Chapter 2: Mental Breakdown
"Let's not contact each other in the future~"
"I'm married!"
Bai Youyou didn't know what he said back on the phone, he just felt trembling all over, as if the whole world had collapsed, he couldn't stop shaking, and the moment he hung up the phone, he felt that his heart was being dug out alive.
A minute ago, Bai Youyou, who had been working all night, was woken up by the sudden ringing of the phone, and she was originally a little confused, squinted at the phone and said that it was Gu Yu, and immediately clicked to answer.
From the other end of the phone, the young man's gentle voice came, as good as ever, and the original words of longing and coquettishness were abruptly stopped.
This call came and went suddenly!
As if incredible, Bai Youyou, who was originally nestled in the quilt, picked up the mobile phone that fell on the thin quilt at some point, and immediately looked at the time displayed on the mobile phone.
September 29, 2028 10:28
Bai Youyou was thinking that if he could, time would always stay in this moment, not flowing, not walking, just standing still forever.
Maybe it's a dream!
It's definitely a dream!
Seven years of affection, but in the end it is such an irony!
Bai Youyou and Gu Yu have been together for seven years and have almost never separated, but Gu Yu's parents have always disapproved of their marriage. Gu Yu's family is in W City, and his father is a high-ranking official in W City, and Bai Youyou only found out in the fourth year after being with Gu Yu.
They met at S City D University, Bai Youyou majored in fashion design, and Gu Yu majored in finance. At that time, the university had just started, and the freshmen had to undergo military training, and Gu Yu and Bai Youyou were divided into a team.
Gu Yu is 1.85 meters tall and slender, looks like a gentleman, is more introverted, and during the military training, he was unconsciously attracted by the youthful and beautiful, bright and sunny Bai Youyou, Bai Youyou has a slender figure of 1.66 meters tall, although his facial features are not particularly delicate, but he is also upright, and his skin is especially snow-white and translucent, which is very conspicuous in the crowd at a glance.
Gu Yu chased Bai Youyou for several months, and the two have been together until today in the second semester of their freshman year, the "golden boy and girl" who is envied by their classmates in school.
After graduating from her senior year, Gu Yu took Bai Youyou back to W City to prepare for marriage, but because Gu Yu's parents have been blocked, and even for the requirements and tests of Gu Yu's parents, she went to the school as an intern teacher and took the teacher qualification certificate at the same time, and then applied for the normal school, just because Gu Yu's mother wanted Bai Youyou to become a teacher in the future!
When the twenty-five-year-old finally got her qualification certificate and planned to take the teacher examination, Gu Yu told Bai Youyou that her mother said that it was just to delay, and to put it bluntly, it was an excuse.
In order to let her retreat, he said to her with reluctant words, let her go back to City B first, and City B is her home city.
promised to go to her in three years, marry her and have children, and she believed it!
Three years is not long, it is not short, the two are almost never separated, Bai Youyou is reluctant to Gu Yu, but she has to be full of hope for the future, she doesn't want him to be embarrassed, so she secretly stayed in W City alone.
Bai Youyou didn't wait for her Gu Yu, all she was waiting for was destruction!
She lay on her side and shrunk up in a ball, covering her whole body in the quilt, the weather at the end of September was still a little hot, but she felt shivering cold!
The kind of cold devouring is like bone marrow, and the teeth are unconsciously knocking.
Waited so long!
I've been looking forward to it for so long!
The sun in front of her, the bright dawn, instantly her world was dark!
She involuntarily bit her arm with her teeth, slowly, gradually, with a gradual force, the pain from the heart to the body, and the smell of rust came from the mouth.
"Haha~" She wanted to laugh silently, and tears fell unconsciously.
"Don't cry~"
She told herself in a calm voice, tears as if she hadn't heard them, and they kept flowing!
After a while, the face lying on his side, the hair on his sideburns, and the quilt under the side of his face were all soaked.
She jerked to her feet and slapped her face hard with her hand, which was bleeding from her teeth.
"It's really useless, crying what are you crying about~"
As if he had a grudge against himself, the slap sounded extra loud!
It's a good thing no one saw it, otherwise I would have thought this person was crazy!
After Bai Youyou slapped herself, she didn't care about the tears gushing out, she continued to cover the quilt and keep hypnotizing herself.
"Everything is fake, hurry up and go to sleep, wake up and everything will be fine~"
"Tears, don't be deceived, it's just fake!"
"It's all a dream! Bai Youyou, you're hallucinating in your head! ”
"If it's true, then let me die immediately! All of this stops at this moment! ”
"Just this moment, everything, let me enter the abyss of death!" Her last thought.
Bai Youyou's spiritual world collapsed, she really loved Gu Yu very much, and all the good expectations for the future came to an abrupt end after that phone call.
It's like a movie suddenly stopped, she only knows that there is no him in her life, no future, no future, nothing!
The boundless emptiness, the thought of the gray hair, and the fact that she could never see him again, made her whole heart hurt to death!
In the past, Gu Yu said something to Bai Youyou that Bai Youyou remembered for a long time, and even in the future, Bai Youyou was gradually fulfilling this sentence.
"In the future life, the parents will leave one day, and the child will grow up and have his own life and the person who accompanies him, only me, Gu Yu, will accompany you to old age and accompany you to death!"
They spent more and more time together, and their relationship became deeper and deeper. After graduating from college, she decisively went to W City with Gu Yu, where she had no friends, no relatives, and slowly lost contact, her former friends became fewer and fewer, and her contact with her parents became less and less.
Especially now, Bai Youyou regards Gu Yu as the only one, Bai Youyou has never thought about what would happen without Gu Yu in this life? In her life and thoughts, she never felt that this question would appear in her multiple choice questions.
It's like asking her, what is outside the universe of this world? It's an unsolved mystery!
When Bai Youyou woke up at night, she was really disappointed, she was thinking, why didn't she sleep in her dreams, so that she could keep dreaming of her own beautiful dreams, and never wake up from a deep sleep.
The foreign body secreted by the tears was lumpy, sticking the upper and lower eyelashes tightly together, and Bai Youyou stared at the faint light in the room.
Outside the window, it had become dark for some time, and only a few rays of moonlight shone in through the cracks in the unclosed curtains, reflecting on the high ceiling. Bai Youyou looked up at those beams of light, like a sword, like a moon blade, what else?
Before I had time to think about it, I was inexplicably out of breath in my chest. She lifted the quilt weakly, sat on the edge of the bed and swept the floor with her two white legs, put on her slippers, and the bathroom was opposite the bedroom.
Raising his hand, he familiarly pressed the light switch on the wall, and the dazzling light couldn't adapt for a while, so Bai Youyou immediately covered his eyes with the back of his right hand.
After a while, I opened my eyes and looked at myself in the mirror, my long hair was already mixed together at the moment, several clumps had been knotted, and the hair next to my eyes was soaked with tears, and that piece felt like I had washed my head, and the two eyes looked swollen and red like a light bulb, and the whole face was miserable.
Looking at her embarrassed from the mirror, is that really her?
She endured the discomfort and took a shower, and the man went into the bedroom.
She remembered that those unforgettable words, the affectionate vows and the promises of the years would no longer exist.
"How could this be the case? I don't believe it!! The towel in his hand was thrown on the coffee table, and the cup rolled to the ground and shattered.
She really thinks that it would be good for her to die, otherwise she really doesn't have the courage to live. She suddenly showed a calm expression of laughing, crying, and silence for a while, just like a schizophrenic person, portraying the image of several personalities.
Reason told her to hurry up and seal the memory of that morning phone call!
Innocence tells her that everything is fake!
The darkness told her to kill Gu Yu and accompany her corpse!
Revenge told her to find someone 10,000 times better than him immediately!
Relieved to tell her that as long as he is happy, it doesn't matter how painful he is!
Pessimism tells her that he is worthy of anyone but abandons her...