Chapter 485: Confession 2
Chapter 485: Confession 2
"That's it, day after day, year after year, Xiaomeng and I have been staying in the base, Xiaomeng's health is not good enough to sit in a wheelchair to move, and I have been able to go out with my father-in-law to fight together, after two years, I and my father-in-law jointly established a new organization, recruited a lot of new members, but more of them still voluntarily came to take refuge, Xiaomeng gave us advice in the base, and we did not Xiaomeng fight for R Continent for ourselves outside. At that time, the situation in R Continent had been completely divided and occupied by several major forces, and the current war was actually a struggle and annexation between several major forces. Mo Zishu still narrated in a steady tone, without any ups and downs, as if she was telling a very ordinary thing.
But to Mo Jun's ears, his heart was like a knife, he couldn't imagine the pain, his eyes and nose were so sour that he wanted to cry, he couldn't imagine his sister, such a cute and young sister fighting with others on the battlefield, seeing one after another of his own people or enemies dying in front of him, bleeding like a river, but she was already insensitive, only killing in her eyes, fear and disgust, and the heartache had all disappeared.
Unconsciously, Mo Jun's hands hanging on both sides of his body were already pinched together, as if he was venting, but in the end, it was to no avail, and he could only hold back the tears that were about to fall.
"Later, Xiaomeng's illness seemed to be more serious, and her father-in-law also found a doctor for her, but the doctor said that Xiaomeng's heart could not support Xiaomeng to live to the age of twelve, and if she wanted to live, she could only change her heart, but Xiaomeng, who knew the truth, did not become decadent and depressed, but faced life more positively and smiled with us until later." Speaking of Xiaomeng, Mo Zishu choked at this moment, her throat was as difficult to swallow as if she was stuck in something, she couldn't say a word, and an unspeakable pain surged into her heart, enveloping her entire body.
Mo Jun noticed Mo Zishu's eyes, and saw clearly that his sister's eyes were flushed at that moment.
Mo Zishu's skin was white, and it was very conspicuous if there were other colors, Mo Jun was suddenly distressed, and at the same time, he also knew that the little dream in his sister's mouth had already encountered an accident at that time, he raised his hand and gently wiped his thumb around Mo Zishu's eye sockets.
Mo Zishu took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the heartache that was flooding in her heart, and said: "Until later, Xiaomeng was caught by our rival and dug out her heart, when I found her, Xiaomeng was no longer good, brother, do you know, Xiaomeng is full of blood, all over her body, I can't even see her clearly, there is a big hole in her chest, and blood is still coming out, I panicked and moved Xiaomeng to the car, I wanted to take her back, take her back and let the doctor save her, she was obviously saved, She can survive, but it's all to blame me, it's all to blame me, brother, it's all to blame me, it's me who went too late, it's me who has been chased by that group of people and can't take Xiaomeng back in time, it's all to blame me, brother, Xiaomeng She can survive. ”
The girl's excitement, the sobbing of her bowed head, and the tears fell on the back of Mo Jun's hand, like hot magma, making Mo Jun unable to face the girl's self-blame and pain.
For the first time, he saw Mo Zishu crying, the first time he saw his sister crying so helplessly, he couldn't imagine the scene at that time, how desperate his sister was, how guilty, in such a dangerous situation, he went to the enemy alone to rescue Xiaomeng, there was no support for endless danger, if it was him, he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it.
"Shushu, it's not your fault, you did your best, Xiaomeng won't blame you, Shushu, it's really not your fault." Mo Jun held Mo Zishu's face, tears mottled on his cheeks, he completely saw the helplessness and remorse in the scarlet eyes of the girl in front of him, and his heart was shocked, he couldn't see his figure in the girl's eyes.
"Brother, your words are the same as Xiaomeng, she really doesn't blame me, she let me live well, let me live well with her life, do you say she's stupid, brother, why doesn't she blame me, don't blame me for not saving her." Mo Zishu looked at Mo Jun, and tears once again flowed from the corners of her eyes into Mo Jun's palm, which was hot and hot.
Mo Jun was extremely distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him, any comfort at this moment was pale and useless, all he could do was listen to Shushu continue.
"Later, the war was calmed down in R continent, and the four major forces decided to stop the war, and then coexisted in R continent without incident, and finally for the peace of R continent, the four major forces signed a peace agreement, so that R continent, which is now prosperous and found rapidly, has been stable, and I also decided to leave R continent at that time. I decided to take Xiaomeng's life for a walk. Mo Zishu, who gradually calmed down, a shallow smile spread out at the corner of her mouth, and although the pain in her eyes did not disappear, it also calmed down a lot, at least the tears did not flow out again.
"Later, I suddenly felt homesick, and I suddenly realized that in addition to my stepfather, my friends, brothers and sisters, I also had a home here, so I returned to country H, investigated my original family, that is, you, and finally came back." Mo Zishu smiled, her expression was light and mixed with a touch of luck.
"I'm going home, Xiaomeng is also home, my home is Xiaomeng's home, and Xiaomeng has always been in our hearts." The smile on the corner of Mo Zishu's mouth became brighter and brighter, and the eyes that looked at Mo Jun were also full of light.
"Brother, I never wanted to tell you all this, because I was afraid that if I told you, I would no longer be me, at least in your eyes, the well-behaved Shushu who you once loved is no longer there, and now my hands are stained with blood, carrying the lives of countless people, I can't go back, I can't change back to your original Shushu." Mo Zishu said, her face calm with a hint of a smile, looking at Mo Jun.
Mo Jun subconsciously held Mo Zishu's shoulders with both hands, looked at Mo Zishu with firm eyes, and said: "No, no matter what you do, no matter what you do, you are my sister, my Shushu, my most beloved sister, you have not changed, we have not protected you, the culprit should also be us, Shushu, you don't blame yourself and you are not allowed to blame yourself." ”
The words full of firm tone came out of the mouth of the man in front of him who could no longer hold back his red eyes, everything Mo Zishu said before made him feel painful, so painful that he couldn't breathe, and his heart was dripping blood, but now he was instantly red and tearful because of Mo Zishu's fear, and all the previous words couldn't be held back at this moment.
Mo Jun wanted to create an image in front of Mo Zishu that her brother could bring her a sense of security, but she didn't want to show her painful side in front of her sister, but she still didn't hold back.
Mo Zishu looked at the man in tears in front of him with a stunned expression, he didn't expect Mo Jun to say such a thing.
At this time, a series of footsteps walked out from behind Mo Zishu and Mo Jun, and the two looked back and saw that it was Mo Huaheng Magnolia, Inu Hai and Shi Wei.
The four of them came over together, they were originally worried that Mo Zishu and Mo Jun would not come back after coming out for so long, if they quarreled because of Fu Qingyuan, but they didn't expect to hear Mo Zishu say what had happened.
Mo Huaheng and Bai Yulan's expressions were both painful, Bai Yulan had obvious tears on her face, she must have cried, and Mo Huaheng's eyes were ruddy.
Inuhai already knew these things, but he thought that his sister had let go of Sister Xiaomeng, but no, after so many years, his sister did not let go of Sister Xiaomeng.
Shi Wei never thought that Mo Zishu had such a past, and when she thought back to the time when she was in Myanmar with Mo Zishu, she didn't expect that Mo Zishu's calm wisdom and super ability at a young age would come like this.
"Actually, my sister has many, many scars on her body, and those scars can never be erased." Inuhai walked to Mo Zishu's side with an indifferent face, and reached out to lift the corner of his sister's back clothes.
Mo Zishu stopped Inuhai's movements.
"Sister, now that everyone knows, there is nothing to hide, and it is necessary for them to know as your family." Inukai was very persistent, dodging his sister's blocking hand and lifting a corner of his sister's clothes.
The corner was lifted, and the sound of gasping air was heard around them, and almost everyone's faces were shocked.
"It was a scar as long as the left waist to the right waist, and the man wanted to cut off my sister at the time, but in the end my sister still carried it." After Inukai showed everyone a look, he put down the corner of his clothes and slowly narrated.
The words "stop and cut off" hovered in everyone's minds like a magic spell, and it was terrifying and terrifying to imagine how painful it would be and how much blood would be shed.
"Okay, Xiaohai, don't say it." Mo Zishu doesn't like to show the scars in this kind of scene.
"Sister, you know what I mean, I also hope that someone can care for you and love you, and treat you as a real little girl." Inuhai also feels very sorry for his sister, since he was sensible, when he understood what his sister was doing every day in R Zhou, he felt very sorry for her sister, and at the same time he hated himself for being powerless and unable to do anything for his sister, and now, he has become his sister's real relative, and it is necessary for him to let his sister's parents and brother know how bitter and miserable his sister was.
Mo Zishu was speechless.
Mo Huaheng and Bai Yulan walked in front of Mo Zishu, each step was slow and heavy, like their legs were shackled, and it was difficult to move.
"Shushu, I'm sorry, we're sorry for you." Magnolia cried out again, looking at the girl in front of her with tears on her face, thinking of the previous words, and the scar she saw just now, her heart hurt beyond words, she knew that her Shushu experienced more pain than that, and there were many scars on her body that were not visible from the outside.