Kang Ruicheng held Xu Youning's wrist: "A-Ning, don't you believe me?" ”

"Convinced?" Xu Youning seemed to think these two words were funny, put down his hand, and looked at Kang Ruicheng with teary eyes, "Have you ever experienced real despair?" ”

Kang Ruicheng moved his lips, and before he could speak, Xu Youning preemptively said, "I'll tell you-

"The real despair is that you sit there, cold, the whole person has fallen into the ice cellar, and your hands and feet can't stop shaking, but you can't do anything, you have no hope, you can only watch the tragedy happen."

When he saw his grandmother's body, Xu Youning felt this way. At the time, death was the only way she could be freed.

But she couldn't die yet.

No matter how desperate she is, she has to live in despair, because she still has to return to Kangrui City.

But she worked hard to escape back, not to come back to believe in Kangrui City.

Kang Ruicheng felt that Xu Youning's hands were getting colder and colder, and held them gently, trying to give her a little warmth: "A-Ning, I hope you believe me." ”

Xu Youning shook his head, and his eyes looked at Kang Ruicheng for a moment: "This is my personal grudge with Mu Sijue, I have my own plan of action, and I believe in myself more." ”

She has always been like this, always only believe in herself, one more person is not more strength for her, but one more possibility of accidents.

Kang Ruicheng knew Xu Youning's character, so he knew that Xu Youning didn't believe what he meant, she had already made a plan before she came back.

Kang Ruicheng didn't ask carefully, and gently wrapped Xu Youning's hands: "Remember, you will always have me." No matter what help you need whenever you need it, I will always support you unconditionally. ”

"Thank you." Xu Youning wiped his tears and said, "I want to solve Mu Sijue with my own hands and avenge my grandmother!" ”

When the word "revenge" was spoken, Xu Youning's eyes swelled with a fiery hatred.

Kang Ruicheng was too familiar with her gaze.

A few years ago, Xu Youning told him that her parents had been in an elaborate car accident, and the firmness and hatred in her eyes at that time were the same as now, and she also stubbornly vowed to avenge her parents by herself.

Later, Xu Youning did, she passed all the brutal training programs, became the best female trainee among the same trainees, and later, she sent her parents' killers to prison.

At that time, Kang Ruicheng knew that for the sake of his loved ones, Xu Youning could do whatever it takes.

Therefore, when he noticed that Xu Youning liked Mu Sijue, he suspected that Xu Youning would betray, but Xu Youning was a weapon he had trained with his own hands, and he was unwilling.

So, he made some moves to let Xu Youning return to him.

Of course, it is also possible that his plan did not succeed, and Xu Youning discovered the truth and regarded him as an enemy from then on.

Therefore, when he received the news of Xu Youning's escape yesterday, he imagined two possibilities.

First, Xu Youning has lost his way and returned.

Second, Xu Youning was sent back by Mu Sijue to go undercover.

If it was the second possibility, he didn't plan to let Xu Youning go back to Mu Sijue alive, so he asked Xu Youning's nemesis, Xue Zhaoqing, to pick up Xu Youning in City C.

If Xu Youning hadn't betrayed, Xue Zhaoqing's abilities would have been enough to ensure her safety. If Xu Youning had already betrayed, she would not be able to escape Xue Zhaoqing's gaze.

Before the plane took off, Kang Ruicheng received a report from Xue Zhaoqing, saying that Xu Youning had not found any signs of abnormality for the time being, but he was not 100% sure that she had not defected.

Now, with the surging hatred in Xu Youning's eyes, Kang Ruicheng can be sure that Xu Youning believes the appearance found by the police, thinking that Mu Sijue is the murderer of her grandmother.

Because if she didn't really hate Mu Sijue, the hatred that appeared in Xu Youning's eyes would not be the same as when she swore to avenge her parents.

This one, Kang Ruicheng bet right, the weapon he built with his own hands, Xu Youning, who belonged to him, is back.

Kang Ruicheng raised the corners of his lips slightly: "Fool, thank you for what you say." You just have to follow your plan, and if you need help, feel free to tell me and I'll always have your back. ”

Xu Youning let out an "um", looked at Kang Ruicheng, her eyes gradually lit up, and the vitality and charm of the past also returned to her eyes.

She said: "We have the same goal, we both want Mu Sijue's life, but the relationship between Mu Sijue and Lu Boyan is very delicate, and I only have one request - not to hurt Jian An and the child in her belly." ”

"...... you?" Kang Ruicheng dragged out the long tail note, as if he had doubts.

Xu Youning explained: "The person who killed my grandmother was not Jian An, although she was Lu Boyan's wife, she had nothing to do with this matter. What's more, my grandmother loved Jian An and Brother Yicheng very much before her death, and if she knew that I hurt Jian An in order to avenge her, my grandmother would not be happy. ”

"I can promise you." After a pause, Kang Ruicheng said again, "Actually, if it wasn't for the last resort, I also didn't want to hurt Su Jian'an." His half-second pause seemed to have a deep meaning.

Xu Youning stared at Kang Ruicheng: "What do you mean?" ”

"Nothing." Kang Ruicheng whitewashed everything with a smile, and naturally changed the topic, "When Mu Sijue locked you up, did he do anything to you?" ”

Xu Youning shook his head, and there were not too many emotional ups and downs in his tone: "No, he just asked people to deal with me cleanly." ”

With Kang Ruicheng's understanding of Xu Youning, she can mention the things that once made her sad so lightly, mostly because she has recognized the reality that she and Mu Sijue are impossible.

Thinking of this, Kang Ruicheng's slightly frowning brows flattened without a trace, and he slowly let go of Xu Youning's hand: "You have come back, let's not talk about things that have passed." You have a good rest these days, and you will talk about other things in a few days. ”

"One day is enough." Xu Youning said coldly, "Letting Mu Sijue live one more day in this world is a kind of torture for me. ”

"Okay, you have a good rest today." Kang Ruicheng's hand lightly pressed on Xu Youning's shoulder, "I'll arrange the next things and discuss it carefully with you tomorrow." ”

As soon as Kang Ruicheng's words fell, a young girl came over and made a "please" gesture to Xu Youning: "Miss Xu, come with me, the room has been prepared for you upstairs." ”

Xu Youning was stunned, and looked at Kang Ruicheng in surprise: "You let me live in your old house?" ”

"After you escaped, Mu Sijue sent someone to track you down as soon as possible, and he will find out that you are in City A sooner or later. Except for the Mu family's old mansion, it is not safe for you to live anywhere else, and I am not at ease. Kang Ruicheng said noncommittally, "You can stay here so that I can take care of you." ”

Xu Youning pursed his lips: "Okay, I'll listen to you." ”

Kang Ruicheng showed a satisfied smile: "Let's go up with Ah Hong." ”

Xu Youning followed the servant to the room on the second floor, and as soon as he entered the door, he said, "I want to rest, you go down." ”

Ah Hong is also an informed girl, and nodded: "Miss Xu, if you need anything, you can call me at any time." ”

Xu Youning said "um", and after sending Ah Hong away, he leaned against the door of the room and sat on the ground weakly.

In the scene she played in front of Kang Ruicheng just now, she not only had to show her deep hatred for Mu Sijue, but also showed that her "thief's heart is not dead" for Kang Ruicheng, and her energy was almost exhausted.

Sleep well, the next thing she has to face requires not only acting skills, but also strength.

Thinking about it, Xu Youning threw himself on the bed and closed his eyes.

Later, she didn't know whether she was asleep or awake, and the faces of Mu Sijue and her grandmother suddenly flashed in front of her eyes in turn.

She looked at their familiar faces, and her heart suddenly became uncomfortably empty, but her fists clenched tighter and tighter......

In the afternoon, Xu Youning woke up and subconsciously looked at his hand, his fist had been released, but there were several shallow blood marks on his palm, each of which was not far away.

She clenched her hands into fists, each fingernail matching a bloody streak.

It turned out to be true, she dreamed of her grandmother and Mu Sijue.

Clenched his fists because of his determination to avenge his grandmother.

The heart that became empty...... Is it because of Mu Sijue?

Xu Youning looked at the drowsy sky outside the window, and pressed his hand on his heart, but he couldn't fill the hole in his heart.

Mu Sijue is her only attachment in this world.

However, they are not destined to fall in love.

Thinking about it, Xu Youning curled up in a ball in the darkness of dusk, motionless.

At about nine o'clock in the evening, there was a knock on the door, and Xu Youning listened to it twice before saying, "Come in." ”

The person who came in was Kang Ruicheng, Xu Youning sat up from the bed, turned on the light in the room, and the warm light instantly filled every corner of the room.

Kang Ruicheng walked straight to the bed with this warm light, and asked with concern: "How did you sleep until this time?" Hungry or not? ”

Xu Youning shook his head: "I don't want to eat." ”

Kang Ruicheng frowned dissatisfiedly: "How can you not eat?" For you, your body is as important as your ability, come down with me and get something to eat. After speaking, he stretched out his hand to Xu Youning, strong but with a little doting.

Xu Youning pursed his lips and got out of bed: "Okay." ”

Kang Ruicheng touched Xu Youning's head with satisfaction: "This is good, go down." ”

Xu Youning's scalp stiffened, and then a coolness spread down his head.

For Xu Youning, the hand above her head was like a sticky tentacle clinging to her hair, and the deepest part of her mind erupted with the loudest rejection.

However, she had to pretend to be well-behaved and obedient on her face, raised her head, and her eyes lit up again as they had just now, like a star suddenly falling into her eyes.

She smiled at Kang Ruicheng and turned to go downstairs.

Kang Ruicheng looked at Xu Youning's brisk steps and thought thoughtfully.

He was familiar not only with Xu Youning's eyes full of hatred, but also with the look of love in her eyes.

He still remembers that it was when Xu Youning first received training, and he did pay more attention to her, and would ask the instructor about her situation from time to time.

After a week of training, the instructor suddenly told him that Xu Youning was always looking for opportunities to inquire about him, and all he asked about whether he had a girlfriend or not.

When they met again, he found that Xu Youning's gaze was abnormal when he looked at him.

No matter how tired he is from training, as long as he sees him, Xu Youning will regain his full vitality, his deer-like eyes are shining, and he seems to be able to shine when he looks at him.

At that time, he was no longer a young man in his early twenties, so he naturally knew the meaning of Xu Youning's eyes, and he didn't say anything, just encouraged her to train hard.

I don't know what kind of psychology it is, he began to care more about Xu Youning, and occasionally when he was alone, he even had some ambiguous actions towards Xu Youning.

Every now and then, Xu Youning's reaction is the same as just now - pursed his lips and smiled slightly, his eyes lit up as if there were two stars living there.

If eyes can speak, then the line of Xu Youning's eyes must be: I like you.

He was right, Xu Youning, who liked him, came back, and the three words "Mu Sijue" have become synonymous with "enemy" in her heart.

Thinking of this, the corners of Kang Ruicheng's lips hooked up a satisfied smile, and he followed Xu Youning's footsteps downstairs.