Chapter 527: I'm Not Happy
"What did you do wrong?" Du Rongzhi laughed angrily, "Until now, you don't know what you did wrong!" β
The smile on her face flickered, "You shouldn't have had undue thoughts about your second sister-in-law's own brother, you shouldn't live up to your father's mother's love for your daughter who married you low, and you shouldn't have chosen to have a private meeting with Shen Qinghan's nasty embryo under my nose today!" β
"You-"
Du Rongzhi didn't give her the slightest chance to speak, stared at her eyes and mocked, "You know that Shen Qinghan is in trouble because of that drama, and he is courting you at this time, but because of his bad reputation, it is impossible for any decent family to marry their daughter to him, so he hit you with the idea." But not only do you not know how far to avoid suspicion, tell him how far and how far to roll, and you don't know how to move forward alive or dead, aren't you stupid? β
"It's not what you say!" Song Lan was so angry that her face was flushed, and her red and swollen eyes almost erupted with fire, "Second cousin is not as unbearable as you say!" He's just, he's just called that trick to fool ......"
"Lied? What did you lie to him? Du Rongzhi raised her eyebrows and sneered, "Are you tricking him into abandoning his studies and spending a lot of money just to smile at Bo Hongyan?" Or did he deceive him into carrying his back to his home and secretly set up a private house outside to hide Jiao? Or did he lie to him that he was not married yet, so he almost made a eldest son laugh and be generous? The one who is really deceived is you! β
Song Lan looked at her blankly, and suddenly cried out with a "wow", "I didn't ...... I really like him...... I've loved him since I was a child...... Is there something wrong with my liking? β
She cried and tugged on Du Rongzhi's sleeve and asked her, "Why did my sister-in-law say these things...... What qualifications does the sister-in-law have to say these things...... You should know best...... Why can you stalk your big brother when you like him, but I can't even see my second cousin...... I just want to pursue my own happiness...... What's wrong with me......"
Facing Du Rongzhi's slightly stunned gaze, she cried breathlessly, "I, I heard what they said...... The eldest brother didn't like you originally, but he liked the cousin of the Fu family...... But you didn't give up...... I also tried my best to persuade my parents to agree to this family affair and become our sister-in-law......" A glimmer of hope flashed in her eyes, and she sneered, "Even if, even if the second cousin doesn't like me so much now, but in the future, he may like me in the future...... It's like a big brother to you...... Aren't you very happy now...... Why can't I ......" she pulled Du Rongzhi's sleeve and cried bitterly, "It's not fair! β
Du Rongzhi looked at her with a deep expression and cried for a long time before she whispered, "Song Lan, this is different. β
Song Lan raised her head and looked at her with teary eyes.
Du Rongzhi sighed softly.
She never thought that Song Lan would be so desperate and moth to a flame-fighting relationship that was not worth it...... The source turned out to be himself.
What about her previous life, in her previous life, she clearly saw what happened to her with her own eyes, and saw how the marriage that she had won by stalking fell apart little by little in reality, why was she still so obsessed......
But she didn't ask this question.
Because she knew that Song Lan couldn't give her an answer.
It's been a long time......
She stopped thinking about the things of her previous life for a long time, and she no longer thought about whether the beginning at that time was worth it, and if she chose again, would she continue to be the one who chased behind.
Xu is Song Lan's crying tonight is so annoying that she can't wait to end this conversation quickly, and maybe these words have been put in her heart for too long, so long that she has traveled through the past and present lives, and she needs to find someone to talk to...... Wenxin School
After being silent for a moment, Du Rongzhi slowly spoke, "Your eldest brother is different from Shen Qinghan, and you and I are also different. β
Song Lan looked at her blankly.
"You're right," she said calmly, "when I was as old as youβeven younger than youβI was madly obsessed with your big brother as you liked Shen Qinghan." β
"He has a good family background and good learning...... People are still so good-looking...... What girl wouldn't like such a man? β
"I did a lot of stupid things for him back then......" she said with a faint smile on her face, as if to say something ordinary, "the most notorious of them, or perhaps you have heard ofβI had a dispute with Fu at the flower party in the Jing'an Hou Mansion because of jealousy...... She stumbled and fell into the water, but was accidentally rescued by your big brother who happened to be passing by. β
"It's also because of this that I married him for a month, and Fu Shi followed him into the door."
Song Lan looked at her in a daze.
"Actually, for a long time, I wasn't happy."
She spoke calmly and in a low voice: Fu Shi provoked and framed her several times, Song Zixun intentionally or unintentionally tolerated and partial, her unwillingness and struggle, her contradictions and pain...... The days that seemed to be infinitely beautiful, but in fact they were tears and pretended to be happy, those days that were far away from her, but in fact they had never been forgotten......
Song Lan listened intently, and even forgot to cry for a while.
"You said I was very happy with your big brother...... This is also true and incorrect. The corners of Du Rongzhi's mouth pulled up a shallow smile, "It is true that we are doing well now." He respects and loves me, and I have made him my life's support...... But before that, how many hardships and dangers have we experienced, and how many times have we almost turned against each other, and husband and wife have become enemies...... How much do you know? β
Song Lan snorted her lips and didn't say a word after all.
Du Rongzhi didn't expect her to answer, and continued, "Rao is such a person as your eldest brother who values love and righteousness, and cleans himself, and there are also Fu and Ruan between us...... Even after a few years, if I still don't come out, there's no guarantee that he won't have another woman......"
She looked at Song Lan and changed her words, "As for what kind of person Shen Qinghan is, since you have liked him for so long, you must know better than me - I think he was so obsessed with Leng Rushuang at the beginning, and he was willing to buy a private house behind his parents' back for her...... But now that the East Window incident happened, what about it? β
Song Lan clenched the handkerchief in her hand with a pale face.
"That cold as frost is just a weak woman, but she has to bear all the anger of the world, not only lost the flesh and blood in her belly, but also was ruined and buried her life, and Shen Qinghan, as the initiator, did what did she do for the woman she loved?"
Song Lan opened her mouth, but she couldn't say a word as if someone was stuck in her throat.
"Nothing." Du Rongzhi coldly picked the corners of her lips, "Not only did he not blame himself at all, but he turned his head and showed favor to you, who is the daughter of the Guogong Mansion...... is such a man who can even give up his beloved women and children at any time, why do you think that you, who are not taken to heart by him, will have the same hardships as me? β