I still remember the Du Xiaohan I met when I entered the base, and I really wanted to kill him with a knife at that time!

From that moment on, she began to realize that something was wrong.

Then she doubts herself from time to time, and then checks her mind repeatedly, she always feels that there is something strange in her head, and occasionally inadvertently controls her thoughts.

When she first found out, she was really scared, and even felt creepy, she didn't know what to do....

She couldn't tell anyone about this strange phenomenon and thing.

After all, in such a hellish apocalypse, isn't it normal for humanity to be annihilated?

But for her, this is not the case, she has always maintained her original intention in her heart, she is not blindly kind, even if the last days are cruel, in her mind, she should not be so eager for the baptism of blood!

She was able to distinguish between right and wrong at first, but what about later?

Not only to others, but also to herself, when immersed in it, like a "killing machine", that is not what she wants to see.

She told herself over and over again that her abilities weren't for humans, they were for killing Devourers.

At the beginning of the last days, human beings should not be so selfish, let alone so cold-blooded.

Without the ability to save the world, they are all just weak, but if in the end all the people on the earth are gone, or all become thoughtless and selfish people, then will this earth still have the meaning of existence?

Is it possible for this land to survive?

What is the difference between a human and a devourer?

The reason why people are "people" is that there is at least one more thing than animals, beasts, monsters, and devourers, and that is "conscience".

Only in this way can they hope to live, just like the faith in their hearts, if people don't even have faith, then what's the point of living?

It is equivalent to floating in the vast universe, and there is never a stopping end.

The heart is boundless, lonely and empty as far as the eye can see......

She still remembered that the second-level devourers she met in the Farmer's Trade City brought them danger and excitement at the same time.

Right! It's that kind of blood boiling! Cells all over the body are excited.

How can she not be afraid, she was obviously scared at the time, this is the normal heart that people should have, even if she has a strong psychological quality, how can she have such strange emotions towards devourers who can threaten her life?

Such emotions will make her stronger, but it will also put her in danger.

When she was a third-level devourer, she almost died, and her people were indeed frightened, but the voice that she couldn't control in the depths of her mind reappeared.

She told herself that she wanted to fight forever in the plunder, on the edge of death, and then not stop!

In her spirit at the time, the strange thought of the monster spurred her to kill the Devourer.

She kept telling herself that she couldn't kill anyone!

She also said that only through constant torture and killing will she feel that she is truly alive and her heart is beating.

Then she also clearly felt the thoughts of the "devil", and was gradually influenced by her occasionally.

Because she gradually felt that it was not bad!

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And then, who did you meet?

By the way, Gu Yu's father, haha-

With a pretending look, she wanted to kill him immediately.

But she still persuaded herself to hold down the devil in the depths of her heart hard to prevent it from breaking free.

The most stimulated was the reunion with Gu Yu, and at that time, the "devil" in her heart came out to mock her infinitely.

Is it really lucky?

Excited? Happy? Happy?

Is that so? She was actually thinking deep down at the time, what kind of hypocrisy?

Telling her over and over again-

You see! This man, you finally met him now, you kill him, freeze him into ice, so that he can't go anywhere, and then put it into the space, integrate into your consciousness, and you will be together forever in this life.

She was really afraid that she would do something stupid, so she persuaded her over and over again:

"Good, he's dirty, and he doesn't deserve your love!"

"The Gu Yu in front of him is no longer the Gu Yu he used to be."

"Why do you love the person in the past, but now he is not worthy!"

Then she persuaded herself that his heart was indeed completely dirty.

She's disgusted...

She has been trying hard to make herself better, especially those sunny and kind soldiers, who have given her a glimmer of light in this desperate world, and made this dark world still colorful.

When Qin Xiao and the rest of his team were injured, she told herself that no matter what, as long as there was a chance, she would save them.

It was this group of teammates who brought her a little warmth and ignited the ice in her heart.

She began to treat them as friends, and to travel with them in this dangerous and decaying world, keeping each other company.

But what about some people? Do you really think other people are stupid?

Righteousness is awe-inspiring, pretentious, merciful, and deceitful.

Is it true that she is a fool? She just didn't want to care.

At this point, it doesn't matter....

After helping everyone to the car, he handed the bag to C117 and asked him to help fetch the mineral water inside for them, leaving the people behind him alone.

All the people in the team were seriously injured, so Bai Youyou sat directly in the driver's seat and quickly started the car.

She wouldn't think that the people chasing them were just this team, maybe the pair brought by Meng Han was specially there to deal with them.

I read the signs on the road, didn't make any stops, and drove straight to the right.

Although she didn't have a driver's license, she happened to be taking the second subject before the end of the world, and she had already opened it many times in the driving school. And now the end times don't need these at all, as long as they can drive, and besides, there are no other cars on the road at all, although there are no scar man car skills, but it is still easy to make the car move.

At first, there was still the sound of pain when rubbing medicine in the car, but after a few minutes, the car was extremely quiet.

Bai Youyou looked ahead seriously, because she was worried that the movement of the car would attract the attention of the devourers around her, so the lights in the car were not turned off, and it was all black, but her vision was not affected at all.

None of the people behind spoke, after all, at night, everyone was so seriously injured, their bodies had reached the limit, and their whole bodies were wet by the rain, which made everyone even worse, plus they were also frightened by Bai Youyou's situation before.

I only heard the sound of "tick-tock-" on the top of the car, and the sound of windshield wipers.

Bai Youyou wanted to tell them:

"She's sick and really doesn't know when she's attacking!"

Before this, her body had never had any major illnesses except for colds, is this situation the legendary multiple personality?

Otherwise, it won't make sense at all....

For the "demon", she said that she would keep using blood to sacrifice the cold sword in her hand, and then collect more and more devourers and the heads of those people, she longed to kill, to thirst for blood.

Maybe one day, in the state of bloodthirsty madness, he will kill the people around him with one step.

Hahaha... How can she deserve to have teammates like this?

However, she cherishes that little bit of warmth, in fact, she knows that "she" scares them!

She's so lonely in this world, it's terrible to be alone.

She will not forget the warmth she felt with them.

When she is with them, she will feel in her heart that she is not alone in this world!

It's really not that she's alone.