While watching the drama, I was thinking crankily about what happened to Lin Jiangnan.

Is overtime busy? Is he accompanying his sister? Did something happen? I wanted to send a message to ask him, but I was afraid that he was busy working overtime, that he was accompanying his sister, and that something happened to him, and that I would disturb him.

After all, he has no obligation to care about me, and he doesn't have a reason to show up every day.

The mobile phone quietly accompanied me to watch the drama until after eleven o'clock, and then I washed up and went to sleep.

The next day, Lin Jiangnan still didn't make any movement.

While looking at Defeng's information, I scratched my ears and cheeks with a nerve, thinking about what kind of reason I should find to say something to him. For example, ask him when he will pick up the pigs? But I'm afraid of asking such a question, and I feel like I'm disgusted with pigs.

I kept scratching my ears and cheeks until I was about to get off work, and I found a lame reason to send a message to Lin Jiangnan: "The pig has started to change its moult, I saw a cat comb on the Internet and wanted to buy it one." Do you feel the need? ”

After a while, Lin Jiangnan replied to the message: "No need, I'll pick it up in two days." ”

I felt through the phone that Lin Jiangnan didn't want to continue chatting, so he replied 'yes', and the dialog box was quiet again.

What's wrong?

I do not know. I don't know if I should ask, or how I should ask.

Xu Yijing returned to Beijing on Wednesday night, and I was ordered to pick up the plane.

When she dragged the box towards me in a skirt and stepping on high heels, it seemed to have its own background music, and I felt that I should take a hand and wait for her at the pick-up gate before matching. But as soon as she got in the car, she pulled the thin blanket from my back seat and put it on her lap.

"It's still a little cold at night." She said.

I patted the jeans on my leg and said, "It's not cold, it's just the right temperature." ”

Xu Yijing glanced at me, "You really look like a gentleman the more you live." How's it going? Did you eat onions while I wasn't there? ”

"I didn't cook while you weren't there."

"Come less! You know what I'm asking. Xu Yijing snorted, "To be serious, you're almost done, it's been almost half a year, when do you have to be reserved?" It's not easy for the iron tree to bloom, but the iron tree has to bloom when it's time to bloom, you can't have flowers to hold back, right? ”

"Is there anything you mean when you say this?" I laughed.

"It's all serious." She glanced at me, "Don't look back, it's too late for you to regret it." ”

"It's as if if I ate him and he won't fly."

"In that case, if you don't eat for nothing, you won't eat it!"

I stopped at the intersection and waited for the red light, glancing at her, "You haven't said anything serious since you got in the car, but I'm a serious person." ”

"You're serious." Xu Yijing sighed, "If you let go a little, the previous things will have long passed." Forget it, don't talk about it, don't talk about it. I brought you bamboo shoots back. ”

"Thank you." I didn't have a good time to say. The phone vibrated suddenly, and a message from Lin Jiangnan slid down at the top of the navigation page, asking if I was at home and that he was going to pick up the pig.

Xu Yijing saw it with sharp eyes, "Yo, the pig hasn't left yet." ”

I didn't hear it, looking at Lin Jiangnan's news, my mood was a little heavy for no reason, I don't know if it's because Piggy is leaving, or because he hasn't contacted me for the past two days.

"Green light." Xu Yijing reminded me. When I came back to my senses, the car behind me had already started honking, so I quickly drove the car.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I can't bear to pigs." I say.

Not long after we got home, Lin Jiangnan came over, carrying the bag that he had brought over with the pigs. Xu Yijing went to open the door for him, and I was storing the two bags of bamboo shoots in the kitchen at that time, and my heart suddenly tightened when I heard him call 'Sister Xu'.

The atmosphere was a rather subtle thing, and I didn't know what was wrong, but when I walked out of the kitchen and saw him, he nodded at me, and I sensed that something had changed.

His gaze was no longer as calm as it had been before, with some dodging. He wanted to hide his unnaturalness, so he deliberately talked to Xu Yijing, hugged Piggy a little deliberately, and was busy cleaning up Piggy's things. I helped him put together the soft belongings of the pigs, and silently watched him put them into the bag one by one.

Xu Yijing stayed with him for dinner, but he refused, and I didn't say a word. Xu Yijing obviously noticed something, and kept looking at me, and I dodged her like Lin Jiangnan dodging my gaze, until Lin Jiangnan left with the pig, and I only said 'slow down on the road'.

He smiled at me at the door, paused for a moment, and then left.

Closing the door, Xu Yijing turned around and chased after me and asked, "What's wrong with you two?" How did it look like a breakup? ”

"We've never been together, what's the hand?"

"So what's wrong with him?"

"You ask me?" I laughed, as if I had heard some kind of joke, "Why didn't you just ask him directly?" ”

Xu Yijing looked at me, angry, rolled up his sleeves and crossed his waist, "I asked him?" Did I ask? He's not one of mine. ”

"And who is he?" I shrugged, turned on the TV, and sat down on the couch.

Xu Yijing glared at me for a while and nodded, "Okay, I don't worry about it, you can do whatever you want." Then he turned and went back to the house.

I was sitting on the couch watching my TV, in a terrible mood, thinking about the movie we watched last Friday, about what he said to me, about the funny phone call on Saturday night.

Why is this all of a sudden? I don't understand, but I think it must be for him.

At this time, Xu Yijing's door was opened again, she rushed out of it, grabbed the remote control of the TV, turned off the TV, and stood in front of me, "Su Mi, what's wrong with you two?" ”

I looked at her, "What's wrong?" ”

"He didn't come to the house like this before, he used to stay for an hour and he would definitely stay for two hours, but he refused to let him eat just now." Xu Yijing pointed to the door excitedly, as if Lin Jiangnan was still there, "And he was like that just now, how unnatural and unnatural it is, I don't even look at you." That's it, you tell me it's okay? Are you stupid or blind to me? ”

"You're not stupid, I'm stupid; You're not blind, I'm blind. All right? ”

"No way!"

"So what do you want me to do? And suddenly he was like this, you ask me, I ask who to go? ”

"You ask him to go!"

"What did I ask him? Why did he ignore me all of a sudden? Why didn't you look at me all of a sudden? Who am I? Am I his girlfriend? What right do I have to ask him to ignore me and look at me? ”

Xu Yijing pointed at me with his hand, pointed for a while, and said angrily: "You are like this again!" You're like that again! You were like this when Yao Feng broke up with you before! You're going to die if you ask two more questions! ”

"I won't die if I ask two words! But I won't die if I don't ask! I stood up and threw the cushion in my arms on the sofa, "He's different from Yao Feng, I'm not his girlfriend!" If he likes me, he likes it, and if he doesn't, he pulls it down! Did I refuse others and ask them to never abandon me? ”

"Alright, Sumi." Xu Yijing walked up to me and stared at me, as if she was looking at a weird guy, "Then you pat your chest and tell me now, you said that you don't like Lin Jiangnan at all, it doesn't matter if he comes or goes." ”

I raised my chin slightly and looked at Xu Yijing. I don't know what kind of expression I have now, I just feel that my face is very tight, and I am trying to strain my emotions.

After a long confrontation, Xu Yijing sighed and said a little impatiently: "Forget it, you don't have to tell me, you know what you think." She picked up the coat she threw on the sofa and said to me, "You are indeed not his girlfriend, and you are not responsible for each other, but have you given your feelings?" You don't need him to give you an explanation, so do you want to give yourself an explanation? Even if we die, we have to die. ”

I didn't speak.

Xu Yijing said reluctantly: "Then why don't I help you ask, okay?" ”

"No need." I say.

She sighed aloud in an extremely sullen manner, "Then you are going to do this?" ”

"Whether it's a boyfriend, a suitor, or a friend, the reason for leaving is nothing more than that you don't like it, you're tired, you're bored, what else can you have? I used to complain that Yao Feng made my feelings die unclear, but now I feel that death is death, and death is also death, what is the difference. Wouldn't I be sad if I asked? Maybe it's even sadder. ”

"And what if he has any unspeakable troubles?"

"What can he do? Could it be that my mom gave him five million to get him to leave me? I laughed, "Then again, since it's an unspeakable hardship, isn't it in vain to ask?" asked, and had to trouble him to make up a reason and an excuse. ”

Xu Yijing took her clothes and rolled them in her hand, pretending to be cleaning up, and after a while, she threw the clothes back on the sofa, opened her arms and hugged me, "I was too fierce just now." ”

I hugged her too, and the corners of my mouth trembled slightly, "It's not like that." ”

I couldn't sleep at night, and there was the eternal flower on the bedside table. There was a switch on the base of the immortal flower, and when it was turned on, a gentle light would light up on the grass, and I lay on my bed, staring at the only light source in the room.

The half-capsule-shaped glass cover on the outside of the flower is exactly the same as the glass cover I imagined when I first read "The Little Prince", the cover that the little prince used to protect the roses from the wind. I never asked Lin Jiangnan the meaning of this ornament he gave me, so in this situation, it has several interpretations.

I don't know if I'm the one-of-a-kind rose in the eyes of the little prince or the one-of-a-kind little prince in the eyes of the fox. But if you think about it, it's actually no different, anyway, it's all a tragedy in the end.

Yes, I think "The Little Prince" is a tragedy. The little prince eventually left the fox and probably never returned to his planet. Although the pilot said at the end of the story that he had gone back, I wondered how if he could have gone back, how could he have said 'goodbye' to Rose on the day he left.

It's been almost ten years since I read The Little Prince, and I still remember the morning when the Little Prince left his planet. When I read it, I thought that the little prince was so stupid, how could he leave like this, but then I felt that the little prince was still good, at least he calmly did what he had to do, and he said goodbye to his rose.

Later, I thought that the fox was very stupid, knowing that the little prince was worried about his flowers, but he still wanted the little prince to domesticate him.

Now I realize that the stupidest thing is the rose.

When the little prince left, Hua'er said, "Yes, I love you." But through no fault of mine, you don't know anything about it. Try to be happy...... Leave this hood alone, I don't need it. You've decided you're leaving, so let's go. ”