Chapter 523: I'm Jealous of Your Past

Si Xueli was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Have you watched the live broadcast?" ”

She didn't seem to have told him about the event.

"Hmm." Johnson wrapped his arms around her, hunched over her shoulder, sniffing the fragrance that belonged to her.

The manor was quiet in the middle of the night, and SC Johnson loved the feeling that the whole world seemed to be the only two of them.

"How do you know?" Si Xueli held the water cup in both hands, lowered her head and drank the water seriously.

Occasionally, when I looked up, I could see her and Johnson snuggling up to the front window.

She will tell the two babies in advance what time it is and where they can be seen in any activity now, but she has never taken the initiative to tell Johnson.

Probably subconsciously felt that he was too powerful, so that her achievements compared to him were like petty fights, and they were not worth mentioning at all.

Johnson took the water cup in her hand and drank the rest of the water in it in one gulp: "The two children are watching the live broadcast opposite me, and I only know it when I hear the voice, why don't you tell me?" ”

"......" Si Xueli was helpless.

There are so many cups and so much water here, why do you have to drink what she has drunk?

Si Xueli turned around in the small area where he was imprisoned and looked up at him.

He had taken a shower, his body smelling of the men's shower gel she liked, and he was wearing a set of black pajamas with two unbuttoned buttons at the top, revealing a small piece of his strong chest.

Si Xueli looked away with just one look.

Ahem, what a man, just not tying two buttons makes people's hearts ape.

Si Xueli coughed lightly, and wanted to adjust her emotions and tell him what was in her heart, but when she looked at each other, she remembered that she had brushed shoulders with death again a few hours ago......

If it weren't for that man who stepped forward at a critical moment, she would really die under Si Chen's wheels!!

There had never been a moment when she felt so close to death as she had just been.

What had just happened had given her a sense of fear far greater than the fear of Oktoberfest.

Because the day of the Oktoberfest was so sudden, so suddenly that she didn't have time to think, and the person fell straight down with the stage.

But just now, she saw with her own eyes how Si Chen was desperately crazy and wanted to crush her under the wheels!!

Obviously, when this first happened, Si Xueli could still hold up her spirits and pretend to be nobody, and returned to the award ceremony to greet others, and even Phantom didn't see her abnormality.

Si Xueli once thought that she had experienced too many things and was numb, but why, when she returned to the extremely safe manor and saw the familiar man in front of her, she felt that her eyes were sour?

Not only that, but even the sense of fear and grievance also surged into my heart like a tide.

Is she too unresponsive?

Johnson saw that Sydney's eyes were red for no reason, and his whole body was shocked, as if the enemy was coming, nervousness and worry crept into his heart, put his hands on her shoulders, frowned and asked, "Why are you crying?" ”

Si Xueli closed her eyes and shook her head, wanting to lie and say that it was okay, but she was really scared, she almost couldn't see them!

It's really just a little bit worse!

The thought just came to mind, and in an instant, more tears welled up.

Johnson hurriedly wiped Sydney's tears with his sleeve, but found that her tears could not be stopped more and more, obviously only tears, but in his opinion, it was like a corrosive liquid, burning his heart to a thousand holes, so anxious that he was helpless.

"Let's go out, let's talk about it, okay?" After Johnson finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed the top of Sydney's hair, then turned around and tried to pull her to the living room, thinking that he would find out why she was crying when she had stabilized.

However, he turned around—

Johnson felt the girl tugging at his clothes, and he was about to turn to look at her, but the girl stepped forward and hugged him tightly from behind.

Johnson's gaze froze.

This......

This was the first time that Sydney took the initiative to get close to him after the affair between him and Si Chen broke out.

"Woo woo woo ......" Si Xueli buried her face deep in his back, hugging him and sobbing.

Since you can't bear it, you can't bear it at all.

When she just brushed shoulders with death, a lot of images floated in her head at that moment, and it turned out that people would look back on the first half of their lives when they were dying, which was true.

She regretted that she hadn't grown up with Xiaobao, that she hadn't waited to hear Dabao call her mother, and that she hadn't said that she would forgive Johnson......

regrets that for some irreparable things, he really pushed him away, wasting every minute of the world.

It turned out that in the face of life, Si Xueli found that the things she had always cared about before were unwarranted, and it was not easy to live, so she should grasp every moment and embrace each other warmly.

"I'm not disgusting you." Si Xueli said while crying.

Because Si Xueli's face was buried in Johnson's back, her voice sounded muffled and crying, like a small wooden stick, which confused the hearts of those who listened.

Johnson's hands hung at his sides into fists, and it took a lot of effort to resist the urge to hug her and kiss her.

She said she didn't disgust him.

She didn't disgust him!

Si Xueli continued: "I'm just jealous ......" no longer hides his heartfelt words, and is all frank: "I am jealous that you have a past......"

Oh, yes.

Past.

A past that a third party can't fit into.

Really jealous!

Every time Si Xueli said a word, Johnson's fists clenched a point, and when she said the word jealousy, the strength was so great that the green tendons on the back of her hands were even tighter!

SC Johnson knows that people are jealous only if they care.

Johnson always thought that Sydney couldn't get over the bottom of his heart if he didn't forgive him, and felt that he was disgusting, but it turned out that it wasn't, she just didn't forgive him because she cared too much, and she cared too much, which led to jealousy.

In other words, she is also jealous.

She's jealous!

With this thought, Johnson felt as if he had been opened to the second pulse of Ren Du, and a breath of turbid air finally dispersed from the bottom of his heart, and he suddenly felt extremely refreshed!

"And ......" Si Xueli's voice sounded again, her face was buried deeper, and the arms holding him tightened, as if she was embarrassed by the next words: "I'm jealous......"

The girl's voice was soft and thin, with a heartbreaking cry of grievance, and as soon as these three words came out, they could destroy a person's reason in an instant.

The light in Johnson's eyes sank, and a thick emotion fermented and flowed in it, as if a storm would stir up in a second, and no one standing in the center circle could escape.

Si Xueli didn't know at all, she only knew that she couldn't waste any more time misunderstanding and separation, she wanted to tell him all the true thoughts in her heart: "I am jealous that you have ......"

Si Xueli couldn't go on.