Chapter 94 is not a golden bird
At this moment, Gu Ruxi didn't think of so much at all, here he felt very free, here he felt very happy, he even felt that he was really like an unrestrained bird, although it couldn't fly in the sky, but in this small environment, he felt that he was really a little bird, as if he could really fly, at least let his body and mind get a kind of relaxation of the whole body and mind.
It's a really good feeling, and it would be even better if it continued.
But it seems that this feeling is quickly being disrupted.
The merry-go-round is always spinning in circles, so at a certain time, it will always return to where it was at the beginning.
Although the merry-go-round is very beautiful, but after he has experienced the vicissitudes of life, he can't keep spinning forever, he has a switch, when the switch is turned off, he will only still stop, and when it stops, it is the end of the story.
Gu Ruxi, in fact, after meeting Qiao Lin just now, he didn't actually eat anything, so he casually ate a bowl of noodles next to him, and then felt that the time was very early, and my mood still felt that he had not calmed down, and he took advantage of the heat to return to this small park, he hoped that he could find some happiness in this park, and he hoped to calm down his mood for a while.
He walked alone in this small park, watching all the children happily playing with all kinds of happy toys in it, this feeling was really innocent, he hadn't been so happy to see the innocent eyes of these children for a long time, completely true eyes, it was really a very pure and very simple, without a trace of flaws, this feeling was really good.
It is that he even hopes that he will always be like a child, never grow up, he doesn't want to grow up at all, the adult world that grows up is really a kind of incomprehensible, and the cruelty of the adult world really makes him feel like he has nowhere to hide, but he has grown up, and sometimes he can no longer be an ostrich to avoid his own growth, avoid the reality he faces, and avoid the kind of feelings he may face, all kinds of consciousness and all kinds of situations, although it is good for anyone now, but maybe wouldn't it be better to have a dream?
He felt very lonely now, like an abandoned bird, he was alone on this little tree, his eyes looked deeply into the distance, looking into the distance, hoping that the distance would always be the feeling of endless light.
Just when he was in a trance, he suddenly had a person controlling his hands, he felt a force controlling him, he couldn't help but scream, he thought he had met a bandit or met someone who wanted to hurt him, but when he looked back and saw this man clearly, he knew who this man was.
Oh my God, this man is something he never dreamed of, or he had already thought of.
The man's eyes were red, and with a very painful look, looking at him with such a painful gaze, it seemed to penetrate his soul and make him feel an inexplicable feeling of heartache. He didn't even see the man's eyes clearly.
He was hugged tightly by this man, and he knew how his whole body was rubbed into his arms at this time, as if the whole bone was about to be shattered by oil.
He knew why it was here, he didn't know why he was here, it was a place he didn't know, why did he come here? And why did he dare to come out alone, he should be at home at this time, if others knew that he came out, then it meant that his whereabouts would be exposed, why did he come out at this time and felt very curious, or he felt that this thing had an impossible thing to happen.
Yes, this man is Zhao Yijing, his husband! At this time, he was like a person descending from the sky suddenly appeared in front of him, this feeling did not know whether it was surprise or fear, anyway, the noise now is also the deep sadness of the times, and a kind of anger that cannot be hidden here.
The dim streetlamp hit his already handsome and well-defined face, and his gaze was far-reaching, and he felt a sense of imminence at this time, he didn't know what it was like, but he felt that this sadness was infectious, and he was very afraid, the anger on his face, this anger was a kind of frightening.
Gu Ruxi swallowed in fear.
Just as she was about to speak, the man's right hand was already around her neck, and her breathing suddenly became uncomfortable.
"Zhao Yijing..."She opened her mouth with difficulty, not knowing what was going on, why did she suddenly run over in the middle of the night and grab herself, did she install a timer? How would he know why he was fainting here?
I even felt a kind of fear.
I'm afraid that his feelings make him feel a kind of fear of life, why did he appear in front of this so suddenly, could he do something sorry for him, why would he be so angry? He suddenly wanted to realize if he was angry just now, he had just met with Qiao Lin, but meeting with him was a very secret thing, why did he know? Why did he know that it was so fast, and he came here all of a sudden.
Gu Ruxi doesn't know much about him now, he feels that something must happen to him, or that he must know that he has something to do, can he have such a means, or such an experience, so that he can master so many things? It's a very scary thing to do.
Zhao Yijing didn't take special care of his current situation, his hand tightly choked his throat, as if he was controlling some sad and angry things.
"Zhao Yijing, you madman, why are you choking my neck, you give me an assistant quickly, I can't breathe......"
Zhao Yijing didn't say a word to him, and kept enlarging his arms, as if he really wanted to strangle himself to death, but how much hatred he had with him, just like treating him in this way, making him feel embarrassed, he felt that this matter had reached a situation that he couldn't control at all.
"Ahem...... What's the good thing to say, why are you still pinching me at this time, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you......"
Zhao Yijing was still looking at her so indifferently, looking at her.
Now he doesn't say a word, he really looks like a very indifferent man, he knows that at this time he may not be able to control his emotions with any words, but he really has no way to deal with the woman in front of him, he doesn't know why he is doing this, but he seems to be doing it unconsciously.
Gu Ruxi's breathing is very unsmooth now, does he feel that he is already very uncomfortable, uncomfortable to an extreme, if this man is still controlling him like this, he feels that he will definitely be strangled to death by him.
"Ahem... Ahem......"
Gu Ruxi's face has gradually turned white, as if she doesn't have any sense of breathing, and now she feels that she can't breathe anymore, just like a patient's appetite on the shore, if she persists any longer, she feels that she no longer has the strength to survive.
She really softened, but Zhao Yijing suddenly realized what terrible thing he had just done, he suddenly had this spirit, he had a kind of remorse, and he even hugged Gu Ruxi
"Wake up, why are you pretending to be doing this?"
Gu Ruxi didn't know what to say at this time, she felt that something had happened very badly in her heart.
Zhao Yijing looked at him with a heartache on his face, and at this time he didn't know why, and her mood also felt an inner sadness because of her eyes, like an autumn-like feeling.
"Why did you come to me today? I just met with Qiao Lin, do you know about this? I just met him, and I'm in a really bad mood, so I want to go for a walk in the park......."
"Why are you telling me this? I don't want to know who you're meeting with, I don't care who you're with, I just know why you ran away here, didn't you tell you? You will always be the one who fakes me without any permission, how can you escape from this without permission? ”
Gu Ruxi had a trace of amazement in her heart, at this time, Zhao Yijing didn't have anything to do with Qiao Long just now, but it was just the matter of why he fled to this park without his permission now.
She wanted to speak, but she didn't know where to start, because the two of them would always behave so inconsistently.
So he didn't know how to answer, so he fell silent.
This caused Zhao Yijing to be angry just now, and his feeling of anger had reached a kind of enthusiasm.
"Oh, why don't you say it? Why do you look at me with such pitiful eyes, do you think that you can get the answer you want by highlighting your eyes? Why don't you go home? Why are you here alone? My dad, do you want to wait for someone? Do you think you have the sympathy of someone like this? Why wander here? ”
Zhao Yijing's words were scathing and mean, and it was completely like a knife cutting into her heart.
Gu Ruxi was very angry at this time, it turned out that she didn't care about herself at all, and framed herself for coming here for a walk.
Gu Ruxi is very angry now, and she can't help herself with anger.
"I'm walking in the park alone, because I'm so aggrieved at home, I don't have to breathe freely and freshly, and everyone controls me, you see everyone is watching me, I'm your puppet who is empty by you, I want to come out alone to breathe fresh air, do I have to get your permission? I'm a human being, I'm an independent person, I'm a personality person, I'm not a golden bird in your cage! ”
Zhao Yijing was even more angry when he heard this, not only did he not explain too much about his behavior just now, but now he is still looking at himself, it seems that this woman is really lawless.
He just held the woman tightly in his arms and protected her tightly, as if he had integrated all of her wholeness.
"You care about women, it seems that I don't teach you a good lesson, you really don't know what kind of typos are written!"
Gu Ruxi didn't know where the courage came from, he knew that he was also full of task anger at this time.
"Okay, you're going to hit me......"
"You woman, who gave you such courage to do this!"
"What did I do, your parents said it, did I do anything to be sorry for you?"
“…… You. ”
"I, I was just with Qiao Lin, do I have to report this matter to you? Do I have to report to everyone I see? Do you really think of me as one of your private products? I'm not your commodity, I'm a human being, okay! ”