(76) Choice

Although the strange sight of the sea at night was dizzying, Qiu Yan had no interest in it, and even when she was at her most depressed, she didn't think to go to the neon-lit bar to get drunk. Perhaps because of her joy and quietness, she instinctively revered the nightlife.

The summer heat stimulates the desire of young people to revelry at nightfall, and thrill-seeking young people wander the streets like crazy tropical plants, wantonly showing off the vitality of youth.

Qiu Yan sat in the car and called Han Weixi: "Teacher, I'm at the door of the bar, you guys come out." ”

After a while, Qiu Yan saw Han Weixi holding Shen Peng, just like Sun Wukong carrying a mountain out of the bar with difficulty, she hurriedly got out of the car to help.

"Oh my God! How did he drink like this? Qiu Yan patted Shen Peng's face, "Shen Peng, wake up." ”

Shen Peng moved his eyelids, opened his eyes and looked at Qiu Yan, muttered in a low voice and closed his eyes again, Qiu Yan didn't hear what he said, but felt that Shen Peng leaned his body towards him. She helped Shen Peng into the car, looked at Han Weixi and said, "Teacher, I'll send you to Shen Peng's house, right?" ”

Han Weixi nodded and sat in the car, took Shen Peng's hand, and let Shen Peng lean on his shoulder.

Qiu Yan started the car and quickly left the bar, and said calmly: "Teacher, Shen Peng will come out to drink again in the future, you call Meng Baobin, he is not afraid of Shen Peng's tossing." ”

Meng Baobin was busy pursuing Zhuge Yun and had no time to accompany Shen Peng. Shen Peng is very restrained on weekdays, rarely gets drunk, and I don't know what's going on today, saying that he brought me over to relax, but he didn't see how much he drank and got drunk. ”

Qiu Yan glanced at Shen Peng through the rearview mirror and saw Shen Peng leaning on Han Weixi's shoulder and falling asleep quietly, "Is Meng Baobin chasing Zhuge Yun?" I think the two of them are a good match. Do teachers still live at home? ”

"Hmm. I work at any time, and my home is my studio. ”

"When the teacher has free time, he can come to my company's design room and give me some guidance on the work of our young designers."

"Okay, I'll talk about it later. Qiu Yan, are you still angry about Shen Peng's marriage to Xiaoya? ”

Qiu Yan glanced at Han Weixi's blurred face in the rearview mirror and smiled, "No." What's there to be angry about, it's been so long, and even the deepest wounds have healed. ”

"How good the relationship between you and Shen Peng was, Shen Peng was really forced to marry Xiaoya when he first married him, and he himself blamed himself bitterly for a long time. Can't you really re-accept him? ”

Qiu Yan sighed, "Teacher, I don't know what you think about love, Shen Peng and I have suffered enough of love." I don't know how much Shen Peng told you about things between us, but I know that he will definitely say how much he loves me. I believed this before, but I don't believe it now. I think Shen Peng loves himself more. When I was nineteen years old, I lost the opportunity to continue going to school because of him, and my parents went to Shen Peng's house to propose marriage and were humiliated, which was the first time that Shen Peng and I missed it. Shen Peng chose a future between me and his future. I was disappointed, but I can forgive him for his choice. After all, we were all young at that time, and we couldn't do many things on our own. As for his marriage to Wang Boya this time, it was also his choice between interests and me. No matter how much he suffered, the choice he made was to abandon me. If the same thing happened to me, I would never give him up for the sake of profit. Even if I lose everything and suffer a lot because of this, I will not give up on him. That's the difference between me and Shen Peng. I know Shen Peng loves me, but how can there be two ways in the world? There were a lot of multiple-choice questions, and he chose to abandon me twice. Teacher, do you think that if something like this happened to you, would you still accept him? ”

Han Weixi asked softly: "Isn't the most beautiful thing about love being 'holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son'?" If you really love him, how can you forget him? ”

Qiu Yan listened to Han Weixi's melancholy and blank question, and said calmly: "I think that is the wishful thinking of the literati. I think love is one of life's needs, just like wanting to drink water when you're thirsty. When I first fell in love, I looked at the glass of clear and clean water in front of me, and my heart jumped with joy, and I drank it without hesitation. The water is so sweet and refreshing that I'm very satisfied. Time flies, I am thirsty again, I want to drink a glass of water, but no, there is only a bottle of peach juice in front of me, which looks delicious. Teacher, do you think I should hold my thirst and look for that glass of water, or drink this cup of peach juice? ”

Han Weixi shook his head in confusion, "I don't know. So far, I have only had a crush experience, but I have no experience of falling in love. ”

Qiu Yan smiled dumbly, drove silently for a while, and asked tentatively: "Teacher, why do you dare to have a crush and not confess it?" ”

"I ...... I'm afraid of rejection. ”

Qiu Yan said seriously: "What kind of people does the teacher like, there are many young people in my company who are in their prime, why don't I introduce one to you?" ”

Han Weixi wanted to speak again and again, and finally whispered: "I like men." ”

Qiu Yan said indifferently: "I know, the wine glass you just came out of is a gay bar." I'll keep an eye on it for you, and I'll tell you if there's the right person. Teacher, don't be afraid to confess failure, just like doing a multiple-choice question wrong means getting closer to the correct answer. ”

Han Weixi silently looked at the speeding cars outside the window, the shops passing by, and said to himself with a heavy heart: "I hope to meet someone who fell in love with me at first sight." ”

Qiu Yan smiled and parked the car downstairs at Shen Peng's house, "It's here." Shen Peng woke up when he got home. ”

Shen Peng sat up straight and looked at Qiu Yan and said bitterly: "If you give me another chance, I will never make a wrong choice." ”

Qiu Yan looked at Shen Peng in surprise, "You didn't fall asleep just now?" ”

"Hmm. I heard what you just said, it's me bastard, I beg you to give me another chance. ”

"It's late, I promised Xu Yajun to be with him. Get out of the car, it's late at night and I'm tired too. Qiu Yan's voice was tired.

Han Weixi pulled the door and got out of the car, and Shen Peng also got out of the car.

Qiu Yan said to Shen Peng and Han Weixi, who were standing on the side of the road, through the car window: "You guys go up, I'm leaving." ”。

Han Weixi waved his hand at Qiu Yan. Shen Peng reluctantly watched Qiu Yan's car go away, feeling that he had really lost Qiu Yan this time and would never be able to get it back.