To be honest, Huang Meng has changed a lot during this time, on the one hand, he has gained unprecedented satisfaction in money and women.

And this also gave him a sense of superiority psychologically, and he began to look down on people, for Huang Meng, this is not a man who becomes bad when he is rich.

Huang Meng has this change in heart because with the improvement of the quality of life, the things he didn't care about before are really disgraceful to look at now.

But this is also what makes him the most entangled, the most direct contrast is that he used to go to an Internet café with his friends, and he naturally integrated into that environment.

But since Erya equipped him with a computer with a cockpit, Huang Meng can no longer blend into the original atmosphere, that kind of smoky, noisy and chaotic environment.

This sudden change in mentality, although even Huang Meng himself thinks it is incredible, but the reality is that he has changed, and he has become less likely to look down on the kind of person who lives in an Internet café.

But just a few dozen days ago, he was the one who was messing around in an Internet café.

Huang Meng is not a philosopher, so he never thinks about whether a person will look down on himself, let alone what he will do if a person looks down on himself.

And now, Huang Meng is facing this problem, he looks down on himself, looks down on his own little bit, Huang Meng is sick, terminally ill, but he did not go to the doctor to see a doctor.

Huang Meng found a seemingly feasible solution by himself, he began to reject everything he had been, no longer answered calls from friends, canceled all the accounts he had used, and deleted all the things that were related to the past.

Huang Meng wants to make everything clear and clean before, and not only that, Huang Meng tries to forget, forget everything in the past.

Huang Meng thought that as long as he drew a line with his past self, he would be happy, but he never expected that things in the outside world would be easy to delete, but memory is really not something that can be forgotten if you want to.

Although Huang Meng deliberately didn't think about the past, those nasty memories were everywhere and pervasive.

When eating Western food with Erya, he would think of those midnights in the past, and after closing the stall, Wu Dalin and Mao Zheng ate instant noodles and baked cakes with him.

Wu Dalin always threw the day's money in front of him when he finished his last bite of noodles, and then said, "I won't come again tomorrow."

When he and Erya were doing a show, he would remember that he and Mao Zheng were standing in front of the barbecue grill, looking at the cars on the street, talking about the performance of those cars, and competing with each other, vowing to save money to buy a car, although they have not saved any money.

When he slept with Erya, he would always remember the eventful years when he once sat in an Internet café with his brother and fought for a union battle for two days and two nights, although his eyes would be swollen for several days after that.

That day, Er Ya and he went to pick up the car, and when Huang Meng entered the 4S store, he saw an uncle riding a small three-wheeler, and the uncle had a Tai Chi sword and a bird cage in the car, and the birds in the cage were chirping non-stop.

At that moment, his heart throbbed inexplicably, and at that moment, he thought of the figure he had been deliberately erasing.

It was a person who was thin in appearance, but extremely strong in his heart, of course, he was strong not only in his heart, but also in his Taoism and routines.

That man always had a kind and humble smile on his face, but his heart was fierce and fierce.

The man was as tired as a dog all day long, but he never stopped, and he was always so happy.

And this person is his senior brother, Tianjimen disciple Haien, Huang Meng really couldn't understand a lot of things Hai En did before, and now, he still doesn't understand, but he understands one thing, that is, what Hai En did doesn't need others to understand at all.

Hain never questioned himself, he was always so confident.

As for looking down on himself, this will never exist in Hain.

That night, Huang Meng had a dream, the scene in the dream was Wu Dalin's barbecue stand, Haien said to him: "Senior brother, I won't say much else, you just have to remember when you are tired of playing and tired... Be sure to look back and think about how long your ambitions and the fact that you are a good person will not change! ”

After speaking, Hai En turned around and left, Huang Meng knew that Hai En was going to solve the matter of the hanged ghost, and he didn't follow at that time, but went on a date with Erya.

That night he officially became a man.

However, now he realizes that he has made an extremely naïve decision.

Huang Meng didn't want to repeat the mistake this time, so he wanted to chase Hain, and Huang Meng didn't run a few steps when he heard a voice behind him.

It was Jin Erya: "Huang Meng, what are you doing."

When Huang Meng heard this, his legs actually stopped unconsciously, he wanted to chase Hain, but his body involuntarily turned back.

After turning around, Huang Meng was stunned, he clearly remembered that there was a forest barbecue behind him, but now there was an abyss behind him.

On the opposite side of the abyss, Jin Erya was beckoning to him, and behind Jin Erya, there was a brightly lit and brilliant palace, Jin Erya pointed to the palace behind him and said: "Come over Huang Meng, as long as you come, this palace is yours."

Huang Meng looked at the abyss, he knew that he couldn't jump over it at all, Huang Meng gritted his teeth, he turned around, but Hain and the asphalt road were gone, and all that was left was darkness, endless darkness.

Huang Meng woke up in confusion, the dream was vivid, Huang Meng lay on the bed, recalling every detail of the dream.

It is said that dreams are what he thinks in his heart, Huang Meng began to really reflect, he turned his head to look at Jin Erya beside him, yes, he could feel from beginning to end that there was a gap between him and Jin Erya, just like the abyss in his dream, he couldn't cross it at all.

However, as I saw in the dream, as long as I followed Jin Erya, the gorgeous palace was only a matter of time.

Relatively speaking, as for Haien, it was the same as in the dream, just as soon as he turned around, he disappeared, leaving Huang Meng with only darkness that he couldn't see through at all.

When Jin Erya's team carefully planned his live broadcast for Huang Meng, Huang Meng hesitated.

His show is called 'Horror Every Monday', a live show dedicated to horror stories, and it comes amid the increased control of paranormal themes on the Internet.

This kind of program has almost disappeared on my country's online platform, and Jin Erya's team didn't know what means, but they actually opened up channels for Huang Meng, and his live broadcast is still the most popular live broadcast platform at the moment.

Of course, Huang Meng understands what this means, at the moment, his show can be said to be unique, and Jin Erya's team also helped him contact several popular anchors at the moment to promote him.

Therefore, there is no doubt that as soon as that live broadcast starts, it will inevitably become popular.

However, Huang Meng didn't know why, he always felt unsure.

At that moment, he thought of Hai En again, if Hai En was there, Huang Meng's heart would be steady.

And just yesterday, seeing that there was still one day before the premiere, Huang Meng began to feel uneasy, and Huang Meng and Jin Erya talked about their bad premonitions.

Jin Erya told him that it was an anxiety disorder, and then took Huang Meng to see a psychiatrist.

The doctor enlightened Huang Meng well, and then Huang Meng knew that he was not anxious, not the psychological pressure brought by the first live broadcast.

He was sure that something bad would happen.

So, in the middle of the night last night, after Jin Erya's live broadcast ended, Huang Meng wanted to see Wu Dalin under the pretext of wanting to see him, so he went to find Wu Dalin.

And Wu Dalin's answer was very simple: "Why don't you call Hain?"

yes, why not call Hayne? Huang Meng couldn't answer this question, not because he didn't know how to answer, but because he couldn't say it at all.

Because, he wants to completely forget everything about his past, especially Hain...