Du Rongzhi fell asleep for two days in a row, and the fever finally subsided. It's just this disease, but it has returned all the good looks that were previously raised in Beizhuang, and added a new cough, so I have to raise it in bed every day. After recuperating for a few days, his body never improved, and even the godly ceremony on the eighth day of the lunar month had to be absent...... In this way, some bad words came out of each room.

Even Mrs. Song was worried, and when she talked to Song Zixun in private, she faintly revealed that Du Rongzhi's health was too poor to make the trip, so he only took Linxi Siyao and the two to take him to office. Although Song Zixun was perfunctory on his face, he was also anxious in his heart, but the imperial doctor had come to see her a few times, and Du Rongzhi was weak after giving birth, and now she could only be carefully raised with gentle medicine, but she couldn't say why she didn't heal for a long time.

Song Zixun's depression deepened in his heart, but every time he faced Du Rongzhi, he had to pretend to be casual, but he was more careful and considerate than before, and he didn't mention it.

…………………………

The midday sun shines in from outside, casting carved patterns on the ground.

Du Rongzhi was leaning on the bed and looking at the notebook in her hand, Qinghe came in with the medicine, "Young lady, it's time to take the medicine." ”

As soon as Du Rongzhi saw the highlights, she hummed lightly when she heard the words, but her eyes did not leave the book, and she only said casually, "Let's put it down first." ”

Qinghe pursed her lips and reminded in a loud voice, "Young lady, let's drink it while it's hot, otherwise the effect of the medicine will not be good if it is cold." ”

Du Rongzhi raised her head from the book, "I know, I'll drink it in a while." She paused, "You go and talk to the kitchen, I want to eat jade bean cake, and I will eat it when I wake up." ”

Qinghe hurriedly answered yes, but the person didn't move.

Du Rongzhi frowned and said unhappily, "Why don't you go soon?" ”

Qinghe had to put the medicine bowl on the table and instructed, "Then remember to drink it quickly...... The slave and maid retreated first. ”

Du Rongzhi nodded, "Go ahead." With that, his eyes fell back to the page.

Qinghe looked at her helplessly, and Fu Shen retreated.

Until the footsteps are getting farther and farther away......

Du Rongzhi closed the book and listened to it for a while, before she lifted the quilt and got out of bed with her shoes on.

She walked softly to the table.

The dark brown potion reflected her thin face...... Very haggard.

Du Rongzhi no longer hesitated, picked up the medicine bowl and quickly poured it into the Wan Nianqing placed next to the windowsill-

The curtain was suddenly lifted from the outside, and a cold air came in.

Du Rongzhi shivered unconsciously, but when she looked at those deep and cold eyes, she really felt the chill to her bones.

The potion has been poured into the pots...... Du Rongzhi silently put the bowl back on the table and did not speak.

The two were in such a stalemate, one staring at each other, almost hating to stare at two holes in each other's body, while the other lowered his eyes, completely like Deputy Ren Jun's disposal.

"Why?" I don't know how long it took, Song Zixun finally spoke.

The voice was hoarse and restrained, but she could clearly hear a trembling that she couldn't hide.

Du Rongzhi pursed her lower lip vigorously.

That's not what she meant to be......

Why couldn't he come in later, why couldn't he let her go sick like this, why...... And ask her why?!

"Because I regret it." She lowered her eyes and said in a dry voice, "You know, I'm used to enjoying it...... You can't live a hard life at all, you're still-"

"You're lying." Song Zixun grabbed her wrist.

Du Rongzhi wanted to break free, but it became more and more like being clamped by iron tongs.

"You can't endure hardship, huh?" He grabbed Du Rongzhi's jaw hard, forcing her to raise her face and meet his eyes, "Then who said they were willing to go to work with me?" Who is it that says you want to live a good life with me? Well, who is it! ”

He suddenly smiled, that smile was extremely cold, and it was also extremely sarcastic, "Du Rongzhi, you are lying!" You've been lying all the time! ”

"From beginning to end, you never, and never thought to forgive me, did you?!"

Du Rongzhi's eyes were sore. She tried to turn her face away - such a Song Zixun scared her...... But it made her even more sad. She didn't want to look at it again, and she couldn't bear to look at it again. But he refused to let her go, and the hand that pinched her chin used a lot of force, so that she had nowhere to escape.

Du Rongzhi held back her tears and simply gave up struggling.

"You asked me why I did this...... Now I have answered the truth, but you will not believe it. She took a deep breath and said in a calm tone as much as possible, "Song Zixun, what do you think of me?" ”

"How do I think of you?" He was furious, "I should ask you this-Du Rongzhi, what do you want?" ”

"Even if I was sorry for you and didn't protect our children, but in the past half a year, I have done my best to make up for my mistakes...... But what about you? What do you want? What more could you want! ”

He couldn't help but laugh, "No, it's not right...... You don't really want anything...... Even if I take a knife and gouge out my heart and hold it in front of you now, you won't bother to take a look...... As long as I live, I will be a sinner in your eyes, a sinner who will never deserve your forgiveness! His eyes were scarlet with a smile, his vision blurred, but his tone became more gentle than ever, and his rough palm touched her pale cheek, and slowly whispered in her ear, "I should have thought of it...... Your heart is like a stone that can't be warmed...... In order to achieve the goal, you can even use Guan'er, not to mention me, who hates me?! ”

Du Rongzhi gritted her teeth.

She doesn't care...... She didn't care what he thought!

He could have been impassioned and indignant here, but she couldn't help but think about her son—the unscrupulous plague that broke out in the south a few years later was a place that ravaged ten rooms and nine emptiness! Can she tell him?! Did she say he would believe it?!

He loves to think as much as he wants!

Anyway, since she decided to come back, they are destined to only be a community of interests, whether he is sad or not, not disappointed, not angry, she doesn't care at all!

Not at all!

Du Rongzhi thought about it in a daze, and in a trance, she only felt that her face was wet.

She raised her hand to touch it, only to realize that she had burst into tears at some point......

She wiped the tears from her face and took a deep breath, "I've explained it very clearly, and if you insist on misinterpreting what I mean, I have nothing to say." But this time—"

"You have to come with me this time." His voice was as cold as if it had been quenched in ice water, and he stared at her eyes and said word by word, "As long as you still have a breath, even if you lift it, I will also carry you to the boat!" ”

Du Rongzhi was shocked, and wanted to speak, but was suddenly blocked by him.

…………………………

Qinghe came back from the kitchen and was about to go to see if Du Rongzhi had taken medicine, but through the curtain she heard a strange sound coming from the inner room.

Qinghe's face burned, and he quickly retreated lightly.