The Mystery of Origin and the Abyss Chapter 40 A Station That Doesn't Dry the Breeze
Because Ming'er had to get up early to see him off, Zhang Wei didn't go home last night, so he simply slept with Du Shengzhe for one night.
The two bought breakfast back and sat at the front desk to eat, how serious the atmosphere was for breakfast, Du Shengzhe did not forget to tease people here: "Zhang, my double bed is still comfortable?" The other man smiled at him meaninglessly, but did not answer him.
He put the chopsticks on the bowl and said, regretting it, "I shouldn't have agreed to let Xiaoqi come, I got up at this time, and I didn't feel like I had enough sleep." ”
"She's voluntary, and if you refuse someone, I think she'll be even more uncomfortable." Zhang Wei criticized him, agreed to the send-off, it was useless to say more, and said, "Xiao Du, it is your shortcoming to put others before yourself." ”
"Life in the future is stressful, if you always worry too much, always feel that you are not doing well enough, always think about others, and after a long time, beware of depression."
Du Shengzhe's heart was hit by these words, and the echo reverberated for a long time before he asked: "Who do you think suffers from depression?" ”
"Depressed patients......" Xiao Zhang took a sip of noodle soup while holding a bowl, paused and said, most of them must be good people who are scarred and have taken on too many responsibilities, and they are very kind people. And depression ......"
He hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover this person's mouth, and looked at the door: "Xiaoqi is here, avoid this kind of topic." ”
The girl walked in slowly, sleepy-eyed, yawning with her mouth covered, Du and Zhang glanced at each other, and no one spoke first. She noticed that the light above the front desk was on, and when she looked closely, there were two people sitting straight, startling her and waking her up. Xiaoqi walked over, you look at him, he looks at you.
"Sister Xiaoqi, it's hard to come here so early, have you eaten breakfast?" Zhang Wei secretly reached over and twisted Du Shengzhe's arm, his body trembled in pain, and he turned his hand to grab Zhang.
She said that she ate it, she was in a hurry, and she didn't taste the taste much, looking at the time that passed on her phone, she asked when she would leave for the station.
After a few days of ideological polishing, Tong Xiaoqi accepted and digested the fact that he went back, there will always be parting, she shouldn't always be swayed by her reluctance and selfishness.
"Without further ado, let's go now." Du Shengzhe grabbed the backpack and dragged the suitcase; Xiao Zhang helped others carry another accommodating bag, and only Xiao Qi was empty-handed. She applied to help Du Shengzhe carry a backpack, but was rejected, "When it's not necessary, girls should do less physical work." ”
It's so caring, so intimate that the girl once again renovated her perception of him.
The weather was not too hot on this day, it was warm, and the wind was blowing leisurely outside, and the wind was not dry. If it weren't for the send-off, Xiaoqi really felt that Ah Zhe was free, and he was ready to accompany her for a day while the weather was good.
The three of them took the subway to the North Station, and after 7:00, they didn't stay in the waiting area for long before they dragged their luggage and lined up, because the 7:40 train needed to go to the ticket gate more than ten minutes in advance.
Xiao Qi squinted on tiptoe, and looked effortlessly at the front of the staff: "Ah Zhe, can Brother Zhang and I enter the station to send you to the front of the car?" ”
"The rules of the high-speed rail station do not allow others to follow into the station to see them off." He said, "So take advantage of the present time to look at me more." ”
"It's a pity ......"
Sadness and reluctance jumped out of her face, it was really strange, she had digested it early in the morning. Zhang Wei stood on the other side of him, his height was in the way, and the girl couldn't see the emotion on the man's face.
However, she really stared at Du Shengzhe's side face for a long time, and when she saw enough, she had no intention of turning back, a young girl was looking at him with big eyes open, flickering. Soon the girl's eyes fell on Xiaoqi's face, she turned back in fright, stopped for a while, Xiaoqi looked back again, and the girl still watched.
Really embarrassed, she suddenly wanted to find a place to hide.
Du Shengzhe said to Xiao Zhang, and she heard on the side, "When the door opens and I pass, the people behind will crowd up, it's too urgent, I may not have time to look back at you." "You take care of yourself, Xiaoqi will ask you to take care of it when she goes back." That's the case. The girl opened her mouth slightly, her thoughts in her head were in a mess, and she didn't say anything.
He turned his face to the girl and patted the person's shoulder: "Xiaoqi, you also take care of yourself, you have to communicate, don't hurt, I believe we will meet again soon." Du Shengzhe raised his hand and said, I'm leaving.
As soon as the small door of the ticket gate opened, the crowd hula poured up, and there was a string of "Dididi" swiping ID cards, people were too hurried, and some people's ID cards were brushed off, and they were busy bending down to pick them up. Du Shengzhe drowned in the crowd and did not look back.
Zhang Wei squeezed through the gap at this time, and pulled Xiaoqi away from the crowd slightly: "It's almost time to leave." ”
She was stunned, looked up and smiled wryly at the man, and said, "I thought that when we sat in the waiting area just now, Ah Zhe would give us one last hug in turn." ”
The other party was also stunned: "Xiaoqi Mei is a big girl, I thought that when you were separated, you didn't need to embrace such comfort." Seeing that she didn't answer, the other party added, "Try to grow up." ”
"What does growth count as growth in this kind of thing?" She asked.
"When parting, people instinctively get rid of the hug, and that's growth."
Zhang Wei's words touched the girl's heart.
*
When I arrived at the store, it was still early, and Zhang Wei said that he didn't plan to stay in the store, "Sister Xiaoqi, I'll send you back, right?" ”
"Do you want to go back?" Tong Xiaoqi thought that she would chatter for a while.
Xiao Zhang asked her what was wrong. The girl didn't hide it, and said, "I see that Brother Zhang and Ah Zhe often stay together, he should tell you something, right?" ”
The man tilted his head: "Can I do it again... To be more detailed? ”
"Like... Has he ever told you what the girl he likes looks like and what style? ”
He was defenseless when asked this question, and Xiao Zhang tried his best to recall it, saying, "You really didn't tell me." ”
The girl's eyes tugged at each other's faces, looking incredulous.
"Hey... If you little girls are together, and the two of you are discussing the type of boy you like, you can't help but tell each other, 'Huh! I like to be tall and handsome! The one said, 'Oh! I like people with a good body and a boyfriend who is full of power! ’… I can say a lot, and I can basically determine a boyfriend image for myself, right? ”
Zhang Wei said that she also performed the wonderful part, vividly, she held her stomach and smiled, she was also quite surprised, what Brother Zhang said was good. "What about boys? On the premise of being single, won't boys talk about the standards of the person they like? ”
"Of course not." Xiao Zhang paused, then changed his words and said, "Probably not." ”
"We old men in our twenties talk a lot about life, work, smoking, drinking, and playing. Occasionally talk about sassy and meat jokes...... That's pretty much it. ”
"You two still tell each other meat jokes?" Xiaoqi was surprised, she always felt that these two people were super serious.
"I talk about him, but he doesn't."
"Well, in fact, boys are sometimes sexy, but they are also very real and cute." "Just now Brother Zhang said that most boys don't talk about the person they like, in this case, aren't there still a few people who can talk about it?" She may not know that the other person is tired of the topic.
No, Zhang Wei directly ended this topic, saying that he always followed me around these boring things, "Let's talk straight, are you this girl interesting to Xiao Du?" ”
The girl denied it, and the flush on her face betrayed her. Zhang said admit it, it's normal, when they were students, Du had the most suitors, and many girls had secretly photographed Du. "Yan Shuting is the one who chases him the most."
She still didn't admit it, "Thank you Brother Zhang for taking the time to talk to me so much, let's go back to our respective homes, you don't have to send me during the day." ”
Xiao Zhang smiled mysteriously: "That's okay." ”
*
After going back, she explained to her mother the reason why she got up early today and went out, and that she didn't have any part-time jobs from now until she went back. "It's time for me to rest!"
But my mother asked, "Are you being fired again?" ”
Xiaoqi's heart sank, and she repeated the statement that Du Shengzhe had taught her before: "Your daughter is working hard to distribute leaflets, and her salary has been doubled by the store manager, how can she be fired." In the inexplicable questioning, the girl is always reluctant to bow her head, and the more she is questioned, the more she has to smash this voice in turn, which is so stubborn.
"Then you can rest." The mother smiled compromisedly, "Take a break, I have to take you back at the end of this month, it's time to take a break from school, wait for the start of school." ”
She tried to ask, "Can't I really follow my original class to my sophomore year?" Do you really have to follow the freshmen to another freshman? ”
Mother said: "Your former counselor made it very clear that there are too many courses delayed by taking a year off, and if you can't keep up with it, you can only stay one level." ”
"Oops...! I'm so miserable! The girl sighed at this, what was the previous suspension of school? What is repetition? You know, all the way from kindergarten, the girl has never repeated a grade, and she is unwilling.
The mother has always been disgusted to hear her daughter sigh: "What's so bitter about the little girl, isn't it good to start over, learn the foundation more solidly?" ”……
I can't go on. Tong Xiaoqi asked her mother the same question for the third time, and the answer was the same, she really couldn't save this reality.
The faint light in the room wrapped the person, and after calming down, Xiao Qi fiddled with the pressure pen and drew the anime portrait of the person before, and some coloring details were still missing. After she also calculated the finished product, a few days before November 13 this year, she customized the painting into a photo frame through the "LOFTER" software, and she wanted to send her most attentive and unique birthday gift to that person.
After Du Shengzhe left, Xiaoqi often went to the places he had been to alone: standing at the door of the store, not going in, and once Zhang Wei noticed it and turned around and ran; Circling around the position where the two of them are handing out leaflets; Go to the riverside fence and pavilion in the lakeside park; Go to the building on vacation where they first met; Also go to that familiar corner and stay still for a long time.
Finally, the girl reached the rooftop that day, and the wind gently touched her face. She was waiting for his sentence, "Is there something on your mind again?" ”
Flipping through a book in high school, she saw Liao Yimei say in "Softness": "In our lives, it is not uncommon to meet love and sex, but it is rare to meet understanding." ”