Chapter 177: If it's too arrogant, no one will want it
The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and the raindrops were beating on the roads and buildings, splashing fine water, and the faint mist mixed with the rain gave the city a sense of confusion.
Because the rain was too heavy, after the two returned home, they didn't go out to buy groceries again, and they originally planned to make a simple dinner with the remaining ingredients in the refrigerator, and Yagami Chenglan also rarely helped to make sundries. If she was born in an ordinary family, she would be a very well-behaved daughter, but unfortunately there are not so many ifs in many things.
A fried rice with minced garlic, soy sauce, eggs, and a little shredded pork is considered to be dinner today, and although it is simple, it seems to be quite delicious. These are the things in her first memory, and when she was a human before, she seemed to eat dinner like this often, so it was quite easy to make.
On the sofa, Chu and Yagami Chenglan sat together, and the girl watched the program on the TV in front of the sofa while eating the fried rice in her hand.
It's a very ordinary love soap opera, it's the kind of golden eight-o'clock file like a love triangle between men and women, but Yagami Chenglan watched it quite seriously, and her focused appearance made Chu couldn't bear to disturb her, so she had to sit aside and watch it with her.
It was already completely night, as no one was turning on the lights, and the light in the rental house was a little dim, except for the TV screen flickering in the room.
The rain outside was so loud that I could hear it clearly even with the balcony window closed.
Yagami Chenglan shrunk in the sofa in a wide T-shirt and shorts, biting the spoon, watching the male and female protagonists on TV muttering dissatisfiedly, probably dissatisfied with why the two of them obviously liked each other and didn't say it, so that the second female destroyed their feelings.
"It's a very simple thing, so why can't you just say it. "At first glance, I didn't understand the plot on TV.
Are human feelings so complicated?
Even she didn't realize that she had gradually stopped thinking from a human point of view.
After all, she'd lost everything that could prove she was once human, except for her memories.
"You know, some things are so easy to explain. Yagami Chenglan rolled her eyes at Chu, obviously she didn't have anything to say about Chu, a guy who didn't understand the amorous feelings.
Chu was stunned for a moment, nodded, and said lightly.
"I don't really understand. ”
Love, friendship, family affection, these things, she really doesn't understand very much, she has absorbed too much sin, and as for her gradually cold consciousness, it is becoming more and more difficult to feel these warm feelings.
She knew that one day she would lose all the proof that she had ever had these things, and she would repent of her sins.
Is she resentful, no, she is very calm, and it doesn't seem difficult for her to accept these things calmly.
Moreover, she was the chosen one, and if there was something that had to be done, she would be the best choice.
"I, I don't mean anything else. Seeing that Chu was silent, Yagami Chenglan thought that he had said something wrong, and hurriedly explained.
"It's just that it's just feelings, it's a hard thing to explain. ”
"It's okay, I understand. Chu comforted Yagami Chenglan and said that he didn't have anything to do.
"Really?" Yagami Chenglan still looked a little nervous, she didn't know why, she seemed afraid to say something that would hurt Chu.
"Hmm. Chu smiled and said.
"Don't worry, the way our messenger expresses things is very simple, and we will say anything directly. ”
As he spoke, Chu paused, and brushed the hair around Yagami Chenglan's ear with his hand.
"Like, I just want to be serious about being your family now. ”
And then take away your evil, but the second half of the sentence is not said at the beginning.
At first, the hoarse voice seemed very gentle, and Yagami Chenglan's body froze on the sofa, and her face gradually turned red.
"You, what are you talking about!"
As she spoke, the girl jumped up like a wild cat with its tail scratched and retracted into the corner of the sofa.
"Don't always say something strange out of the blue. ”
"Huh. Chu squinted her eyes and smiled, in her opinion, the girl's reaction was quite funny, and she apologized without apologies.
"Sorry, I'll pay attention next time. ”
Hearing that he had no intention of repenting at the beginning, Yagami Chenglan bared his teeth hatefully and didn't say anything more.
By the time Yagami Chenglan finished eating fried rice, the TV series was almost over.
The rain outside has not stopped, the girl looked out the window and inexplicably had an inexplicable feeling of inauthenticity, there is no way, isn't it, who has made her accustomed to the night alone, and suddenly there is someone to accompany her, but there is something not used to it.
The rainy night was very quiet, and Yagami Chenglan stared out of the window for a while, then turned his head to look at Xiang Chu.
Chu was watching other programs on TV, very quiet, and silent.
For a long time, Yagami Chenglan seemed to sigh slightly, slowly turned sideways on the sofa, tentatively, and slowly lay on Chu's lap.
If all this is fake, then let her think that she has been deceived.
Just don't wake her up.
"If you sleep here, you'll catch a cold. The voice of the beginning came.
Yagami Chenglan closed his eyes and whispered.
"You take care of me. ”
It's so arrogant, no one will want it in the future.
"I know what you're thinking. The voice of Yagami Chenglan's warning came from his legs.
Chu helplessly looked at Yagami Chenglan lying on his lap, turned on the sound of the TV, and then took off his coat and gently covered her body.
"That's right, Chu. Yagami Chenglan seemed to remember something and whispered.
"Shimizu Maekawa wants you to be the instructor of the basketball club. ”
"Oh, is she your first friend. Chu asked.
"Who said ······" Yagami Chenglan lay on her side and said stiffly.
"Then I won't think about it. "Chu obviously doesn't intend to care about anything other than the summoner.
“······” Yagami Chenglan pursed his mouth and said softly: "I, I may consider joining the basketball club in the future." ”
"Well, I'll think about it too. ”
"Hmm. A shallow smile appeared on Yagami Chenglan's face, and she closed her eyes and stopped talking, as if she had fallen asleep.
The whispered conversation in the room didn't go, and the sound of rain outside the window was incessant, blurring the city lights.
Between blur and clarity, the city will have another peaceful night. It's just that unlike in the past, tonight's Yagami Chenglan doesn't need to face the silence of the city alone.