All Bai Youyou's eyes were only focused on the man who looked handsome and delicate, gentle and elegant, like a spring breeze.

All eyes were fixed on him alone.

She was thinking at the moment, what does it feel like to "see ten thousand years at a glance"?

What does it feel like to have a "past and present life"?

At this time, she is deeply realizing-

Originally, I thought that there were so many cities in the world, and there were so many hills and valleys in the cities, and you didn't come to me one step earlier or one step later, in the vast sea of people.

I thought - you are my destiny!

Actually, this is just a "catastrophe"!

The catastrophe that killed me!

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The day before the end of the world, Bai Youyou went out and walked on the street for a few hours at night-

She sent countless messages to Gu Yu's QQ, WeChat, games, and countless over and over again?

You can experience that, no matter how many times you send it, what is displayed on the other end of the system will always be the cold sentence - no longer a friend, please add it and then communicate.

Haha – she really found it ironic!

The man she has loved for seven years, and the final outcome is just that she was blocked by the other party.

Surprise, sarcasm, ridiculous, deserved!

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Once upon a time, now it has passed, and it will never come again

Red and red leaves are buried in the dust

After all, the beginning has always changed

You on the left are always adrift in the clouds

……

In fact, it was her, she was wrong, only she was a true pure lover's heart, and in the end it was wrong.

She couldn't be more wrong!

She kept persuading herself at the time - he is not worthy of your liking, let's not love him, okay?

In the end, I was left alone.

Do you know how hard it is for a person who has lost her father at a very young age, who has been independent since childhood, who has supported herself since the age of fifteen, do you know how hard it is for her to fall in love with someone?

She knew from a young age that even her beloved father would leave her in this world, so she never had the luxury of expecting those precious things to appear in her life until she was eighteen years old.

Because she never desires, nor does she extravagant, or even refuses.

Because she knew that having it would always pass away, so it was better not to get it in the first place!

She has deeply experienced this truth since she was a child.

The mother fainted from the pain and sadness, wiped her tears and washed her face every day, and she was round in the photo, and then she lost more than 70 pounds...... She will never forget that scene!

Even though she was very young at the time, because the picture was so profound, everything has always been remembered and engraved in her heart.

That's a record, and likewise, it's a warning.

It is impossible for her to be a person who is affected by the "love" in the world in her life.

It can be said that before the age of eighteen, she was a very thin and cold person in her bones.

Because the heart is free, people will live happily, unrestrained, sunny and cheerful, and in a chic and lively manner......

She is inspired to be a woman who is not alluring but bright.

Looking at the people around her who were troubled by love and love, she smiled, feeling that these people really couldn't think about it.

She even watched "Journey to the West" as a joke.

The people around her persuaded her, who is so good and so perfect, you don't even like it, you don't like women, right?

She just smiled slightly, and read them a poem by Cangyang Gyatso—

It's better not to want to see each other, so you don't fall in love!

It's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other!

She also said that all troubles come from one's own thoughts, and as long as the mind is not imprisoned, everything in the world will not be troubled.

At that time, everyone laughed at her, "haha" laughing.

People are not very old, and the words they say are simply like "old men in the twilight".

even, jokingly saying that she was "sick", why couldn't she think about it so much at a young age.

Say that she can directly become a monk, take refuge in Buddhism, or escape into the empty door.

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But only she knows—

If she really could, she wanted to have a love affair that didn't break up.

And he will grow old with his white head, and then get along!

This person doesn't need to be good, he can also have shortcomings, as long as he loves me alone, never abandons me, never leaves me, never gives up on me!

Then when it comes time to die, I go first.

You see, the real thoughts in her heart are like this, she is lonely and stubborn, inferior and arrogant!

Reject all the people around her who confess to her again and again!

And there is always such a person, who can't be prevented by all precautions.

Menacing, find out all her thoughts, uncover the loneliness in her heart, peel off all her disguises, like smashing stones, and then smash the layers of hard shells that wrap her heart, and forcibly walk into her world step by step!

From that moment on, she knew she was finished.

She still remembered what he said at the time - all the promises he gives, all the love he pays, even if it is only me until death, as long as I am one......

There are too many such words, he really loved her at that time, this is indelible!

However, love, if it does not disappear, will eventually be lost under the "great benefit"!

If a person is in the abyss of "darkness" from the beginning, do not long for "sunshine", when you stay under the "sunshine" for a long time, and then return to the "darkness", the darkness is not the original darkness!

At first, she firmly said in front of him that they would not have a future because she did not believe in "love"!

But he seemed to never stop, using that raging fire to light her candle that would never burn after being soaked in water!

Every minute never stops!

Then, she really gave herself a chance, a "gamble".

She clearly remembered what she said at the time-

If you want to leave one day, tell me directly, even if I love you again, love you to death, I will not keep you!

That's it, like a spell!

She seems to disdain that she will be immersed in this seemingly ridiculous, commonly known as "love" fantasy emotion.

Just like a person who has been "not gambling" for 10,000 years, how can he fall into it? Just as a bystander, go through the motions that everyone in the world will go through.

She waited for a month, half a year, a year, she kept preparing, and then the love became deeper and deeper.

Two years, three years, and in the end, the thirty percent of the love she left for herself in her heart was secretly lost unconsciously.

Seven years later—she's finally here!

She never knew that loving someone could really make people die in life.

seems to laugh at what she once said, disdainful of "love", and spent seven years "gambling" to prove a fact.

Therefore, there are billions of "mortals" in the world, don't believe it!

Ha ha...... How can you love someone so much?

She can't figure it out—

It's the kind of person who really can't live without him!

The whole heart is like betraying the body, and the whole brain is out of control.

She was really glad at that time, fortunately, Gu Yu ruthlessly blocked her, even if he didn't do what he said, she couldn't lose her "promise"!

I don't know if it's to let myself, who loses "nothing", hold on to the last trace of dignity.

Or, it is the thought in the bottom of his heart, and the only thing he can do in the end is not to bother.

That's why she can be so indulgent, in the chat dialog with him - struggling, begging, reluctant, and missing.

Because, he'll never know!

I would love him so much!

Let him think that I don't love him that much! Anyway, she lost completely after all!

Blindfold yourself and just want to remember the last glance you ever saw.

Piercing his own eyes, just to remember the handsome face that has passed.

Drain the blood, shave the bones, so that I will die in agony, and finally, dig out the heart that loves you.

Don't seek the afterlife, don't seek the afterlife......

If it doesn't belong to your soul, don't do it!