Yan Huai was stunned: "Gratitude? ”

"Questions?"

“…… No problem. Yan Huaizhi carefully observed her expression, and it was only at this moment that he noticed that although Lou Wenzheng had a cold face and mocking skills throughout the whole process, he was not angry, he hesitated for a moment and said, "That, the soup has been stewed, I'll serve it to you...... Yes. ”

The last word "ah" had a little tentative meaning, and after asking, he waited for a few seconds, and saw that Lou Wenzheng did not refuse, so he turned around and left.

But after walking a few steps, he turned back and said, "Actually, I saved you that night." ”

Lou Wenzheng: "Oh? ”

"The bracelet is with me, and I saw it as soon as you spotted it, and then ...... In short, I saved you, and it has nothing to do with Ah Fu. ”

"Then why did Ah Fu say that he saved me?"

“…… I made him say that. ”

"Why do you admit it again, I thought that Dr. Yan planned to do good deeds all the time without leaving a name."

Yan Huaizhi: "......"

Yan Huaizhi sent the special guard away, and brought dinner up for Lou Wenzheng to eat.

Lou Wenzheng sat on the hospital bed to eat, and Yan Huaizhi squeezed orange juice for her on the side.

The juicer used by Yan Huaizhi is fully manual, first peel the orange peel, then tear off the meridians, and then put the oranges into the juicer to manually press out the juice, sieve twice with a strainer, and finally put a little melted sucrose, a cup of juice is squeezed.

Lou Wenzheng watched Yan Huaizhi's operation while eating, and when he put the juice in front of him, she asked, "Why don't you use a juicer?" ”

It takes half an hour to squeeze a glass of juice, and a busy person like Yan Huaizhi doesn't know where to get the time and patience.

"The juicer has broken the pulp, and the residue will not taste very good no matter how much it is filtered."

Lou Wenzheng remembered the meal he had eaten during this time, the green vegetables were the most tender part of the cabbage, the small spines of the freshwater fish were cleaned, and the oil in the soup was filtered.

There seems to be a kind of magic in this person, who can always find a balance that makes her comfortable in a chaotic life, and is so good to her that she unconsciously infiltrates every detail of her life like a moisturizer.

Yan Huaizhi was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and Lou Wenzheng suddenly asked: "We used to be very good?" ”

Yan Huaizhi paused, and after a long time, he said in a muffled voice: "Hmm." ”

"Then why didn't it go bad?"

Yan Huaizhi was silent for a long time and said, "It's not that you're bad, it's not that you've been bad in the past, it's that I'm not good." ”

Lou Wenzheng looked at her in confusion.

Yan Huaizhi sighed: "I was glad when I heard that you had amnesia, don't think about the best, those past ...... There is no value to remember. ”

Their past can be summed up by the word "tragic", he is afraid that if she remembers it, she will feel that men are nothing more than this, love is nothing more than this, and even life is nothing more than that.

What is not worthy is not the world, it is he Yan Huaizhi.

"Do you want to know what it's like to have amnesia?" Lou Wenzheng asked.

"Huh?"

"It seems like there's an empty piece in my heart." Lou Wenzheng said: "In the past, it was like being cut off out of thin air, everyone was telling me that the missing piece was a Pandora's box, and once it was opened, the consequences would be unimaginable, but I still wanted to find it, can you understand that kind of ...... Can't sleep at night, can't even find something happy to reminisce? ”

Yan Huaizhi: "......"

"Maybe I'm not happy now, and I want to find something happy from the past to reminisce, but I can't remember the past." Lou Wenzheng laughed at himself: "So even dreaming is bitter." ”

“……”

Yan Huaizhi packed up the dishes and chopsticks, and Lou Wenzheng sat on the bed and watched cartoons on his iPad.

This ipad was left to her by Ah Fu, and the little guy downloaded a bunch of popular sweet Korean dramas very intimately, but she flipped through it, and she was not interested, but watched the cartoons stored in the children's channel with relish.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, Lou Wenzheng subconsciously touched the pillow, but when she found out, she found that it was not her mobile phone ringing, she followed the sound and lifted the quilt and found that Yan Huaizhi's mobile phone fell here.

It was a call from Zhou Yi.

Lou Wenzheng slid down and answered: "Hey." ”

Doctor Zhou on the other side seemed to be stunned for a moment: "Doctor Yan...... Are you there? ”

"He's gone to wash the dishes, you can call back later."

"Oh...... Good. ”

Hung up the phone, Lou Wenzheng just wanted to put the phone back in place, and saw that Yan Huaizhi's lock screen wallpaper was a photo, the two boys in school uniforms on the photo were a little familiar, she got closer and looked carefully, the background of the photo should be in the classroom, the boy sitting on the desk was Yan Huaizhi in his youth, and the boy opposite him was obviously herself.

She remembered what Gu Changdong had said, hesitated for a few seconds, and decided to sneak a look at Yan Huaizhi's photo album, maybe she could find any clues.

Yan Huaizhi's mobile phone did not have a password, she successfully unlocked the lock screen and opened the album, but there were few photos in it, except for a few professional books that looked like they were temporarily taken for marking, the others were basically negligible.

Flipping through the photo album and finding nothing, Lou Wenzheng clicked on WeChat, Yan Huaizhi's WeChat avatar is two cartoon cats snuggling together, ", thousands of friends, this WeChat has obviously been used for a long time.

And Yan Huaizhi's WeChat, who has added friends with her, is not this one.

Oh, this man has two faces.

Lou Wenzheng sneered in her heart, picked up her mobile phone, and opened the WeChat account of Yan Huaizhi, but when she scanned the QR code, the other party's avatar jumped out directly, showing that she was already her friend.

Lou Wenzheng was stunned, when did he add it?

She opened the dialog box, the other party added her six years ago, every Spring Festival and Mid-Autumn Festival and other holidays and her birthday, "Yan" will always send her a blessing that looks like a casual copy of the group post, and she will politely reply with a thank you in the first two years, and she has not replied in the next few years.

Lou Wenzheng flipped through the dialog box in a daze, imagining how Yan Huaizhi carefully hid herself in her WeChat list, disguised as an ordinary friend who was not familiar with her, and observed her life day after day through this identity.

It's a pity that she almost never posts on Moments.

Lou Wenzheng held the mobile phone and glanced at the door of the ward, Yan Huaizhi hadn't come back yet, she quickly used his mobile phone to open the circle of friends, Yan Huaizhi did have a circle of friends, an average of one or two a month, but 90% of them were only visible to themselves, and because they were only visible to themselves, most of them only had one photo, without copywriting.

She, an outsider, couldn't understand it.

She flipped all the way down until she came to a dynamic from eight years ago, a photo of the two of them taking side by side in the backstage of the auditorium, both wearing performance costumes, the brightness and joy between the eyebrows of the seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy almost overflowed, and the copy was only four words.

- I miss you, I want to die.