Today I tentatively made an H5,Originally, I took a fancy to the H5 idea of [100 things that people must do in their lives] that NetEase Dada did before, and then the super debater also imitated and did a [100 things that debaters must do], so I went to ask tentatively, and I added a super debater's operation brother, because I had to go to an online training for super debate before. As a result, I was very lucky, I had it in my WeChat address book, which was the person who did this H5, but unfortunately, the other party said that it was difficult to do, and then said a bunch of programming terms, so I began to weigh my time and energy, and made such an action of giving up.

And then there is a problem recently, that is, others are looking for me now, I don't follow everything or assist in docking, I directly push it to the corresponding person to solve, and directly say, this matter is not in my charge, you find this person. I'm actually not like I don't solve the problem and shirk responsibility, it's because I'm not responsible for this matter, and I don't know how to deal with it, I also need to contact the person in charge, ask for the answer from him or tell you to go to him, and the process of asking the answer from the relevant person in charge, I may have to run back and forth many times because I don't know the details of both sides, and now I'm not available, do you know?

Then I was also very targeted to ask for the information I wanted, and when I got the information, I wanted to hang up the phone when it was nothing else. I think I'm really bad like this, impersonal, cold and selfish - but I'm really busy right now, and I can't be patient with every question and still be able to say hello. Not to mention doing small details, figuring out people's psychology, trying to make others comfortable or something. I'm really out of time.

And then lately, for all the things I've been responsible for, I've had to make sure that there's no uncertainty about what I can do, it's not that I'm willing to work overtime, it's that if I don't keep an eye on the details of this matter and if something goes wrong, I'll blame myself for not doing my best. What I can handle well before the results happen, do it well.

There is an important but not urgent item, I have been in arrears for three months, and now I am anxious when I think that it has not yet been processed.

Today's Xiao Lai: I took my brother home on leave, and I was picking up his business, and I was going crazy, because I didn't understand anything, and I had to ask everything, and it was not good to ask my brother who went home on leave because of grief, and then asked everywhere. While asking, I was accused by a big brother who didn't understand, saying that I love my brother very much, but this is his job, and he has to be responsible for the holidays, saying that he is not sure and causes trouble, and finally the hole starts to be filled by him, and he is even more troublesome.

But I think he'd rather be in trouble than listen to work at this time. Later, I helped him carry the work for a period of time, and my own work has already made me very busy, many things, such as interviewing customers, taking over the project itself, I am also a beginner, and there are a lot of daily things, I am stupid.

Perhaps, I can call this problem encountered in the process of not knowing anything and asking everything, "experience 0 exclusive trouble".

2020.4.25