Chapter 224: Dazed
Wen Yiqian's face turned pale, and he stood stiffly in place for a long time.
He didn't know what he had to do, and he didn't know what he could do.
He is neither a time-traveler, nor an author, nor the Wen Yiqian in his memory.
He's just a character in the other side's pen, like an NPC in the game.
In the past, Wen Yiqian, it was precisely because of that memory and identity that he was able to stand on a higher angle and look down on everyone in this world.
This is also the source of his self-confidence.
But now, memories and identities no longer belong to him.
He also became the person he once looked down on.
When he wanted to come to the original owner to see him, he was as dismissive as he had been when he had looked at other people.
All the pride and self-confidence in Wen Yiqian's heart dissipated at this moment.
A normal human being will have all kinds of memories, maybe painful, maybe beautiful, maybe uncomfortable, maybe regretful......
But only when all kinds of memories containing ups and downs are condensed together can a complete person be formed.
And Wen Yiqian now, in addition to the memories of the original owner, there are only memories of the past month.
This month is equivalent to his entire life.
Short and dark.
The beauty that ordinary people can reach only exists in dreams for him.
He likes to listen to stories and tell stories the most.
Ironically, at the end of the day, he doesn't have a story of his own.
Wen Yiqian felt like an empty shell.
He didn't even know what kind of character he was.
If you say that his previous personality comes from the influence of that memory.
If he didn't have this memory, what kind of character would he be?
Just like a toddler in Handan, he has been imitating others to walk, and in the end, he has forgotten how he should walk.
"Your psychological defenses collapsed so quickly?" The original owner looked at Wen Yiqian with a smile.
He could clearly feel the confusion and helplessness of the other party at the moment.
"I don't know how to answer you." Wen Yiqian looked dazed, and subconsciously scratched his head, "Should I be arrogant or humble now?" ”
He had no idea what kind of character he was originally in.
He felt like his mind was empty, there was nothing.
"I know that if you take my memories out of your head, you'll feel so empty that you don't even know what kind of person you should be." The original owner seemed to be very willing to see the other party's appearance, and the smile on his face was even worse, "But it doesn't matter, now you need a new memory that belongs to you alone to fill your brain!" ”
There was a hint of excitement in his eyes, "Two months, no, maybe only one month, and you will become what I wrote."
That's who you really are, and that's the perfect you! ”
The current Wen Yiqian, after putting aside the memory of the original owner, all that remains in his mind is the plot of intrigue with various perverts in the past month.
All kinds of negative energy, all kinds of darkness, all kinds of perversions.
Just imagine, if a person only has such memories in his mind, even the most simple person will be affected, and become gradually distorted and perverted.
"What is the real me?" Wen Yiqian was still at a loss.
"If I hadn't crossed over, you'd have experienced my experiences for yourself." The original owner seemed to be in a good mood, and said unhurriedly, "In this way, you will become the real protagonist of the book." ”
He softened, "But now, I have gone through all this in your place.
That is, you are missing an experience that is big enough for you to transform into the real protagonist of the book. ”
"Although, these days, you're already showing signs of moving in that direction.
But this is too slow, and it will take a year and a half to develop normally, and I really don't have the patience to wait that long.
So I deliberately intervened several times, just to stimulate you and accelerate your transformation. ”
"What's the point of doing that?" Wen Yiqian looked puzzled.
"You in your perfect state are the protagonist that I have spent countless efforts to create, and you symbolize the ceiling of this world's intelligence." The original owner's face was full of anticipation and excitement, "Only by competing with you like this can I feel the joy of being alive!" ”
"What if I can't be what you imagined?" Wen Yiqian continued to ask.
"Impossible." The original owner's tone was very confident, "That's the character I set for you with my own hands, no matter what, you will eventually transform into that." ”
He said firmly, "Even if you don't need me to say it, you should know that even if you don't have my intervention, living in such a world, you will one day, you will still become the real you." ”
The dark side of Wen Yiqian's heart has erupted more than once.
In that state, he is basically very close to the real protagonist in the book.
It's just that because of the memory of the original owner, it interfered with his way of thinking, which caused him to delay his transformation.
It's like in a movie, the villain who should have been blackened suddenly saw the script and learned the plot behind.
He knew that he would be blackened, and when it was time to blacken, he would not be able to enter the play.
The original owner realized this, so he arranged all this, so that Wen Yiqian could recognize the reality.
He's going to make this guy realize that he's just a character in a book.
In this way, Wen Yiqian will no longer think from the author's point of view.
Switching from God's perspective to the first person, it is natural to be able to enter the play very easily.
What's really interesting is that if Wen Yiqian didn't have the memory of the original owner, even if he was in a state where he had no memory at all, he would probably have completed his transformation long ago.
The memory of the original owner from another world undoubtedly had an incomparably huge impact on him, and it can even be said that it directly changed his way of thinking and affected his three views.
It is indeed a bit ironic that he even makes him more like the author himself than the original owner.
"I don't know what the real me is." Wen Yiqian shook his head.
"It's okay, you'll find out soon." The original owner smiled, "Didn't I say that? You don't need to imitate anyone, you just need to follow your heart. ”
"My heart?" Wen Yiqian touched the position of his heart.
After a while, he smiled stupidly, "My heart tells me that it's good to live in this palace of thought."
Carefree, no danger, no worries.
So...... I'm not going to go out! ”
The smile on the original owner's face froze there, his face gradually sank, and he said with a gloomy expression: "Are you sure?"
"I'm pretty sure." Wen Yiqian nodded.
"If you don't go out...... the original owner's voice was so cold that it made people shiver all over, "I will kill everyone you know and care about with my own hands!" ”