(62) Rupture

Are the human body and soul really separated? Sometimes I feel that body and soul are not united. The various desires of the body always want to pull the soul down, and every noble soul is willing to bow down and obey the body's choices when competing with the young and strong body. When Hua was old, her body gradually showed signs of decay, and she could no longer be driven by desire, her beauty-loving soul always wanted to escape from this ugly body, and she looked at the body that was slaved by desire with disdain and sighed helplessly.

When people grow up, they are always very sensitive to disasters, thinking that they may not be as expected, but they are always as expected. The body reacted, but the soul hesitated, until disaster fell from the sky, and there was nothing to be done, and there was no way to regret it.

Qiu Yan is just an ordinary beautiful woman, she doesn't have enough wisdom to predict the prophet and take precautions. After a few days of upset, she vaguely felt that something was wrong, but after thinking about it, she couldn't find the reason why she couldn't calm down. She didn't know that the "reason" was on her way, and it soon came to her eyes.

The intimate photos of Shen Peng and Wang Boya, the news of their love affair became very popular overnight, and became the talk of young people on the streets. Qiu Yan looked at the photos that were either clear or blurry, and only felt chills all over his body and was furious. She picked up her mobile phone in a frustration to call Shen Peng, but it was always turned off. She sent several questioning messages in a row, and it was like a mud cow entering the sea. She wanted to find Shen Peng immediately and ask him face to face, but she didn't know where Shen Peng was now. The two have not been in touch for a week since they broke up last time, and the intimacy of "not seeing each other for a day, such as every three autumns" seems to have become a thing of the past.

Qiu Yan couldn't calm down in the face of Shen Peng's betrayal, so she called Zhuge Yun and asked her about Shen Peng and Wang Boya.

"Sister, I only found out about this when I saw the news in the morning. I can't tell if it's true or not. My brother has been busy opening up the sales of 'Xipeng' recently, how can he have time to date Miss Wang? Don't think about it, I don't have much to say about my brother, you can ask him yourself. ”

"His phone is off, and I can't reach him."

"Shut down? No way? I was talking to him just now. ”

Qiu Yan gritted his teeth angrily, pretending to be calm and said, "Okay, I know." Thank you, Xiaoyun. ”

After hanging up the phone, Qiu Yan only felt that her heart ached and she couldn't breathe, she sat on the floor in despair, thinking about all kinds of possibilities in her mind. Suddenly, the text message rang on her mobile phone, and she hurriedly picked it up and looked at it.

"It's all a joke! Give me some time! I love you! ”

Qiu Yan looked at Shen Peng's text message with tears in her eyes, she choked up and sent a message: You make me feel disgusting!

After sending this message, she seemed to feel a little less humiliated, and she could cry happily. She cried for a long time, crying so much that her liver and intestines were broken, and her eyes were dry from crying.

At dusk, she walked out of the design room and didn't know where to go. She hid for a day today, and no one dared to see her. She didn't want people to see her as an abandoned woman, and she didn't want to listen to those sincere or fake comforts.

Qiu Yan walked on the sidewalk with a blank expression, and the stranger in a hurry passed by her, she was indifferent, she couldn't see or hear, she seemed to be walking on the boundless wasteland, and her empty eyes were like a wisp of wandering spirit.

She hadn't eaten a drop of water that day, and she was already hungry and dizzy. At this time, when the lights of thousands of homes are on, and the family gathers at the dining table for dinner, the mother-in-law must have prepared a hot meal, and the room must be full of laughter and laughter. Qiu Yan didn't want to go home so depressed and make her family worried, so she called her mother-in-law and said that she would not go back if she had to publish the design draft in the evening.

She walked into a fragrant wonton restaurant and devoured a steaming bowl of ravioli. Although the food is unpleasant, but after a bowl of wontons, her body is hot, and her heart is alive, and she knows where she should go.

Qiu Yan hailed a taxi and went to Han Fei's cemetery. She stood in front of the tombstone and looked at Han Fei's handsome and confident face, crying speechlessly.

"Why did you leave me...... Why...... Why wasn't I the one who died...... Han Fei, I can't live anymore......" Qiu Yan cried while leaning on the tombstone and touching Han Fei's photo, "It's been a long time since you came to see me in a dream, are you angry with me?" Don't be angry, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I'll go down with you, you can punish me whatever you want......"

The late autumn night was bitterly cold, and the wet mist wrapped Qiu Yan's body, making her feel like she was in the underworld. She trembled and her teeth chattered, and she shivered as she looked at the gloomy tombstones around her. Suddenly, an unknown bird cry frightened Qiu Yan to hug Han Fei's tombstone tightly and look around in horror.

A rush of footsteps came, Qiu Yan looked at the straight and tall figure under the dim moonlight walking towards her, and suddenly felt creepy, and hugged Han Fei's tombstone tighter.

"Qiu Yan, don't be afraid, I'm Shen Peng." Shen Peng stretched out his hand to Qiu Yan, "Come here, come to my arms, and I'll explain it to you." ”

Qiu Yan watched Shen Peng bend down and said calmly: "In order to expand the popularity of 'Xipeng', I agree to play a blind date and love scene with Wang Boya, which is much more useful than advertising." Those photos you see are all taken by someone, I know you will definitely be angry, you can beat or scold if you want, don't hold that stele anymore, okay? Come into my arms. ”

Qiu Yan looked at the hand handed over by Shen Peng and shook his head, "You go, you can toss as much as you like, I won't get in your way or miss your good deeds." From now on, let's return to the bridge and return to the road......"

"Qiu Yan! Can you be sensible and stop being so vexatious? I've already said that this is for commercial promotion, and there is nothing unseemly about it. Can you think about it for me, if I had money and connections, would I be such a grandson?! ”

Qiu Yan looked at Shen Peng's annoyed and angry face without saying a word, and was a little scared, "I didn't say that you were wrong, I just didn't want to be involved with you anymore." In the past six months, we have been together for less than a month, and we have quarreled more and more. I know you're tired, and I'm tired. Let's stop torturing each other and break up. ”

"You're going to break up, huh?! Well, divide it! No one owes anyone! Who the am I working so hard for?! How much I have suffered to be with you! Until now, I don't even have a child! You only have this dead man in your heart! Shen Peng was already mad, he looked at Qiu Yan who would rather hold the cold stone tablet than hold his hand and was furious, "If you think about him again, Han Fei won't survive!" If you love him so much, why don't you be faithful to the end? Did you get into my bed and have the face to meet him? Aren't you afraid that he will think you're dirty? ”

"Shut up! You shut up! Get lost! Qiu Yan shouted hysterically, "I don't want to see you again!" Get lost! ”

Shen Peng suddenly stretched out his hand and dragged Qiu Yan up, "Come home with me!" ”

Qiu Yan struggled desperately, but there was a huge disparity in strength, so she could only walk forward with Shen Peng holding her arm, and she cried anxiously and angrily.

"Go crazy and go crazy! Now be honest with me, don't waste your efforts! Shen Peng pushed Qiu Yan into the back seat of the car, "It's no wonder that I want you to freeze here all night without getting sick on such a cold day!" ”

Shen Peng slammed the door shut and started the car. Qiu Yan curled up in the back seat of the car, numbly looking at the dark night sky outside the window. Shen Peng sighed as he drove.

After entering the community, the car stopped, Shen Peng turned around and looked at Qiu Yan and said sadly: "I'm sorry, I was mad just now, and I didn't choose to say anything impulsively, and I didn't mean to hurt you." ”

Qiu Yan glanced at Shen Peng coldly, opened the car door and was about to leave. Shen Peng blocked her way one step faster than her, "Come home with me, let's have a good talk, I don't want to force you!" ”

Qiu Yan looked at Shen Peng's non-negotiable face, turned around and walked towards Shen Peng's house. Shen Peng sighed with relief and followed Qiu Yan into the elevator.

At this time, it was already three o'clock in the morning, Shen Peng looked at Qiu Yan's eyes that rejected people thousands of miles away, and said weakly: "Can we wake up and talk again, I haven't slept well for a few days, and I really can't hold on." ”

Qiu Yan looked at Shen Peng's gloomy face and nodded, and sat on the sofa, "You go to sleep." ”

Shen Peng came out of the shower and saw Qiu Yan sitting crookedly on the sofa with his eyes closed, and said dejectedly: "Go to bed, if you don't want to sleep with me, you can sleep in another bedroom." ”

Qiu Yan stood up and walked past Shen Peng without looking, walked into another bedroom, and locked the door.

Shen Peng stood in front of the closed wooden door, sighed for a while, and walked into his room dejectedly and fell on the bed.