Those two words overflowed from his mouth so naturally, as if they had been tossed and turned in his heart a thousand times, as if they had finally found their way back after trekking through mountains and rivers, and they were called out in such a low voice.

Du Rongzhi took a step back with a stunned expression.

He, how dare he call her by her first name!

Du Rongzhi reluctantly settled down, and warned in a low voice, "Young Master Chu should know what my identity is...... The reason why I didn't allow the girl to disturb me was just to make it clear to Gongzi Chu, if Gongzi misunderstood something......"

"There was no misunderstanding." He looked at her calmly, "I think the same as you, I just want to make my heart clear." ”

Du Rongzhi pursed her lips, and suddenly she didn't know what to say.

In fact, after that day, she sometimes calmed down and thought about it, and it was not that she had no doubts that Chu Shenyao had some different feelings for her...... But she really couldn't believe that such a free-spirited and unrestrained person could like her boring self?

Chu Shenyao saw her pursing her lips and was silent, and couldn't help but say softly, "Or maybe...... You've already guessed my mind. ”

"Young Master Chu." Du Rongzhi came back to her senses and said, "I have known Gongzi for many years, and Gongzi has helped me several times to save me from embarrassment, and I am also very grateful in my heart, but——"

"Madame trusts the word 'fate'?" He asked suddenly.

Du Rongzhi's voice froze.

Chu Shenyao smiled lightly, "I once heard the old people say that marriage is predestined, if the two are destined, even if they are thousands of miles apart and there are many obstacles, there is always a red line in the dark——"

"Do you know what you're talking about?!" Du Rongzhi shouted coldly, "I am not Yunying's unmarried girl, and my son is not an ignorant and impulsive ignorant teenager, do you know what kind of situation Fang Cai's words will put you and me in a ruined and irreparable situation?!" ”

Chu Shenyao smiled bitterly and shook his head, "I just know too well what these words mean, that's why I have endured it so far...... But now, I suddenly don't want to take it anymore. ”

He looked at her and said slowly, word by word, "Rong Zhi, you deserve better." ”

Du Rongzhi closed her eyes forcefully, until the turbulent waves in her eyes completely disappeared, and then she mockingly raised the corners of her lips, "Better? What's better? Is that you? She sneered, "Young Master Chu can't help but think too highly of himself!" ”

She raised her head and said coldly, "My husband is the grandson of the head of the Song State Mansion, and he is the champion of today's hand-picked champion, in terms of family background, appearance, talent, and character, which point of him is not a hundred times better than others?" She gritted her teeth and simply revealed her scars and said, "What's more, Gongzi Chu has not lived in the capital for a long time, so he doesn't know very well...... In fact, when I talked about it in detail, the marriage with my grandson was still begged for by myself, and he didn't look down on me at all...... And because of this, my reputation in the market has not been very good......"

Chu Shenyao didn't say anything, he just looked at her quietly, with a little pity and distress.

But she found this expression really disgusting!

Du Rongzhi opened her eyes and continued, "Actually, you can find out about these by asking someone in the capital. She smiled indifferently, "So Chu Gongzi won't say anything worth it or not in the future, it sounds really ironic." ”

"And now?" He asked softly, "If you had to do it all over again, would you still be stalking him and bent on marrying him?" ”

Du Rongzhi couldn't help but be stunned.

If she had a choice, would she still marry him......

The answer to this question has been on her mind many times since she was reborn.

She didn't want to. Weichang

She didn't want to experience the pain of losing her child again, she didn't want to face the intrigue of the Song family again, and she didn't want to ...... Put up with his suspicion and suspicion again.

Du Rongzhi came back to her senses in a daze, she snorted and wanted to say something, but was directly interrupted by him, "No need to say it." He whispered, "I already know the answer." ”

"No, it's not ......"

She instinctively wanted to argue, but he didn't have a chance not to give her an explanation, "I have heard Madame Fangcai's words very clearly...... Now, may I say a few words? ”

His posture was so low that Du Rongzhi couldn't say anything.

"You asked me just now, is it better than Song Zixun?" He smiled gently, "I think I can answer this question right now." ”

"I may not be as good as him, but I also don't have a family as complicated as his." He said, "I am the youngest son in the family, and I have two elder brothers, and the elders do not have high expectations of me, and they will not blame my future wife, and they will be extremely critical. He smiled humorously, "Probably they themselves understand that even being picky is useless." Because what I want to marry is the love of my life, not a perfect decoration in the Rong'an Mansion. ”

Du Rongzhi pursed her lower lip.

"My eldest brother has three sons and two daughters, and the second brother is even more powerful, and six sons in a row are ...... Now there are more than ten nephews and nieces in the family, and I don't need to spread out and support the court. ”

"I have traveled abroad since I was a child, and I have seen all kinds of strange women who do not let women have eyebrows, I have never believed in anything 'women are not talented is virtue', and I do not think that women are born to be dependent on men, I hope that my future wife can also have her own wonderful, and I am also willing to share her joys, sorrows and sorrows."

"I have walked through the north and south of the river, what I like most is this unrestrained vast world, and what I love the most is the chic and free of idle clouds and wild cranes," he paused, "The most desirable thing is to be able to get a heart-to-heart person, cook wine with me in the red furnace, swim with me at night, and see all the ......flowers with me."

He stared at her quietly, the sun shining in his deep eyes like a bright galaxy.

The two stood silently, neither of them speaking again.

After a long time, Du Rongzhi lightly opened her lips, "It's a woman's luck to get a husband like Gongzi Chu......" She paused, "It's a pity that that person can't, and it shouldn't be me." ”

Chu Shenyao's eyes sank, "If you are afraid that people will be terrible, or if you are worried that he will not be reconciled ......"

Du Rongzhi shook her head, "If you were me, would you be afraid of pressure and people's words, and would you hold back?" ”

Chu Shenyao said solemnly, "If this marriage is just endless torture for me, and that person has repeatedly disappointed me and even despaired, I will never hesitate - even if I fall to the ground, I will not hesitate and be willing to do it." ”

Du Rongzhi curled the corners of her lips bitterly, "My thoughts are the same as yours." ”

Chu Shenyao was stunned for a moment, but his face turned pale a little.

"I don't want to leave, it's not that I can't, it's not that I don't dare to ......," she whispered, "just because I still love him." ”

"I still, without the slightest hesitation, without the slightest hesitation...... Love him. ”

※※※※※

I still love him!

Hahaha, the deadline for this month's book circle activities is wonderful! Today is the last day, let's build it!