Chapter 215: Resentment
There were only Xiao Ming and Song Dani lying on the bed in the house, Xiao Ming did not administer needles to Song Dani as he said with the manager, but slowly sat in front of the bed, she had already checked Song Dani's pulse last night, only to know that she had heart palpitations, thinking that she was anxious to run at night in order to avoid them last night, and caused heart rate disorders after running desperately, and later met a bad person, only to faint under nervousness.
It's no wonder that Steward Yu said that her body was not her, and let her follow.
In the early morning, Xiao Ming checked her pulse again, and the pulse was asymptomatic.
Apparently she didn't want to wake up.
She wanted to escape.
Fortunately, she was chased back by Jiang Xiangyuan last night, otherwise what would happen if a weak woman stayed outside alone?
looked at Song Dani, and only after a long time sighed and said, "I don't know why you don't want to wake up, I just hope you don't be as impulsive as yesterday, the outside world is not as beautiful as you think." ”
"Some people are born rich and rich, they can be clothed and fed from birth, slaves are in groups, food is open, clothes are stretched out, and they can get what they want without doing anything, but these people are only in the minority, and more people are born poor, and what they want and want to get, although they have to go through several times more than others, a hundred times the effort to get what they want."
Poverty and wealth, different starting points, different distances, people are equal, but unequal, there is no equality here, here people are like mustard, life is like animals.
"Everyone can like beautiful and beautiful things, but there is also a degree to this liking, and you can't hurt others because of your liking."
"He doesn't know you, is it worth it for you to feel so sorry for him?" Xiao Ming herself doesn't know what she's talking about, it's cruel, it's not her power, it's just reality.
Such a noble son, not a person like them can Xiao Xian think, the wealthy family pays attention to the birth of the disciples, the right wedding cigarettes, in the eyes of their wealthy sons, they are like lowly mud, Cinderella married into the wealthy family is just a fairy tale.
How could she not understand Song Dani's thoughts, the little girl walked out of the mountain village for the first time, as the saying goes, to see the world, to meet the noble son, at first sight, she was shocked, these days she was lost, her behavior was abnormal, in her eyes, the son became her world, her lingering thoughts.
Song Dani is like those little girls who have just started to fall in love in their previous life, stepping into the world of flowers for the first time, being blinded by the love outside, and doing some irrational behavior, thinking that she has given everything for love, but in the end she is full of injuries.
Song Dani kept her eyes closed and didn't fall asleep, she just didn't want to open them, she wanted to escape, last night, she saw the son she was thinking about again, he was still wearing that snow-white brocade robe, shining in the moonlight, dazzling so that she couldn't open her eyes, she couldn't help but follow his footsteps, she wanted to look at him again, even if it was a glance.
But she didn't see anyone, she followed him all the way, and when he was cured, he was surrounded by a crowd of people, and he walked into a large mansion, and the door was closed.
She stood outside, but he didn't even look at her, he didn't remember her at all.
She was the humble little girl in the ruined temple.
She stood there for a long time, weeping for a long time, and when she came back to her senses, she realized that she had no idea where she was.
She's lost.
She walked aimlessly for a long time, her heart and mind were full of the child's smile and back, when she saw Jiang Xiangyuan and Xiao Ming, she should have followed them back, but she hesitated, at that moment, she made a decision that she had never made in her life.
She wants to leave, she doesn't want the second uncle to marry her like this, she wants to find that son, even if it's a slave or a maid.
Oh, yes! As Xiao Ming said, some people are born rich and noble, just like the son of the old man Xiucai in the village, who was born with slaves and maids to wait, and what he did every day was to study, and she didn't dare to think about what kind of life that noble son had.
And she is cheap, the stepmother often beats and scolds her, scolds her for being a slut, every day the stepmother will support her to keep working, she can't stop for a moment, or then the mother will beat and scold her, and the father will too.
She has envied the young lady of the Xiucai family since she was a child, the young lady of the village, and the two cousins of the second uncle's family, they never seem to have to work, there are little girls waiting for them when they go out, and someone will do what they want to do, they wear beautiful clothes, wear exquisite jewelry, a pair of beautiful embroidered shoes will never be stained with dirty mud, and their little hands are white and tender like green onions.
A thousand delicate and expensive.
Song Sini opened her eyes, looked at Xiao Ming, looked at the person in front of her, and couldn't help but feel so jealous in her heart, why could she say such a thing, and retorted in a hoarse voice: "Why do you say that about me, why can't I like him." ”
She just likes him.
What's wrong with her liking him?
"Why can you eat enough, dress warmly, learn medical skills, and be admired, while I can only eat dregs and vegetables, be beaten by others, and have endless work every day and night, and I can't eat enough or wear warm clothes." In her eyes, Xiao Ming is a lady in fine clothes and food, and she knows medical skills, and she is respectful to her wherever she goes.
Although the second uncle took her out of the sea of suffering, what kind of family business will she have?
Steward Yu was disdainful of her, the eldest lady, but she was polite and good-looking to Xiao Ming, and she didn't dare to offend her in words, and the people in the entire dart line were polite and polite to Xiao Ming, and the two mothers-in-law served her to travel.
She was younger than her, but she was respected, and her father did not care about her mother and was despised, and her heart was unbalanced at this moment.
Why? She's going to say that about her.
She lives so humbly that she doesn't have the power to like a person?
Her pitiful self was exposed, she felt trampled, and she cried out completely and without an image.
Xiao Ming's heart was shocked, she didn't expect Song Dani to have such thoughts, she could feel their sadness and despair, but she couldn't persuade her to do anything, all this could only wait for her to think clearly.
She knew that she was ruthless and realistic, but this was reality, wasn't it, she wanted her to recognize her reality, and she shattered her dreams with her own hands.
But she didn't look down on her all the time.
After Song Dani cried for a while, Xiao Ming said: "Everyone has a life to live out by themselves, even if it is unfortunate, they should not complain and give up on themselves." “
Shouldn't we work harder to change our background and starting point than others? Even if you put in several times or even a hundred times more effort than others, you have to strive to change yourself, don't you?
What's the use of resenting God's origin here, envying and jealousy of other people's goodness.