As for the possibility of falling asleep there for a while, it must be because he hasn't slept well these days and is too tired.

After entering the room, he wanted to go straight to the familiar big bed.

But the ghost stumbled and pulled open the bedside table.

When he saw a brown diary inside, he hesitated for a moment, but quietly took it out.

I just wanted to get to know her, not to peek at her. '

After staring at it for ten minutes, Huo Sihan finally stretched out his guilty hand and opened the brown leather cover.

Lines of beautiful words come into view......

[June 6: I got married today, and I couldn't believe it when I looked at the red book in my hand.

It was quiet all around, I sat on the bed, nervous, but the thought of my mother in the hospital gave me courage again. 】

[June 13: The people of the Su family lied to me, they said it was just a normal marriage, but I vaguely felt that something was wrong. 】

[June 20: Mom is very angry today because she knows that I married into the Huo family just to let the Su family pay for her. 】

[June 26: On the twentieth day of arriving at Huo's house, he returned, but he was still very indifferent, and he didn't even say a word to me.

I finally confirmed my suspicion that this was a marriage that you didn't want.

But at this point, I can only move forward, and my mother is still in the hospital. 】

[July 3rd: I thought about it for a whole week, but I decided to try to salvage the marriage, even though it didn't start well. 】

[July 8th: I think I was naïve before. 】

[July 20th: Forget it, so be it, at least my mother can live, and living is the most important thing. 】

[August 10: Today, the second uncle called.

I finally realized how embarrassing my situation in the Huo family was.

I'm in a bad mood, maybe I should drink something sweet, so I won't feel so bitter. 】

[August 29: My uncle called today.

When my dad died in a car accident, I knew the world was dark.

Today I finally know how ruthless a human heart can be. 】

[October 1st: The streets are very lively, but I feel that they are far away from me, and sometimes, I really want to find a place where there is no one, to live alone, without having to face complicated human hearts. 】

[December 5th: It's my birthday, but I'm not happy at all, I can even say I'm in a terrible mood.

The world is so dirty, I sometimes think, I might as well leave, but I still have my mother. 】

……

Looking at those sentences with a faint sense of helplessness for life and disappointment with the world, Huo Sihan's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle.

It hurts.

It hurts like never before.

The image of her little person lying on a hospital bed with a pale face slipped through her mind.

Imagine that it is such a small person, but when everyone does not know, a person is lonely and strong in the face of all this injustice.

In the face of the indifference and ignorance he brought him, he was obviously very sad, but he still had to pretend to be strong and smile to greet people, and regret instantly submerged him like a rolling wave.

Although he didn't like her much before, he really didn't hate her.

He's just used to not getting too close to anyone, and he's just used to not giving anyone a chance to hurt him.

Unexpectedly, it was because of these instinctive evasions that it brought her great damage.

If...... If only he could have given her a little more care at that time, even if it was to say one more word......

Maybe, maybe she won't be so hard, won't be so sad.

However...... There are no ifs.

Gently covering the diary and putting it back in its place, Huo Sihan lay down on the European-style bed with his clothes closed.

Familiar flavors surrounded him again.

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