Shen Ning didn't take a few steps before she saw Yu Xijuan carrying a bamboo basket from a distance, holding a man's arm, talking and laughing towards the village, looking like a woman immersed in family happiness.

Not only did Shen Ning see it, but the father and son in the car also saw it.

Qi Shanwen had mixed feelings in his heart at the moment, and he finally returned her to the sea of people.

He never had the courage to break off his torn marriage, let alone erase his betrayal, and the things that separated them could no longer make them reunite.

The past is always gone.

Qi Shanwen looked pained, and did not forget to look back at his son sitting in the back seat, and said softly: "Xiaoyao, your mother looks doing well, we should rest assured." ”

Qi Yao lowered his head, shrunk himself in the corner, and didn't say anything.

Hong Weidong was the first to spot the car parked at the entrance of the village.

Cars are very rare in this poor mountainous area, and the trucks that usually go in and out here are basically trucks, and then Yu Xijuan found Shen Ning standing in the distance, and was very surprised, "Xiao Ning......"

She rushed over and held Shen Ning's hand, "Why are you silent?" Let's go and sit down at my house. ”

Shen Ning saw Yu Xijuan's happy and beautiful appearance now, in fact, she should be happy for her, but thinking of Qi Yao's miserable appearance now, her heart felt sour.

She barely showed a smile and said to Yu Xijuan: "Sister Yu, Qi Yao knows about your remarriage, and this time he specially came to see you with his father." ”

Yu Xijuan's expression froze, her eyes unconsciously fell on the quiet car, she walked a few steps, and then switched to trotting, looking so anxious, and shouted from afar: "Yaozi, are you here?" Yaozi ......"

Qi Shanwen got out of the car and looked at her in pairs, a thousand words, all in the eyes of tears, and went with the wind.

At this moment, Qi Shanwen thought about a lot of "ifs" in his heart.

If he had stabilized in the city and could have come to the countryside to pick her up, would their family of three be a happy family?

If she brought her child to the city to find him, and he didn't marry Yuan Linna and have children, wouldn't everything be different?

If...... If he had been more decisive, braver, and had broken off with Yuan Linna, would it still be possible for him and her, and Qi Yao would not have broken his leg in pain?

Qi Shanwen's face was full of hesitation and pain, he owed this woman too much, and now that she can find a lifetime belonging, he should be happy for her, but the sense of loss and emptiness in his heart tortured him so much that he couldn't even say a word of blessing.

The two were relatively silent.

Qi Shanwen silently opened the door of the rear seat, Qi Yao sat inside, his facial features were hidden in the dark, Yu Xijuan hadn't seen her son for a long time, the moment she saw Qi Yao, tears fell down, "Yaozi ......"

Qi Yao turned his head to look at her, his lips were pale, and there was no joy or sorrow in his eyes.

Yu Xijuan didn't know Qi Yao's current situation, he was sitting in the back seat, his legs were hanging down, no different from a normal person, Yu Xijuan naturally couldn't see that he was not good at doing now, so he just stood outside the car and looked at him with tears.

For most of the past six months, she has been thinking about him day and night, afraid of her son's incomprehension and disappointed eyes.

Qi Shanwen said: "Xiao Yao is a little cold, so he won't come out to blow the wind, or you can sit in the car and talk to him." ”

When Yu Xijuan heard that her son had a cold, her face burned for a while, and she immediately sat in the car and talked to him, "Yaozi, are you not feeling well?" You go home with your mother, and your mother will boil you some ginger soup to drive away the cold. ”

"No need...... Qi Yao looked at Yu Xijuan, pulled his lips and said, "Is he good to you?" ”

Yu Xijuan nodded and said guiltily: "Yaozi, don't blame your mother, your grandfather was in a hurry at the time, and I ......"

"You don't have to explain, I know everything." Qi Yao lowered his black eyelashes, and his voice was hoarse, "I always knew that you wanted to live such a life, and it was I who dragged you down......"

"No, no, no......" Yu Xijuan hugged her son uncontrollably, "It's my mother who doesn't want to be a burden to you, you are working so hard outside for me, I don't know, but my mother doesn't want you to work so hard, it's better to marry yourself, and you will have less burden in the future, and live the life you want to live......"

"My life ......" Qi Yao had a wry smile on his face.

In the past, he put her happiness first and regarded it as his goal, but she still left him silently, and from then on, his life was only mutilated and unbearable.

He would rather destroy this kind of life than want it.

But...... But he promised Xiaoru that he couldn't hurt himself anymore, even if he was suffocating and struggling every day of his life, he had to try to live.

Yu Xijuan looked at Qi Yao with tears on her face, "Yaozi, don't be angry with your mother, okay, forgive your mother!" ”

She rested her head on her son's shoulder in pain.

Qi Yao's gaze fell on his unconscious stump leg, now he can't protect anyone, and even become a burden to others, he almost hurt Xiaoru, and he can't drag his mother anymore.

He said hoarsely: "I don't blame you, I just came to see how you are doing?" ”

"Okay, very good, your Uncle Hong is very good to me, you come home with me to stay for a few days, and my mother will make you something to eat." Yu Xijuan prayed.

"No need...... Qi Yao lightly refused: "I'm going to go abroad soon, so I won't go to your house in a hurry this time." ”

Yu Xijuan wiped the tears on her face, "When will you go abroad?" When will I be back? ”

"Not sure, it could be three or four years, or seven or eight years, or more......"

Yu Xijuan's face turned pale, and she said in disbelief: "Why did you go for so long?" "TXT Book House

Qi Yao's eyes were full of complexity, his bony hand touched his mother's face, wiping her tears, "I won't be here in the future, you have to take good care of yourself, don't be stupid and be bullied anymore and don't say anything......"

Yu Xijuan hugged her son tightly and cried, "Don't always remember me, your Uncle Hong is very good to me, no one will bully me, you have to take good care of yourself when you go abroad, don't always take care of your studies and forget to eat......"

"yes, got it." Qi Yao patted her on the back, "Mother, if you encounter difficulties in the future, contact my godmother and let her contact me, or you can also go to my father, don't always carry it yourself, you know?" ”

"Yes, yes." Yu Xijuan felt her son's strong concern, and her tears rose even more.

The son is still her good son, but now that they are going to be separated for so long, it seems that they will never see each other again in their lives, Yu Xijuan cried uncontrollably when she thought of this.

Hong Weidong chatted with Shen Ning outside for a while, and when he heard Yu Xijuan crying in the car, he couldn't help but worry: "Xiaojuan, Xiaoyao is here, it's a happy thing, why are you crying like this?" Hurry in, get out of the car, and go to our house for dinner! ”

Qi Shanwen looked at Hong Weidong, turned his face away and didn't speak.

Shen Ning said: "Brother Hong, we won't stay for dinner, let's come back when we have a chance in the future!" ”

Hong Weidong was puzzled, "It's not easy to come here, how can you say that you can just go?" ”

"Qi Yao's schedule is relatively rushed, and there are research projects waiting for him!" Shen Ning casually said nonsense, and Hong Weidong also took it seriously, because he didn't think that Shen Ning would lie in order not to eat a meal.

Hong Weidong only felt that Qi Yao, a child, was going to do big things, and the time must be very tight.

Yu Xijuan came out of the car crying, Hong Weidong hugged her, and looked at the young man inside a little crampedly, "Is it really so urgent?" I'm going to have a meal with your mother! ”

Qi Yao looked at him, and his hoarse voice was a little pretentious, "I don't know who you are, but since my mother chose you and you are willing to live with her, then you must be good to her!" ”

"Yes, yes, Yaozi, don't worry, your mother is a good woman, I won't let anyone bully her." Hong Weidong assured.

But what he came into contact with was still Qi Yao's eyes full of distrust, so he began to raise his palms and swear, "If I have any bad feelings about your mother, even if you come back and dismantle me, I promise that I will not complain at all." ”

"Okay." The boy nodded, and took his vow.

Yu Xijuan looked at Qi Yao with teary eyes, "Son, you must take good care of yourself when you go abroad, oh, you wait, my mother sewed cotton clothes, cotton pants and shoes for you, I'll go get ......"

Hong Weidong said: "I'll get it, you are here to talk to the child." ”

After that, Hong Weidong trotted home.

Shen Ning comforted the sad Yu Xijuan, "Sister Yu, don't be too sad, the child is older, he always has to fly to the outside world to see, you should be happy for him." ”

She never had the courage to tell this fragile woman about Qi Yao's injured leg, and Qi Shanwen didn't say much beside her.

It's bad enough, so why bother with one more person about it?

If Yu Xijuan knew about Qi Yao, I am afraid that she would not be able to live a good life now.

She is such a person who loves children, she must be worried every day, and her heart is uneasy.

Qi Shanwen really couldn't bear to let this poor woman lose her happy mood.

Yu Xijuan asked Qi Shanwen: "When Yaozi goes abroad, is he alone?" Do you have any classmates to accompany you? ”

She really didn't worry about her son living abroad alone.

Qi Shanwen said: "Yes, don't worry, and Luo Zheng has relatives abroad, so he can help take care of it." ”

Thinking that Luo Zheng and Shen Ning had a great third uncle Luo Yanding in country M, Yu Xijuan was indeed a lot relieved, she held Shen Ning's hand, and asked again and again: "Xiao Ning, I always trouble you, I am indeed very embarrassed, but Yaozi is abroad, I am really not at ease, you can ......"

"Sister Yu, I know, I don't need you to say it, I will also let the third uncle take care of him more, you just put your heart in your stomach!" Shen Ning comforted her.

Hong Weidong took the clothes and pants that Yu Xijuan made for Qi Yao on weekdays, and Yu Xijuan put the clothes and shoes into the car, "Yaozi, try it and see if it fits?" If it's not suitable, my mother will change it for you immediately. ”

Qi Yao took the clothes in his hand, "It's suitable, don't try it." ”

Yu Xijuan said: "You still have to try, your body is growing fast, and my mother can't figure out where you are now, you have to try to change." ”

Qi Shanwen and Shen Ning exchanged glances, and Qi Shanwen said: "It's almost time, we have to go first, otherwise we won't be able to catch the booked plane." ”

Yu Xijuan looked flustered, "Can't you let me talk to my son for a while?" ”

Shen Ning hugged Yu Xijuan and said, "I will often write to you in the future to tell you about Qi Yao's situation abroad, Sister Yu, you must be happy!" ”

It's not in vain that Qi Yao crippled his leg for you.

In the end, Qi Shanwen still drove away with Qi Yao and Shen Ning.

They came quietly, they went quietly, hurried and hurried, everything was like a dream for Yu Xijuan, she cried and fell into Hong Weidong's arms, "I always feel that Yaozi hates me." ”

Hong Weidong comforted: "How come? Don't think about it, I think that kid cares about you. ”

"No, he rarely gets sick, and even if he does, he won't say where he's been hiding all the time, but just now he has been sitting in the car and refusing to move, and he still can't accept that I hide it from him to get married......"

In the end, it was Mo Ruomu, Yu Xijuan felt that something was wrong from the beginning, but she didn't want to say it in the end.

Since then, their mother and son have really seen each other once.