Tong Xiaoqi cried for a long time.

Perhaps, God went along with her wishes, from beginning to end, no one really came to the nineteenth floor.

The blood on the incision had coagulated over time, and the blood scab had crumbled the skin near the wound tightly, and there was a little itch in the pain. The girl still buried her head in the crook of her arm, and her right hand tentatively touched the wound, and the blood that had not yet fully coagulated stuck to the fingertips, sticky.

Slowly raising her head, Xiao Qi sucked her nose that was about to breathe, and her red and swollen eyes could barely be opened, and she could only barely squint a slit. She took out a piece of paper to wipe the tears from her face, blew her nose again, her dull gaze fell on the three cuts, the blood stains on the skin were staggered, and she could vaguely smell a smell of blood, which was uncomfortable.

Self-inflicted.

Xiaoqi struggled to get up, but many joints in her body were stiff and paralyzed due to the long sitting posture. After a bared grin, she sat back down, inadvertently pressing her hand on the ground, feeling the presence of a puddle of damp liquid.

She was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly looked down, only to see a large patch of red blood stuck to her palm, Xiaoqi stared at the pool of blood on the floor in horror, she was afraid of soiling it.

"I'm sorry......" her voice trembled.

"I'm sorry......" Xiaoqi ignored the tissues she was carrying, grabbed her floral skirt and went to wipe the pool of blood, wiping her mouth while thinking about something. She was afraid of leaving edge marks on the ground, so she used her nails to dig at the ground through her skirt, and tears involuntarily fell again.

After it was over, the girl still felt depressed in her heart, and she was torn by the negative emotions that were not fully vented. So, she picked up the knife again and made a few shallow cuts next to the three deep cuts in fits and starts. The wound was oozing blood, she wiped it off with a tissue, continued to cut, wiped it again after cutting, and so on.

Tong Xiaoqi cut a total of 22 knife wounds on his left arm.

Dropping the knife, she staggered to the window, her elbows resting on the edge of the window, her hands propped up on her face and looking down. The wind outside was much lighter than when it first came out, and the wind blew from afar, touched Xiaoqi's cheek, and caressed it.

Seeing the height of the nineteenth floor, Xiao Qi closed her eyes and felt that it was not as high as she imagined.

Assuming that suicide by jumping off a building here will not cause any damage to others, but simply soiling the ground, I wonder if this height is enough to be fatal.

At this time, a crisp WeChat phone call broke the dead silence around him. The voice came from a distance behind Xiao Qi, and she knew that someone was calling her on WeChat, and it might be her mother, who had blocked the other party in her mobile phone contacts when she had a small friction with her last month.

After hesitating for a moment, she walked slowly towards the phone that had been thrown in the distance.

When she walked only a few steps away from her destination, the call stopped abruptly, and Tong Xiaoqi also stopped, and two seconds later, she trotted up, picked up her mobile phone to check, and the caller surprised her.

It's Ah Zhe.

Xiao Qi lowered her eyes, typed the word "I'm sorry" in the chat box, and was just about to send it out, when another invitation was sent from the other side - "'Ah Zhe' invites you to have a voice call...".

She answered, bringing her phone to her ear.

"Hello? Xiaoqi? ”

The girl's brain didn't seem to have recovered from the grief just now, and even though she heard the other party's greeting, she still didn't say a word.

"Is it Xiaoqi?" Du Shengzhe asked tentatively.

“…… Well. She replied without emotion.

He paused for a few seconds as if he heard something strange and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Tong Xiaoqi was stunned, he asked, it felt as if this person was here, in a place where she couldn't see, and saw everything that happened to her just now, and now he was just asking knowingly.

"I'm fine...... "Xiao Qi looked around vigilantly and quickly, and didn't notice anyone else. What's wrong? ”

"Yesterday, I took a day off and didn't hand out flyers, did you feel unaccustomed?" Du Shengzhe said jokingly.

His pleasant tone made her smile slightly. "No... I like to rest, are you here to inform me that I will continue to rest today? ”

The other party giggled: "I think too much, I don't rest, on the contrary, I need you to come half an hour in advance, Brother Zhang wants to hold a meeting for the employees in the store, and part-time people are also coming, this is what I want to tell you." ”

"Hmm... I got it, I'll go now. ”

In addition to advertising and sales calls, Xiaoqi has never had the habit of hanging up other people's phones, she wanted to wait for Ah Zhe to hang up first, but he questioned again: "Hmm... Is something going on? I always feel that the tone of your speech today is weird. ”

Boy.

"Where is the ......?" she did not admit.

"I just think... Hollow. Du Shengzhe smiled lightly and said, it's okay, don't worry, maybe he felt wrong.

"Ah Zhe, thank you for informing me, I'll see you later." Xiao Qi knew that sooner or later he would have to discover "these things".

"It's okay, bye-bye." The other party hung up the phone.

The girl breathed a sigh of relief, tilted her aching neck, and walked back to pick up the knife and put it in her pocket. She went back to the place where she had just picked up the phone and searched nearby, but she didn't find that the hair tie she threw away was obviously thrown with the phone, and it just disappeared.

Xiao Qi simply adjusted her state and simply set off. The subway was crowded, and she was worried that the injury on her arm would be noticeable, so she took the bus instead.

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Du Shengzhe found Xiao Zhang and told him straight to the point: "Brother Zhang, don't be as serious as you used to in today's meeting, try to be gentle and friendly, okay?" ”

Xiao Zhang made a face: "It's not good." ”

"I know." Du Shengzhe's expression was indifferent.

Seeing this, the solemnity on the other party's face could not last for three seconds, and immediately softened: "What's wrong?" ”

"I had a WeChat call with Xiaoqi just now, and I felt that this girl was not in a good mood, and it was not that kind of general bad mood."

Xiao Zhang stared at him stunned and didn't make a sound.

"Well, I thought about it, and I have to apologize to you for this." Du Shengzhe always scratches his head habitually when he encounters trouble, "I can't let Brother Zhang lose the original seriousness of the meeting in the store because he is alone, my fault, my fault, that girl should be able to have a meeting." ”

"You really haven't changed at all in this regard." Xiao Zhang's eyes narrowed into a line and laughed at him. "You're always so carefree, so I like to come to you for chores. It's all good, no matter how bad the mood is, you make people happy, if one doesn't work, two, add me. ”

After saying that, the two laughed at each other.

In fact, everyone is such an ordinary person, how good it should be, when you encounter troubles and difficulties, you can vent it appropriately, solve it, listen to good songs, encourage yourself, you can laugh very easily, you can be very happy easily.

The dark clouds in the sky are getting thicker and thicker, and they are tense, making people breathless. Finally, a heavy rain seemed to break free from some kind of restraint and poured down in the surprise of pedestrians.

"Wow... It's raining heavily. Xiao Zhang looked out the door and sighed, "This rain is falling so suddenly, I guess that little sister didn't bring an umbrella, Xiao Du, do you want to go over and pick it up?" ”

Du Shengzhe clapped his hand: "Yes, you are still careful, I will go over." ”