Du Shengzhe squeezed his eyes mischievously at her: "So...... Today's position, resign, or not? ”

The girl shook her head like a rattle and said, "Don't quit, I promise, whoever quits will be a puppy." ”

He smiled and raised his slap to pat her on the head, but finally just slowly put his hand on the top of the other's head, pressing and rubbing it. Xiao Qi was frightened by his actions before this, her upper and lower eyelids were tightly squeezed together, and she shrank her neck down vigorously.

"You, sensitive and insecure, are used to thinking about the bad side of everything, and are prone to think that the bad result is the result of things... If there is more discussion and communication between you and me, maybe it will be a different look, from bad to good, what do you think? ”

He touched my head!

He touched my head!

He touched my head!

After three exclamations, she said, "I remember." ”

In fact, the little girl's mind was full of the confusion and joy of being touched by the young opposite sex for the first time, and he crackled and finished a paragraph, and she only listened to the last four words. And Du Shengzhe saw this person's distraction at a glance, and frowned: "Huh? Do you understand? ”

Xiaoqi patted her head: "I don't seem to understand... What are you talking about? ”

He laughed angrily.

"If you have anything on your mind in the future, remember to tell me, let's work together to solve it slowly, don't always carry the burden alone, huh?" Du Shengzhe said word by word.

"Well, I see, thank you Azhe, you are really 'Dionysus on earth'! Right... I'll call you 'Dionysus' from now on." "The girl's heart is warm.

"Huh? What Ni, what Si? He asked.

She repeated: "Dionysus." "It is the god of happiness in ancient Greek mythology."

"Hiss-" Du Shengzhe touched his chin and said that the meaning was very good, "It's just that the name is a little complicated, and it ...... difficult to read."

"I think I have a sense of humor, happiness and wisdom, call me 'Avanti', 'Avanti' is much simpler, everyone is familiar with it, 'Avanti in the world', hey."

Yes, she thinks so, too.

At this moment, a gust of evening breeze came happily from afar, clear and slightly cool, and the clothes of the two of them fluttered and swayed, and the girl did not calm down for a long time to feel the comfort of being blown by the natural wind.

He glanced at the bandaged left arm, and the heart that had just been relieved by the assurances that she would not resign, tugged again. Du Shengzhe pulled the girl's left hand, it was very cold, perhaps because of the temperature of his own hand. Xiao Qi's body trembled slightly, and he looked hesitant to take his hand back, but he clenched the person's hand.

"Does my arm still hurt?"

"It hurts." A little shyness was added to the girl's face, "There was also a little itchy feeling in it." ”

Du Shengzhe smiled slightly and said, "That means it's growing meat, it's almost ready." "By the way, I'll take you to change the medicine again tomorrow, and the wound will almost be removed."

He put down Tong Xiaoqi's hand, looked at the girl with a look of shame, and didn't forget to add while it was hot: "It's really stupid!" If you feel uncomfortable, angry, and can't control yourself one day, I'll take you with you to beat the sandbag to release. ”

"It didn't work." She smiled and said, "Ordinary people will release the negative emotions and violence in their hearts outward, but the patients with depression are inward, that is, themselves." ”

When she stated this sentence, the girl's voice was soft, but it was moving.

The man asked, "Is it true that venting on objects in a violent way does not allow emotions to be relieved at all?" ”

Xiaoqi stopped talking, and after a long time, she said, "Maybe... I'll sort it out a little bit. ”

She herself didn't understand.

Contradictory. Du Shengzhe thinks, however, it is precisely because of depression that he is so self-contradictory.

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As early as high school, he had learned about this disease in detail, through Baidu, Weibo, Zhihu, and Tieba...... There is a message called "The Secrets of 1 Million Strangers on Weibo", which he has read more than ten times.

"You can never imagine that the person who laughs the most in front of people is thinking about how to die behind the scenes."

"We know too little about depression, on the contrary, there are too many misunderstandings and discrimination."

"Actually, it's really hard for us to detect if someone around us is suffering from depression. Because we think that depression should look like sadness, anxiety and restlessness. But in reality, depression doesn't look like it. Those who seem to smile the sweetest, probably for countless days and nights, think about how to end their lives.' ……

Yes, just like what he expressed when he looked at those words, before Du Shengzhe learned the fact that she was suffering from depression, he always thought that Xiaoqi was a laughing, lively and cheerful girl, often a little shy and depressed, which is the performance of normal people!

He really couldn't associate her with depression, but this is the truth: a girl who loves to laugh, does not want to bring negative emotions to others through talking, and would rather bear it silently and take everything alone; She would hold her head and cry when she was alone; When the pain cannot be vented, you can only hurt yourself with sharp weapons.

Tong Xiaoqi was once swept away by the darkness of this world, and the misfortune in the family was like a knife, and while people stabbed her with this knife, they lovingly told her to be happy.

Father and mother, new family and original family, two forces, the girl fell into it, torn to pieces; She is happy to be supported by her family and outsiders, as "the needs of life, the standard of liveliness"; Every time she cried bitterly, she was one step closer to the abyss, and people stretched out their hands and pushed her back again.

Later, she fell into the abyss, and finally got sick, so sick that she died, and people realized it later-

"What a pitiful girl."

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"Let's go down." Du Shengzhe said, "The cold air is coming. Xiaoqi nodded.

On the way down the elevator, everything was as usual, and Xiaoqi suddenly asked the other party without warning: "When do you plan to find a girlfriend and when do you get married?" ”

The atmosphere was silent for a few seconds, and he said bluntly: "What do you want to say?" ”

"Hee-hee, just ask." She bared a row of teeth at him.

"If you are a partner, if you meet the right one, you will talk about what you like, and if you get married, I will choose to marry later." He felt that his answer was perfect.

Seeing her hesitation, Du Shengzhe teased: "What, do you want to introduce one to me?" ”

"Sister Shuting." Xiao Qi said without thinking.

The man frowned slightly, and asked knowingly: "There are so many people called Shuting, which Shuting are you talking about?" ”

"Just at the party the day before yesterday, that tall and beautiful Sister Shuting." That's the fairy herself, she thinks.

The elevator stops on the first floor.

Du Shengzhe stepped out of the elevator in two steps, and the girl followed closely, looking up at him, like a child expecting an answer. He swept the light and smiled: "You are matching me and her, why?" ”

Xiaoqi was also very straightforward: "I think you two are a good match, talented and beautiful, absolutely amazing." ”

"Oh."

"And... Sister Shuting, she likes you so much, and at the same time has a deep guilt for you, I hope you can forgive her for the past. ”

"It seems that she told you something......" Du Shengzhe stopped, turned half of his body to the side, and said, "I forgave her early on, Shuting has always liked me since high school, and if I liked her too, I would have talked to her a long time ago." Speaking of this, he leaned over, his eyes quickly caught the girl's eyes, and the time was frozen at this moment, Tong Xiaoqi couldn't help but hold his breath.

"Do you still need Xiaoqi to be this 'matchmaker'?"

The time of a sentence actually made it a little hypoxic. She took a step back, patting her chest and gasping.

"You, rejected Sister Shuting...?" She asked.

"Many times."

Hearing the coldness in his tone, the girl simply nodded, rummaging through her mind for the next topic.