Li Jinhua and I became a couple, and became a couple living together in the electronics factory, in fact, this situation is very common in the electronics factory, but many people reminded me, Xie Jun, you have to let Sister Xie, Li Jinhua promised to marry you, couples in the electronics factory are very common, but many of them are together at the beginning of the year, and they broke up at the end of the year, this is my good sister, what they said to me, but at that time I retorted that Tsinghua had promised to marry me, and he was saving money now, And his father said that as long as we get married, his father will buy us a house in the center of their local city, and give our family 300,000 dowry, although these things are very vulgar, but this thing was something that many people called to face at that time, my good sisters are very envious of me, wow, you are still blessed, Li Qinghua's family conditions are very good, but you still have to take good care of yourself

In fact, I didn't understand what a good sister meant at the time, and I couldn't help but ask my good sister, why do you think Li Qinghua would break up with me? It's been a long time since I've talked about it, but I told it in one breath, you know? In our workshop, many boys are very bad, they promise to give girls a lot of things when they chase girls, but when the girl goes out to live with them, they go to bed, they try their best to break up with this girl, so let the girl go back to her hometown with herself, and after returning to her hometown, she suffers and suffers, but the girl is willingly deceived, we don't want you to be deceived like this one day, so you have to be careful, when you go home at night, because of my sister's words, I am always depressed in my heart, Li Qinghua also seemed to see my sullenness, he stopped the game in his hand, and asked me what happened to you today? Is there something unhappy? I thought about it for a long time, Tsinghua is the closest person in the world to me, and my most precious things have been given to him, why should I hide it from him? I told him about my good sisters, with a disapprehensive face, speaking of your sisters, they are jealous of you, jealous that you got me, so they will keep provoking the relationship between us, I can tell you now, if you are willing to marry me, I can marry you tomorrow, and then I will let my father in the city center, we will buy us a big house in the city center, 300,000 bride price, then we can buy another car, a car of about 300,000, do you think it is good? By the way, what kind of car do you like? At that time, I naively thought that Tsinghua had even begun to ask what kind of car I liked, it seemed that he promised me that he would give it to me, but I didn't want to be so anxious and impatient like other girls, so I told you, Tsinghua car, anyway, you men drive, when the time comes, you can pick one you like well, leave Tsinghua and hold me, received, or the wife is the most well-behaved, I blushed and said who is your wife, I am not your wife, Li Qinghua, five strokes hanged, received, One day you will be my wife, anyway, I recognize you in this life, and other women don't look down on you at all

But slowly, in fact, I still feel that something is wrong, every time I pay the rent, Li Jinhua said to me, wife, you come to pay the rent, my money to keep, there is money for our future marriage, we were in the electronics factory, every month is very hard work, a month's salary is about 2000 yuan a month, my parents are very spoiled to me, they never want me to ask for money, but will give me a lot of money to spend every month, at that time Li Qinghua and I lived in a very small house, There is not even a kitchen, and the bathroom is also shared with others, but the rent of such a room costs 500 yuan, even if it is 500 yuan, Li Qinghua also asks me to pay it every month, but I am very willing, I think Li Qinghua wants to save his money and make it our future marriage money, Li Qinghua told him, because Li Jinhua told me that although my father is very rich, but I want to rely more on myself, so I came out to work, my father is a very rich person in our local area, I felt that relying on my father was a move by the masters, so I came out to work, and I was deeply moved by Li Qinghua's words at that time, yes, a boy who would rather rely on himself than rely on the family, isn't it worth relying on me?

So I didn't think so much about Li Qinghua asking me to pay rent and utility bills, and even when we went out to eat, I often asked me to pay for a sentence, which is more than a sentence that is often on my lips, that is, my money should be saved and kept for when we get married, and your money, anyway, you are a girl, and I don't ask you to bring much dowry when the time comes, you have spent it all, it doesn't matter, I didn't think about it so much at that time, and I used everything on Li Jinghua, Even I care about Li Jinhua more than I care about myself, when I attended shopping with Li Xinghua, Li Jinhua took me to a group of cheapest places, at that time in Shanghai, almost many girls like to go to the discount store there to buy clothes, a dress only costs more than 30 yuan, than Tsinghua bought me three clothes, at that time I was really very unhappy, because Li Qinghua bought me clothes for the first time, and Li Jinhua told me that I was wearing those clothes, I was really very unhappy at that time, Because Li Qinghua bought me clothes for the first time, and Li Jinhua told me that I was wearing those clothes very good-looking, even if it was a simple T-shirt I wore on my body, I was completely changed by Li Xinghua at that time, but when it was Li Qinghua's turn to buy clothes by himself, Li Xinghua walked into a brand store, a dress cost more than 400 yuan, a pair of shoes cost more than 300 yuan, Li Qinghua's eyes were obvious, I wanted that dress very much, but Li Qinghua told me that it was too expensive, so I still didn't buy it, In fact, when I used to be at home, the clothes my parents bought for me were such expensive clothes, but now it's different, because I want to save money and keep it for our marriage in the future, so I can't spend money casually, when Li Qinghua said this, I was really heartbroken, when Li Xinghua was at home, his family was so rich, and his parents must be very busy with him, okay, that's why he can afford to wear such expensive clothes, but now he is with me, in order to marry me, he can't wear a T-shirt anymore, wear such clothes, I feel very distressed, it was I who dragged Li Qinghua down, so I took the initiative to pay for Li Qinghua to buy some clothes Li Jinhua also hugged the wife I said, you are really the most considerate girl I have ever seen

And I didn't know that much at the time, I just thought that Tsinghua at home would be good to me in the future, so now I want to be better to Li Qinghua, Li Jinhua often tells my wife, you know? There are always girls quietly contacting me, what do you say I should do? I wanted to be angry when you didn't say these words, but Li Qinghua took the initiative to tell me, should I still be angry? Because this incident makes me have a great sense of crisis for Li Qinghua, I always feel that there are many girls who want to grab the essence with me, in fact, after I am with Li Jinhua, it is not that there are no boys who continue to like me, or there are boys who continue to chase me, but every time Li Jinhua tells me that they just want to get me, they will not cherish me, especially that Qiao Hongchao, I don't know why, Li Qinghua seems to have a great opinion of Qiao Hongchao, than Qingxia left Tsinghua for me, and said to me that Qiao Hongtao looks very honest, In fact, it's not honest, you see that he received a welcome from Zhou Na not long after he entered the workshop, in fact, he lied to Zhou Na and wanted to be the county magistrate, although I felt that Qiao Feng should not be such a person at that time, but I was also clearly jealous that Qiao Hongtao did say bad things about Li Qinghua in front of me, maybe I don't know people but don't know my heart

Sometimes looking at Qiao Hongzhao from afar, I also feel that Qiao Hongchao seems to be quite pitiful, after I rejected Qiao Hongchao, Qiao Hongtao lives alone every day, I heard that Qiao Wenchao's phone has never passed, Qiao Hongtao's mobile phone number, I know, but I have never taken the initiative to call Hongtao, after all, I already have a boyfriend, and it is not good for him to call other boys, but it seems that he is too lonely to grab the red chapter, He lives on the 3.1 line every day, he comes to work after getting up in the morning, goes back to the company after work, and then goes to the canteen when he eats, except for hundreds of red envelopes, he won't go anywhere, sometimes I also feel oops, it's okay to grab red envelopes, I didn't treat him as my boyfriend, otherwise, do I have to live such a dull and boring life with Qiao Hongtao? It's still good to be with Li Qinghua, Li Qinghua will always take me to see when I'm on vacation, I take me to eat delicious food, although I'm paying a lot of the time, but these are the 1234 that Li Qinghua took me to enjoy

So that I came out to work for a few months, spending more and more money every month, I always kept quarreling to ask for money, my parents always thought that I was working very hard outside, and quietly gave me money every month, I remember my mother whispered to me, oops, other people's girls go out to make money, only you go out to spend money, forget it, there is only one daughter in the family, tell us when you want to spend money, make a little longer money, don't spend all the money as soon as you get it every month, Whenever this time I always smile and say to my parents Okay, okay, anyway, you only have one daughter, don't you spend my money, do you give it all to my brother?

Every time I say this, my parents always shake their heads helplessly, and then they obediently call me the money, and it is also by relying on the help of my parents that I can spend 1 to 5 excellent with Li Jinhua, otherwise, my salary is only enough for me and Li Jinhua to spend half a month after paying the rent every month, and we will be hungry for the rest of the half month. Li Qinghua and I are even more unscrupulous to do that kind of thing, and I am a very lazy person from Tsinghua University, he is often unwilling to do contraception, I always ask Li Qinghua, what if I am pregnant? Li Qinghua said with a smile, I wish you were pregnant, if you are pregnant, I can marry you immediately, Li Qinghua even took the initiative to ask me baby, if I marry you, will your parents agree? At that time, I was always worried, right, how should I tell my parents? I whispered to my parents, what if I talk about a boyfriend? My parents told me not to talk about other places, to play outside for two years and then come back, to find an honest boyfriend to marry at home, every time I hear about this, I always feel bad, how should I tell Li Qinghua? Did I tell his parents that they couldn't accept me marrying a foreigner?

So every time I feel very guilty because of this thing, in fact, most of these things are rationalized, and the planned ones are often told to me that this is the case, I had a nightmare, I immediately asked what the nightmare was, Li Qinghua told me that I dreamed that I wanted to marry you, but your parents did not agree with you marrying me, saying that you are from Henan, I am from Hubei, our hometown is too far away, and finally we broke up, than when Tsinghua told me these words, the expression was very sad, At that time, I really thought that Li Qinghua really wanted to marry me, I hugged Li Qinghua, and when it came to rest assured, the family would always accept us, and when I called my parents again, I always asked my parents on the side, if I find a boyfriend in Hubei, but the conditions of this boyfriend's family are very good, can you accept it? After asking more times, my parents seemed to start worrying, and my parents kept asking me if I had a boyfriend? I answer the doctor every time, but my parents seem to be slowly compromised, my mother told me that if I really find a boyfriend from other places, his family conditions are okay, it is not unacceptable, when I hear my parents' words, I am really happy, after all, Li Qinghua's family is so rich, as long as I marry Li Qinghua's parents, I should be relieved, and the most important thing is that Li Qinghua is so good to me, I will definitely satisfy my parents

So I simply feel that the relationship between me and Li Jinhua has almost been recognized by both parents, so I am even more unscrupulous about Li Qinghua's kindness, I can spend the least amount of money every month, but I want to serve Li Jinhua well to buy the most expensive clothes for Li Qinghua, buy the best food for Li Qinghua, boil, I eat casually, so after being with Li Qinghua, I have lost a lot of weight, insisting that I don't need to lose weight, I have lost a lot of weight.

Looking back at myself at that time, I always don't understand why I was so stupid in the first place, maybe this is youth.