Xia Rui hugged the little prince and walked back with a lonely face.

This road, he has walked many times, is the road he is most familiar with, because, his harem, the person he has come to see the most, is Yun Xiao.

In his heart, there is only Yun Xiao, and for other concubines, sometimes he finds it interesting, but it is definitely not love.

At this moment, the joy brought to him by the birth of the child has been washed away by Yun Xiao's tears just now, and he has never felt that his heart has hurt like this.

In the past, he thought that people who were in the royal family could not control their feelings, and any love was a lie.

The mother concubine (Concubine Rou) loved her father so obsessively, and her father was also gentle to her mother, but in the end, the mother concubine was still in the power of this court.

However, before the mother died, she told him not to hate anyone, she said, everything is fate!

She said that the road is chosen by herself, who she loves or not, and who she chooses whether to pay for or not, so she is very calm.

She said that she has fought with the Queen Mother all her life, and there is no so-called worthiness or not, because love is never measured by whether it is worth it or not.

She also said, don't hate your father......

He had thought about the words full of meaning before the death of his mother countless times, and he had suspected that the death of his mother was related to the Empress Dowager Gao, but now, he had a new guess, that is...... Perhaps, the mother concubine is just trapped in her own feelings and knows things that she shouldn't know, so she will end up depressed.

It is more likely that the person who really ruined his mother and concubine was his father!

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After the day in a daze, Xia Rui sat on the dragon chair, numbly listened to the ministers' congratulations over and over again, and also cooperated with the reward of many things. Lingdu eBook

Until night falls again, the excitement dissipates, and loneliness and sadness occupy him again.

Xia Rui sat alone in the Chengguang Palace, his eyes were dilated, and he didn't say a word.

Liu An bowed and walked in lightly, frowning slightly, and persuaded with concern:

"Your Majesty, you haven't eaten all day, dinner is getting cold, you should use some, the dragon body is important......"

Xia Rui was still silent for a while.

Seeing this, Liu An was so anxious that he was about to cry, of course he knew the reason, so he blamed himself.

After standing quietly for a long time, he knelt down in front of Xia Rui and persuaded him:

"Your Majesty, this is ...... It's all the slave's fault, it's the slave who is quick to talk for a while, and he said the wrong thing, so that the queen mother grabbed the handle, it's the slave who caused a big disaster, you just beat the slave and get angry, don't hurt yourself like this, the slave begs you......"

After saying that, he sobbed uncontrollably.

Infinite sorrow spreads between the master and servant.

Xia Rui finally spoke: "Liu An......"

Liu An heard this call, hurriedly wiped his tears, and raised his head: "The slave is ......"

Xia Rui was still indifferently staring ahead, and his voice was as faint as a wisp of smoke:

"Liu An, you say, the queen...... Does the queen hate me very much now? She was sent to the mountain by her parents since she was a child, and she was raised by the national teacher, and the queen can be so virtuous and gentle, intelligent and decent, all of which are the credit of the national teacher's careful teaching, in the queen's heart, the weight of the national teacher may be heavier than that of General Yun and Mrs. Qingling, so ...... The queen must hate me to death and will never forgive me again, right? ”