Curtain Chapter 38 This time, I won't let go!
There is such a coincidence in the world!
I went down the stairs and met Lu Zhun, and when I went up the stairs, I met Lu Ming's mother.
Chu Xiangxi ran from the stairs on the sixth floor to the seventh floor in one breath, his whole heart was beating uncontrollably, he only felt that his whole body was hot, and he kept fanning the sweat on his face with his little hands.
Before coming to Chu Xiaonan's ward, the old man was sitting on a bench in the corridor, and when he saw Chu Xiangxi, he slowly stood up, and his face was extremely sad, "Xiaonan, he is asleep." ”
Chu Xiangxi paused for a moment, "Oh." ”
"Can we talk?" The old man looked embarrassed, but still squeezed a few words out of his mouth.
"I hope it doesn't bother me and the kids anymore. I'll pay you back the money paid by the hospital. Chu Xiangxi still couldn't adapt to the people he suddenly saw.
For the past few years, her world has been quiet, and she is used to facing everything alone, and suddenly, these people appear, and she feels like a thief, going around to avoid the hunts.
It was as if she had done something so wrong that they couldn't forgive themselves at all.
"If it still bothers my life like this, I think I'll leave again. I don't want irrelevant people to disturb my life in Chu Xiangxi. Chu Xiangxi turned his body around and looked around, there was no one in the entire corridor, including Tiancheng who had seen it before, and he didn't find where he went.
On the far corner of the corridor is the nurse's station for gossip news. Chu Xiangxi guessed that there must be a lot of nurses in that corner who were more troublesome than entertainment gossip news reporters.
Indeed, the right of this old man can control a lot of people. Those who speak freely don't seem to work in front of this old man.
"My words have been made clear, please stop all your help in the future. Also, my Xiaonan's body and bones are not so precious, so please don't do these eye-catching things again. ”
Chu Xiangxi's words escalated to the level of decisiveness one by one, and the old man was on a cane, his expression becoming more and more silent, as if many words were blocked back little by little by Chu Xiangxi's escalating words.
Gradually, the old man could not support his body, but still sat down slowly, lowered his head, and looked very haggard.
Chu Xiangxi still wanted to continue, but when he saw the old man like this, the words that came to his lips turned into silent silence.
The long corridor, the silent seventh floor of the hospital, and the air flow are extremely embarrassing.
"Is it really impossible anymore?"
The old man broke the silence that had been maintained between the two. His tone was trembling, and he gripped the cane with both hands, perhaps only this cane could give the old man a last bit of courage.
He thought he wouldn't let go. At the beginning, he had already let the two of them leave because of his own interference, and now, he will make up for it himself, even if he does something humiliating and undignified, he chooses to be willing.
Without her three years, her son's relationship with herself, and the relationship with the whole family are frozen, and only people who feel it will be immersed and empathetic.
Just two days ago, when Wu Yinan rebelled for the first time against what his mother and wife said to his son, the old man was silent.
"In the dark, I know that I have a grandson, who is the blood of my family, I don't know what will happen to me, but as an elder, I can't sit idly by. You know, choosing to ignore is not something an elder can do......"
Wu Jiawen put all his majesty and pride in front of the young mother, all low, and he seemed to want to reunite the two by prayer. He chose to do so from the moment he knew everything about the matter. I love to read
"You have done a lot of things before choosing to ignore and be indifferent, but you don't know it yet. Since I chose to leave, it was not like a three-year end and an end as if nothing had happened. It's not like a relationship where a child can come together and then go what you expect. I choose to face and meet, and that's not something that can be influenced. My heart has become strong, no longer cowardly, it is not my choice, it is the people who look down on me and look down on me who change me like this. So, everything is non-negotiable. If you really have to think about it, please give me a little freedom and quiet. ”
Chu Xiangxi's tone was very slow, and the words that could have been high-spirited and frustrated were in Chu Xiangxi's mouth, calmly like a small river, and she chose to treat those falling flowers so ruthlessly.
The monk's meditation focuses on seeing through everything quietly, and Chu Xiangxi seems to have reached the realm of zazen in the past three years. No matter how monstrous the scenery of the waves is, in her opinion, it is as quiet as a small bridge and flowing water.
Perhaps, if those things in the past were touched by someone who cared, there must be a miserable blur of flesh and blood under the dried scars on the wound.
She hurt once, she hurt her heart once, she even used her lowliness to fulfill some of the prejudices against her, her fragile heart was hit again and again, and she was treated indifferently again and again. She even walked unpleasantly. Although she is pitiful and attractive, her background and her family background have made her repeatedly bear the nobility of those who think they are.
She kept telling herself that if she chooses to love someone, she will meet everything about him, including his family, and even the powerful rivals she faces.
If the key point of love lies in two people who love each other, then is it a natural thing to face those things that may hurt the two of them together?
If she hadn't compromised and chose to bear bravely, wouldn't she have chosen to leave so disheartened?
Your parents, your brothers and sisters, can't accept me, and even you choose to be a 'loyal and filial son', so that doesn't show how shameless and redundant I am, like a 'goblin', doing all the despicable and bad things in the world. If, only in this way, you can come to an abrupt end, then my departure is the last best way forward.
You are high up every day, I live quietly and plainly every day, your nobility and my state of mind are not people on the same road, choose to ignore and pass by, let each other's world be quiet, isn't it better!
Now you use fate to explain that we may be as new again, to release the old suspicions, this is your subjective consciousness, not mine, why should I be subjugated again?
"Let me go. Your world, I really don't dare to disturb it. At this point, you can choose to let go and end it. ”
After Chu Xiangxi finished speaking, the way he was already crying made himself burst into tears again.
She knew that this was not good for an old man, but she still compromised everything and arranged everything, so that it was herself again who would never recover.
She is not alone now, so she will not choose the arrangement of fate, what she has to face is not to give in to fate. To hell with that bullshit, fate.
Coincidences between people are not the arrangement of fate, but only the beginning of fate. This kind of fate is to let your fate be controlled, but what is there to fear and fear, my hands and feet can overcome it. Only then can you live like a human being.
"You look like a fighter now. However, a fighter does not have to be strong to stand up forever. Only when his heart is full of hope and warmth can he be invincible. ”
Wu Jiawen used almost one person's life insights to end the resolute attitude of the young mother in front of him.
He stood up, his broad figure made his expression look lonely, "People often become bad, it doesn't mean that his heart is heinous. His position and ideas always have a starting point that can be forgiven. If you really care about those irreparable mistakes at the beginning, then now treat and get along with sincerity to make up for those regrets, doesn't that mean you can't accept it, right? ”
Chu Xiangxi didn't expect the old man in front of him to say such a sentimental thing.
Her heart is very weak, and those quiet and peaceful words can always make her feel very much.
"Try it. If I could do it all over again, I would like to see a happy ending. I'm not young, but I now know how to get along so that the fulfillment continues. In everyone's eyes, I am the crazy person who is resolute, but in front of my family, I want to be a good father, a good father-in-law, and a good grandfather. This is what I want to achieve most in my life. So, please give me, a half-cut person who is about to enter the earth, a chance to fulfill the last wish of my life. ”
Wu Jia Wen walked west from Chu, and the lonely figure left step by step.
"Will I choose to forgive?" Chu Xiangxi looked at the old man's back, very sad.