By the time Du Rongzhi woke up, it was already afternoon.

She felt as if she had a very strange dream, in which Chu Shenyao came, and Song Zixun also came......

Du Rongzhi sat up in a daze, only to realize that her body was sore and sore, and a warm heat suddenly came from between her legs......

Before falling asleep, the scene flashed through her mind like a marquee...... Du Rongzhi's face suddenly turned red: Dare to love, dare to love, this is not a dream!

She was thinking wildly, but the curtain of the bed was pulled from the outside, and she heard a man laugh softly, "Awake? ”

Du Rongzhi's face became more and more hot, and she refused to look at him without opening her face.

Song Zixun smiled and took her hand, "What's wrong with this?" Aren't we all talked......"

Du Rongzhi wanted to earn but couldn't break away, and said with a straight face, "Who told you?" I haven't forgiven you yet! She thought about it and felt that it was not enough to relieve her hatred, so she added, "I don't want to forgive you!" ”

"That's not right." Song Zixun frowned and recalled, "When we were in the pool before, you obviously didn't say that......"

Du Rongzhi's little face suddenly turned red to the root of her ears, and she didn't want to speak at all.

Song Zixun saw that she was embarrassed, and couldn't help but smile and hugged her, "Okay, it's not good for me...... Don't be annoyed. ”

He put away the playful look on his face and said in a low voice, "Actually, I have been thinking a lot about you alone these days when you are not at home...... I remembered that when we first came to Shanyin County, the case of Mrs. Chaho's murder, you once told me that the real murderer was not Gu, who poisoned Mrs. Huo, but Huo Yuliang himself—it was his selfishness and suspicion that killed his wife. I scoffed at the time...... Looking back now, I feel deafening and ashamed......"

He lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand, "Actually, I didn't dare to expect you to forgive me today, but I overheard what you said to Chu Shenyao......" He paused and said in a deep voice, "Rong'er, I also have you in my heart, you are the only one." ”

Du Rongzhi pursed her lower lip.

He didn't seem to expect a response from her, his voice was like a stream, gentle and low, "Although I was born in the family of Zhong Ming Dingshi, I have been enslaved since I was a child, but in fact, in this world, there are very few things that really belong to me. ”

For the first time, he slowly told her his true self little by little, "My mother passed away before I can remember, and less than a year after she left, my father married a new stepfamily and soon gave birth to Song Ziche. He smiled lonely, "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, when I was young, I actually spent it in fear." ”

Du Rongzhi was stunned and looked up at him.

He took her hand and smiled lightly, "You used to think I was dull and rigid, and I didn't smile...... But I wasn't born that way. When I was a child, I used to be like other boys of the same age, jumping up and down, making heaven and earth; also kicked and smashed his grandfather's antiques and stole his father's wine, and was beaten to tears, and his skin was opened. ”

Xu is tone of his words inexplicably made her a little sad, Du Rongzhi smiled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone as much as possible, "I know...... You told me about taking your younger siblings to set off fireworks when you were a child......"

Song Zixun smiled and nodded, "It's just that every time I do something wrong, what awaits me is not only my father's whip, but also the tears of my eldest sister." "Variety Literature

"She would always ask me with tears in her eyes, why was I so angry...... Why do we know that our stepmother and stepmother's younger brother will snatch everything we have, and we are so fearless and unmotivated......"

Du Rongzhi felt uncomfortable when she heard this, and couldn't help but hold his hand lightly.

He gripped it tighter and smiled calmly, "I was young...... I am not afraid of my father's whip, but I am very afraid of making my eldest sister sad. Because apart from my mother, who has almost no impression of me, she is the dearest and best person in the world. What should I do if even she loses faith in me? ”

"I can understand the eldest sister's feelings." Du Rongzhi took a breath lightly, "But she shouldn't have told you those words...... She shouldn't have put it all on a young child. ”

"Do you feel sorry for me?" He hugged her and smiled softly, "Maybe...... After all, she was just a few years older than us at the time. And since then, I've really made very few mistakes. ”

"I started to put all my mind into reading – I got up every day to read and practice calligraphy, and even if my hands were covered with frostbite in winter, I never stopped a day."

"I don't have any extraordinary talent, but I'm willing to work a hundred times more than others...... After a long time, I finally became the most proud eldest grandson in the eyes of my grandfather, and my sister finally had a proud smile on her face, even my father...... Sometimes they would ask me to ask about my homework. ”

Du Rongzhi's eyes were astringent when she heard this, and she smiled deliberately, "Who said you have no talent...... If those who are not qualified enough, no matter how much they cantilever the cantilever, it is useless. It's because you're good enough and willing to work hard. ”

Song Zixun smiled and squeezed her hand, "Is Rong'er praising me?" ”

Du Rongzhi couldn't help feeling a little sad in her heart, and gently leaned her head on his arms.

He stroked her hair and continued, "In the past twenty years, in the eyes of others, I have been living a smooth life - except for the loss of my mother at a young age, I have hardly encountered any setbacks...... But in reality, I never lived a day for myself – I had nothing at all. ”

"Until I meet you."

Maybe even he couldn't tell how much he longed for the wanton smile on his immature and young little face, how envious and even jealous he was of her simple happiness and freedom...... A little girl who is spoiled by her family and doesn't know what it feels like.

So when Shen proposed a few candidates to marry him for a wife, he fell in love with her almost without thinking about it. In addition to making Song Ziche painful, more importantly, what made him even more reluctant to admit was that he wanted to keep that ray of sunshine by his side forever, and he wanted her look to belong to him alone.

"For me, in this life, the only ones who really belong to me are you and Guan'er." He said softly, "That's why I'm sensitive and suspicious...... I'm afraid that the light that belongs to me will also be discovered by others, and I am afraid that someone will try to snatch what I have from me......"

"Rong Zhi, I'm not trying to excuse myself, I also know that the problem is with me - it's that I don't feel secure and can't trust others wholeheartedly...... I don't even know what to do to be truly good to someone. ”

"But I know I love you." He said softly, word by word, "Even if it is not one point more than you, it will never be one point less than you." ”

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