to say, just tell my master." ”

Xue Fan was about to push the door and leave, but Liu Jing turned back to him and said, "Mr. Xiao can ride a widow's white horse into the city, everything is convenient." ”

Xue Fan shook his head and said, "Thank you Your Highness for your kindness, I still have the best time riding my own little donkey." With that, he pushed the door open.

When the two were talking, the sound of the piano did not stop, and the rhythm was smooth and soothing, Liu Jing didn't know what he said, how much the Xuan Xuan Dao Chief, who had been concentrating on playing the piano, would listen. The less, he thought, the better.

The clear sound of the piano moistens the ears, just like the alpine spring water moistens the throat, and also moistens the heart like cellar wine.

Liu Jing breathed a long sigh of relief and plucked up the courage to say: "The younger generation has many words, but no one has anything to say. Although he has a shallow relationship with the Taoist, he listens to the Taoist's outstanding piano skills and extraordinary music, and if he is really a master in the world, he dares to disturb the Taoist, and wants to worry about the mundane things in the Taoist, and pour out his happiness in the sound of the Taoist's piano! ”

Liu Jing looked at the old man's fingers plucking the strings as he spoke, at this time the words stopped for a while, looked up at the old man, and saw him playing with his eyes closed expressionlessly, as if he was completely immersed in the qin music, as if he was immersed in the state of the qin music, and he felt a little close to this Xuandao immortal.

Liu Ying's piano sound did not stop at all. He heard that King Song Aiqin also knew that only by doing what he liked could he have fellowship with him.

In the sound of the piano, Liu Jing whispered-

"The younger generation is ...... There are regrets, resentments, and there are many questions, which cannot be solved in this life, so there are also hatreds and regrets.

In the eyes of others, the younger generation may be a competent King of Song, but I ...... Actually, I don't want to be the king of Song at all! What is my relationship with Song Guo, only I know now.

The throne of the Song Dynasty imprisoned me for more than 20 years. Knowing my background, I often wondered, what is the difference between me and the prisoners in the prison who never see the light of day?

In the past 20 years, I have done many things against my will, and I have always remembered these things in my heart, repented, guilty, and hated myself. Everything was pushed to me by this hateful Song king!

I didn't know that Song Guo had a grudge against me for killing my father and mother, and I didn't know that I had been used by Song Guo, so I did what I was reluctant to do, and I could at least shift the responsibility to the identity of Song Guojun and make myself feel better. Until I saw it with my own eyes...... That 'grandma', who has always been respected and loved, actually killed my mother, and who is my biological father, they are still determined to be King Song Huai until they die!

I'm not afraid to talk to the Taoist about this, because even if the Taoist tells others, I'm afraid no one will believe it. After all, such a palace secret is unbelievable even to me! Love Chinese Network

Nearly 30 years ago, they tried their best to keep it a secret, and it has long been impossible to find out. So the younger generation ...... It's just a fool who doesn't even know his last name! ”

The sound of the piano is melodious, harmonious with the song of the birds in the forest, and the words of the King of Song seem to have no effect on the person who caress the qin. Only Liu Ying himself knows how many notes are slower when plucking the strings.

"If I want to count the past, my first guilt is for Shu'er. In fact, almost all my guilt was given to her. and to those who have lost their lives at my hands.

God always joked with me, let me lose my favorite person in this life, and let us meet without knowing each other, and finally reunited, let me see her with my own eyes all over her body!

I thought I could heal her wounds, I thought I could give her the best amends, the best love in the world, but she didn't need it anymore. I knew she had me in her heart. After so many years of wandering, she has been tying the beads I gave her, how she wishes I could find her! But what about me? In those years, I never left the jade capital at all!

I don't know each other, I don't know each other...... It's all to blame that we didn't know each other at the time! I let the people I love the most in this life and in this life eat my wine and the wine of others! And she recognized me at the time, and said to me with tears, 'I don't like it when I see a gentleman', but I don't know it at all! In retrospect, she gave me so many hints that I didn't even recognize her, and she must have been angry and disappointed, so she made a big fuss about my wedding reception.

If I were someone else, I would definitely not be spared. But it's her! I wish she had made as much trouble as possible! Why didn't she simply tie me out of the White Jade Palace that day? If I had left with her that day, I wouldn't have done so much wrong.

For the sake of King Song's responsibility, I didn't personally go to find her who was wandering. For the sake of King Song's responsibility, I did not leave the White Jade Palace with her. I used to be proud of my dedication, but now I'm ashamed of it.

Later, I saved her life in the prison, but the world didn't know that she actually saved my life in the White Jade Palace. Knowing that I would never be able to go back to the past, she still saved me. To save me, she is against her mother's will, and against her husband's will. But she braved the world's condemnation to save me, and after all, she still hurt her again and again under the responsibility of King Song.

Peerless Peak, I used Lin Ying's strategy to force her husband and her stepfather to death. The reeds are swinging, and I connived at the guards to kill Lin Ying. Lin Ying has been with her since childhood, whether there is a relationship between men and women...... Even I, the person who didn't give her much company, didn't want me to die, but you can imagine how sad she should be when they all died! How she would have wanted to kill me!

But she never killed me. Even the knife stabbed me in the chest, but she didn't stab me in the heart. Maybe deep down, she still doesn't want me to die. It's only because of this thought that I've been able to barely survive until now.

The reeds rang to meet, and I took the jade seal to the appointment, just to give up the entire Song Kingdom, and only to exchange her for me to fly away. But Lin Ying was struck by the sword in my boat, and she didn't even look at me.

How can I get her to forgive me?

She didn't want to hear anything I said, and she wouldn't believe it. She didn't reply to so many letters. Her only reply was to let Dongfang Shou lead the troops to attack the Song.

It was Song Guo who harmed me like this, and it was Song Guo who harmed her like this.

It makes sense.

What is the giveaway? It's better to destroy the Song Kingdom of this Laoshizi! Help her, and help me. ”

Speaking of which, Liu Jing has washed his face with tears.

"But...... The plague is raging in the army, I hate the Song State so much, I could have used this plague to destroy the Song Kingdom, but I ...... I can't do that. King Song has injured and killed too many innocent people, I don't want to be King Song anymore, so I don't want to be a heinous person anymore.

Born as a human being, I am ashamed that I thought of such a cruel thing as using the plague to destroy the Song Kingdom, venting my selfish desires and avenging my personal revenge!

I am ashamed to live in the world, ashamed to be human, ashamed to live up to the trust of those I love, ashamed of my former jealousy and yesterday's desire to kill. ”

The sound of the piano is still warm.

Liu Jing finally sorted out his emotions and said calmly: "Dao Chief, I have said so much, in fact, the confusion of the younger generation, in short, is - am I still worthy of this cheap life?" ”