Recently, there is no balance (the original meaning is balance, I have seen the first boys' version of "Creation 101" that Zhang Yixing is the representative of the national producer, and he often comments that the trainees do not do the dance moves to the most standard position, and the problem of not using the most correct degree of strength is called "no balance], after that, in my heart, balance is synonymous with not handling everything to the best state).

It's a bit like when I was in college and I didn't see my best friend before he graduated and left, and I felt cold and blamed myself. At that time, I had something very important, urgent, and I was very worried about.

Later, when I was nervously preparing for the exam, I didn't even raise my head to say hello to my big brother, whom I admired very much. I wasn't in the mood at the time.

My mind couldn't hold so much at once, and there was only one voice that was uneasy. For me, I can't take a break from it, and my emotional control is really bad at this point.

And then recently I was faced with the problem of not being able to sort out my work, and the end of the month is coming soon, which means that several things that need to be completed at the end of the month will follow one after another, and I am afraid that I will not be able to do it well. It's like I'm standing in a place where I can't see the road under my feet, I don't know where the abyss is, where the stream is, and if I am pushed by some force, I don't know where I'm going to go in the next second, and it's annoying.

"Your duty is to level the land

Not anxious times

You do the things of March and April

In August and September, there is an answer" - this sentence comes from the circle of friends of advertising people empty-handed. The empty hand teacher surnamed Yan, in a large advertising company to achieve the level of creative director, he is very generous, for a long time on his official account [empty hand] on his public account [empty hands] to share marketing, design, copywriting, planning and other types of direction of advertising people's suggestions, often very selfless to share their years of experience in the industry insights and experience, but also in his readership often publish the news of reading - I have a lot of WeChat reading book lists are recommended by him.

I was thinking, because for this kind of people who generously share their valuable experience in the industry for many years or have lived for many years, such as empty-handed, and Mr. Cai Lan who replies to netizens' life questions on Weibo, they are so good, so will I become the same person as them in the future?

Alas, I don't know, I'll talk about it then.

2020.5.14