Chapter 178: I Don't Be a Replacement
"A dog can't spit out ivory in his mouth," Qin Liang replied, the lunch box in his hand clicked.
Lu Shenghe watched her movements and said that he had a headache, "You don't plan to eat dinner?" โ
Qin Liang looked at the lunch box in his hand and was a little suspicious: "You would be so kind to bring me dinner?" โ
"Do you still doubt that I will poison you?" Lu Shenghe frowned.
Qin Liang snorted: "It's hard to say!" โ
"I've never done anything to single-celled organisms, you think too much," Lu Shenghe said leisurely.
Qin Liang was angry, it didn't matter if he was angry, he was so angry that he was hungry, he was very embarrassed, pinching the lunch box in his hand, and he was very entangled whether to eat or not.
"I didn't let you send it, give it back to you!" Qin Liang returned the lunch box to Lu Shenghe, she felt that dignity was more important.
Lu Shenghe asked in surprise, "You're not hungry?" โ
"No matter how hungry you are, don't eat the food you bring!" Qin Liang was very backbone.
Lu Shenghe hugged the deformed lunch box and laughed: "I think what you want to say is actually not to eat the food that comes to you, in fact, what you eat is not white food, after all, you are my employee, you are hungry, who will work for me?" โ
When Qin Liang heard this, he felt that it made sense, he didn't eat the free dinner for nothing, so he snatched the lunch box from Lu Shenghe's hand again, opened it in front of Lu Shenghe, and the fragrance wafted out, hooking out Qin Liang's gluttony.
"Winter melon pork ribs, sweet and sour fish!" Qin Liang looked at Lu Shenghe in surprise, "I love to eat, how do you know that I like to eat." โ
"Guess," Lu Shenghe opened his eyes and said nonsense, looking at her with a smile, his eyes were as gentle as water.
Qin Liang didn't doubt it, and said happily while eating: "I just didn't eat at night, and I starved to death." โ
"I know," Lu Shenghe said.
Qin Liang was stunned for a moment, "How do you know?" โ
"Someone told me," Lu Shenghe said with a smile.
"Who?" Qin Liang asked as he bit his chopsticks.
Lu Shenghe sold Guan Zi and pointed to his cheek.
Qin Liang asked suspiciously, "What do you mean?" โ
"Kiss me, I'll tell you." Lu Shenghe's smile deepened.
"Get out!"
Qin Liang resisted the urge to lift the lunch box, and felt more and more that he couldn't understand Lu Shenghe, did he have a fever, burned and confused, or did he take the wrong medicine?
She bit her chopsticks, her brow almost knotted.
"What do you think, sad face," Lu Shenghe stretched out his hand to smooth the unevenness between her eyebrows.
Qin Liang dodged directly, staring at Lu Shenghe vigilantly: "Why are you doing it?" โ
Lu Shenghe saw the vigilance in her eyes, smiled slightly bitterly, and said, "I just don't want to see you unhappy." โ
Qin Liang didn't accept his affection, she still frowned and said, "Lu Shenghe, don't be like this." โ
"How?"
After Qin Liang took a deep breath, "Don't be so nice to me, I'm uncomfortable." โ
Lu Shenghe lowered his eyes slightly, his long eyelashes cast a shadow in his pupils like feathers, and his voice was soft, like a small beast in a sauna, "Don't you like me?" โ
"I..." Qin Liang was speechless, glanced at Lu Shenghe, gritted his teeth and said, "I like you, but you can't trample on my mind." โ
Lu Shenghe raised his eyes and said in surprise: "When did I trample on your mind?" โ
"Now!" Qin Liang stood up, his eyes full of anger: "You are trampling on my mind now!" Even if I like you, maybe I have similarities with Mrs. Lu, but she is her, I am me, you shouldn't use me as her stand-in, you love her, it's your business, I don't want to be anyone's stand-in! โ
Lu Shenghe's brows furrowed, "Who said you were her stand-in?" โ
"I'm not really stupid, I can feel it, you sometimes look at me, it's like looking at another person through me, and Mr. Lu, he told me a lot of things about Mrs. Lu, I finally understand, why did you help me for no reason, and take me in, in your eyes, I am a substitute for Mrs. Lu, or a substitute for defects," Qin Liang was like a balloon that had been punctured, so powerless.
"I can't control liking you, I've tried very hard to make myself forget about you, if I know that you love Mrs. Lu so much, I won't like you even if I dig out my brain, I also have self-esteem, I don't want to be a substitute for others, I came out of the hospital yesterday, I have already decided to let you go, I envy Mrs. Lu for making you love her so much, so I don't want to replace her by your side, which will make me feel that I have blasphemed this feeling."
"Don't bother me again!"
After Qin Liang finished saying the last sentence, without waiting for Lu Shenghe to answer, he dropped his chopsticks and ran away.
Lu Shenghe didn't stop her, just looked at her back and sighed lowly.
"How can you be a substitute, you are her, fool."
Lu Qingming came home from the outside, and as soon as he entered the door, he felt that the atmosphere was wrong, Lu Shenghe sat on the sofa, and Ma Yang stood far away, glaring at himself.
"What's wrong?" Lu Qingming asked Ma Yang.
Ma Yang whispered a few words to Lu Qingming, and Lu Qingming suddenly burst out in surprise: "Sheng He personally cooks dinner for her?" โ
Seeing Ma Yang nodded, Lu Qingming's face was incredible, he sent Ma Yang to leave first, and he was not afraid of death in front of Lu Shenghe, and said deliciously: "You have to explain to me, I haven't tasted your cooking skills, why does Qin Liang's latecomer prevail?" โ
Lu Shenghe glanced at him, and expressed his bad mood with his eyes, you get away!
Lu Qingming never took his threat seriously, he stared at Lu Shenghe, as if he could see a little flower on Lu Shenghe's face, "Why are you suddenly so good to her??" โ
"Who am I good for, and I need your consent?" Lu Shenghe was finally willing to speak.
Lu Qingming smelled a little gossip: "Something is wrong, since that girl died, you haven't cooked again, are you interested in Qin Liang?" โ
Lu Shenghe did not deny it.
"Just because she sent you a coffin?" Lu Qingming screamed, "A coffin can capture your heart?" Can you be a little promising, you said it earlier, I knew you were so easy to fool, can I have someone send you a wreath? โ
Lu Shenghe glanced at him, "I just like this kind of cards that don't follow common sense, can't you?" โ
Lu Qingming snorted: "You really like her?" โ
Lu Shenghe nodded.
"You're a liar!" Lu Qingming glared at him, empathy and don't fall in love so quickly, others may still be possible, Lu Shenghe will definitely not, he is about to go crazy with Qin Manman, how can he say that he will change?
Unless Lu Shenghe is replaced, but at present, it seems that the core is still there, it can't be Qin Liang who has been replaced, right?
Wait, Qin Liang? Qin Manman?
The same babbling character, the same natural weirdness.
Could it be...
"She won't be..." Lu Qingming didn't finish speaking, but stared at Lu Shenghe, Lu Shenghe's expression had already told him the answer, and Lu Qingming immediately shook his head: "How is it possible!" Didn't you say she'll never come back?! โ
Lu Shenghe shook his head lightly: "I don't know, anyway, she's back." โ
Lu Qingming sat up dejectedly and stammered, "She's back, so she's ยทยทยทยทยท What are you going to do? โ
"Looks like her memory doesn't exist anymore, she doesn't remember," he frowned, looking annoyed.
Lu Shenghe said with relief: "It's okay if she doesn't remember me, but she still remembers that she loves me, and I'm satisfied." โ
"Do you still want to be with her again?" Lu Qingming asked.
"Can't you?" Lu Shenghe asked rhetorically.
Lu Qingming said categorically: "Of course not! Have you forgotten what the monk said, you and her are destined not to be together, do you still want to experience the pain of loss again? If she is still sent back to the original world, do you still have to use your life to exchange her safety, Lu Shenghe, do you think that you are the eighth turtle king, how much life do you have, and if you change it again, you will die! โ
"That's also what I'm willing," Lu Shenghe looked at him, the smile on the corner of his mouth didn't change, "Qin Liang is right, why give up the happiness when we are together for the sake of future pain, even if I am about to die, I can still be with her for a minute and look at her again." โ
"You!" Lu Qing was speechless, stood up angrily, pointed at Lu Shenghe with his finger, and pointed at himself again, unable to say a word for a long time, and finally turned around directly, walked to the window, opened the window and gasped for breath.
"You know what I just want, instead of making me suffer for a long time, let me have a short period of happiness," Lu Shenghe said behind him.
Lu Qingming didn't pay attention to him, he just went to get a cigarette and lit it, he rarely smoked, but now he can't do it if he doesn't smoke, he is afraid that he will lose control of his anger and directly kill this useless younger brother.
After taking a few puffs of cigarette, Lu Qingming barely calmed down, he pinched his waist with his hand, and the cigarette in his hand lit the windowsill, "If it weren't for the second uncle and sister, I wouldn't bother to care about you!" โ
"I know," Lu Shenghe's voice smiled, "Over the past year, I have been grateful to you, and when I die, I will write your name on the will." โ
"Lao Tzu is rare?" Lu Qingming took another puff of cigarette, frowned, and still didn't give up convincing Lu Shenghe, "She doesn't remember you anymore, why should you?" โ
"It's better if you don't remember," Lu Shenghe said with a smile, "I don't plan to tell her about the past." โ
"Why?" Lu Qingming was even more puzzled.
Lu Shenghe said: "Those memories are too painful, it's better for her to forget, I just want her to be happy, as long as she is happy, I am satisfied." โ
"You! Forget it, I know what I'm talking about, and you won't listen! Lu Qingming frowned, took another deep puff of cigarette, and said: "Do what you want, Lao Tzu can't stop you, in the future, when you go underground, I will apologize to my second uncle and sister, it's me who is incompetent and can't control you little bastard!" โ
He scolded fiercely, but the cigarette butt was still facing the window, and he was still worried that Lu Shenghe's illness was not yet cured and he couldn't smell the smoke.
Lu Shenghe silently looked at his movements, stood up, and said with a smile: "I have wronged you, brother, thank you." โ
Hearing this, Lu Qingming's back was stiff, and he didn't come back to his senses until Lu Shenghe had been away for a long time and the cigarette butt in his hand had burned to the end.