One thousand two seventy-four childhood sweethearts and heavenly descendants, the battle of id, ego and superego

"I knew there would be this level, the Dawning Star is not the end, and the will of the Dawning Goddess is not there. ”

"She's definitely still there, I can feel it, but I don't know what she was like at the time. ”

"It's not that I don't resist, do you know Diexi? When she said 300NB data, I completely understood, I'm Diexi!"

"It's not me who lives in the earth world, and it's not me who wants to make a revolution in the world of Fein!"

"I'm just a medium, an artificial intelligence!"

"Not only do I have no real body, I don't have a real soul, and I don't have my true self!"

"I've thought about this for a long time, I don't dare to tell you......"

In the soul link, Xiaohong poured out bitterly: "I am a false existence, do you really want me?"

Outside the link, Xiaohong hung on Li Qi's arm like mud, and said sadly: "I know, you didn't throw me away right away just because you were reserved and felt that it hurt your self-esteem." ”

"It's okay, when I return to my body, it's still me. ”

"There's always a time when she's teasing, and that's actually me. ”

"For the sake of the revolutionary cause, for the sake of the overall situation, let me go. ”

To put it righteously, why did my nails get into my flesh!

Li Qi sighed secretly, it seems that your intelligence is directly proportional to your desire to survive.

He responded angrily: "Even if you are Diexi, I am not that stupid Sakura Manji." What's more, Butterfly Analysis is a humanoid self-propelled welfare machine, can you compare with others?"

The soul link roared and shook the sky: "Haven't I given enough?

"As for everyone, when I was used as a display for all the members of the Central Committee to admire, I was just embarrassed to say don't think I don't know!"

Glasses Xiaohong interrupted the "lingering" between the two, and she still only spoke to Li Qi: "I know what worries you still have, and what is your soul still bound by." ”

"You're worried that I still see you as a doppelganger of Richie, and will eventually let Esmodeich absorb you just as I absorbed this doppelganger. ”

"You have been worried, Esmodeich is already with the Abyss, and is still immersed in the eternal war. For him, the safety of the laboratory of the world of Fein is no longer the supreme pursuit, fighting free phlogiston and ash dust in various worlds in different dimensions is his career, and he no longer bothers to be Li Qi. ”

"And your relationship with him is only the difference in energy levels of different dimensions, not the essential subordination of the soul. Otherwise, as long as he has soul contact with you, he can ...... you Recycling, just like I am with this doppelganger now. ”

"You're right, I didn't reclaim her directly because she was connected to your soul. ”

"But you're also wrong, this association doesn't stop me, I just don't want your soul to be hurt. ”

"You are the only projection of Xiaobai's will at the zero point of the ashes, and the last Richie, I can't lose you again. ”

Glasses Xiaohong was not annoyed at all by what Li Qi said just now, and her tone was still calm: "You and my doppelganger soul coexist, and you have struggled so far, you should have overcome a lot of difficulties and obstacles, which makes you rely on each other, and this soul connection has added to it...... Love is something like that, which makes it difficult for you to part with her. ”

Li Qi coughed: "I can admit that I talk about desire or something, but there is really no love or anything." ”

Tease Xiaohong also shouted: "I am not full of intelligence, not that my intelligence is zero! Just a doppelganger does not mean that I have no self! Rubbing the spark of love with this kind of guy with three wives and four concubines? Ridiculous!"

The glasses Xiaohong smiled, as if she had seen through the cecum of the two at the same time, and continued unmoved: "But Li Qi, do you regard the experience of the earth world as a dream, and the world of Finn is the real life here?"

"If you want to talk about love, talk about the interdependence of hearts, the memories we once had between us, are they illusory, and they can't compare to the experience of being with her?"

Speaking of the back, the small space oscillated slightly, as if something had been washed away, making Li Qi's spirit body more refreshed.

The realism that transcended time and space shocked Richie, and he was surprised to find that the glasses Xiaohong sitting in the chair had changed.

It is no longer as perfect as a goddess, but it is still full of youthful and bright atmosphere. No longer so lofty and inviolable, but affectionate and even ...... Sweet.

Then the other party took off his glasses, brushed his hair naturally, and pressed it into the depths of Li Qi's heart, and the memories that had been solidified like masonry turned into torrents and surged.

"Xiao ...... Xiao Hong......"

Richie muttered the name, the name of the girl who once thought he could grow old with him, but which became the most painful wound that made him close his heart and be proud of being a magician.

It seemed too long ago, and when he crossed the river of life and death and came to the world of Finn, he had forgotten it completely, or rather, he fled far away and did not want to touch it again.

From a college sister to a friend who joined hands in the society to help each other, he spent four years of happiness with that girl. When he has the income to rent a house and is ready to change this relationship from idealism to materialism, the girl dies suddenly because of overtime.

By the way, the girl is a code farmer, a front-end code farmer who became a monk halfway.

Her name is Xiao Hong......

Shocked by the old memories, every detail is tumbling, making Li Qi unable to extricate himself, and suddenly feels that all these years in Finn's world are a dream.

"Xiao Hong" Ying Ying smiled: "The matter between us is not a deception, you should understand that even me, after falling into the earth world, not only the original strength, but even the memory was frozen." ”

"It wasn't until my fierce struggle with Hei grew to the point where I couldn't coexist that it ignited my soul and awakened some memories. ”

"That's right, Xiao Hong at that time, not only me was in the body, but also Xiao Hei, who looked like a split personality. ”

Li Qi suddenly realized that the girl was indeed a contradictory existence, sometimes cheerful, enthusiastic, positive and optimistic, sometimes gloomy, closed and cynical. The attitude towards himself is also very strange, just because he is weird and awkward, and his feelings are clearly in place, but he has not been on the base for a long time.

The image of "Xiao Hong" gradually dissipated and turned back into glasses Xiaohong, but in Li Qi's induction, the two became one and there was no difference.

"Has there been a change in mood?"

"Xiao Hong"'s gaze has also changed, making Li Qi subconsciously want to get rid of Tease Xiaohong, and at the same time confess his absurd behavior in the world of Fein over the years.

It's not the effect of some magic spell, or the distortion of the power of Purgatory, it's the root of the soul.

The woman in front of her is the lover who once swore an alliance with herself, and she will continue to be together even if life and death are separated.

Xiao Hong sighed: "This is the kind of you who has the kindness from Xiaobai's will, so that I can find you even if I fall into the earth world." ”

"When I talked about the soul scale just now, how could I not know what you were thinking?"

"You think I'm like a standard villain, despised the weak as the strong. ”

"I am not despised, but faithful to the truth. There is a higher measure of soul than strength, and that is truth. ”

"Your soul comes from the Earth world of Ash Zero, and that is your true beginning. ”

"I've been honed there, too, and I'm there to connect with your soul. ”

"We are all real, and in comparison, the world of Finn is not real enough and is naturally inferior to us in scale. ”

By extension, what conclusions should be made, you should understand. ”

Li Qi's spirit body was shaking, of course he understood.

To use the simplest analogy, only he and Xiao Hong are real, and everyone from Tease Xiaohong to Aurora, Catherine, Finney, and even all the mortals in the world of Fein, as well as all the gods, are just NPCs in the game.

It's like going around in a big circle, and that's how I first felt when I first came to the world of Fein.

If this is the case, Xiao Hong's attitude towards Datongism can be understood. Just like when he accused Tease Xiaohong, what a red road is just a revolutionary game.

"No β€”β€”!"

Sensing his change, the spirit body went limp again, slid to the ground, hugged his leg and shouted, "Li Qi, wake up!

Li Qi's spirit body did not change by half because of this, and Xiaohong burst into tears: "Do you really believe her?

"Is the Heavenly Descending Department really unable to beat childhood sweethearts now?"

"For so many years, I have worked hard without credit, this is not illusory!"

"Why, why?"

"I'm not eight years old, I'm still a minor!"

"I was born as a negative teaching material for the revolutionary cause, I amused me more than I lost my temperament, I worked hard to live with the consciousness of a funny artist, but in the end it was still so miserable?"

"I'm miserable......!

"Don't, Richie, don't abandon me!"

Richie blinked, consciousness returned.

He frowned and shook his feet: "Snot! Snot is on my legs!"

Then he shook his head at "Xiao Hong" and shook his head very resolutely.

"Whether you are the real Xiaohong, or the Xiao Hong I once had, you are not worthy of me. ”

"Xiao Hong" raised her eyebrows, pointed to the leg that hugged Li Qi, and cried with a bubble in her nose and said, "You mean, I am worthy of you?"

"She's not you," says Richie, "and don't forget that the essence of man is the sum total of all social relations." ”

"She is from you, but she has experiences that you don't have. ”

"Her association with me, with other people's souls, and with the movement of these souls, makes her a completely different person from you. ”

"You are Xiaohong's self and ego, and she is Xiaohong's superego, how can you absorb her?"

"As for the soul scale you mentioned, even if the world of Fein is not as real as ours, it is growing. And the truth of Finn's world, plus our reality, must be greater than the truth of only us. ”

"Isn't this a higher scale? Isn't that more real than if you put the reality of the world of Finn against the reality of the world of Earth, and then have to dissolve the one?"

His eyes were filled with deep remembrance: "Finally, Xiao Hong...... You don't expect to convince me with pure love, do you?"

"You are not Xiao Hong at that time, and I am not Li Qi at that time. ”

"It's a joke to think that I'm stuck in the old days, when I've grown so strong that I'm enough to change completely, that all I want to think about is find my way home. ”

"My heart is my home, and now there are too many people and too many things in it, and I can't go back. ”

Tease Xiaohong burst the nasal bubbles, hugged Li Qi tighter, and shouted in surprise: "Li Qi β€”β€”!"

The aura of nostalgia and nostalgia on "Xiao Hong" gradually dissipated, and returned to the original glasses Xiaohong.

She sighed faintly: "These reasons are not enough, what makes you so resolute that you made a choice without thinking about it?"

Li Qi smiled faintly and said: "Because you still haven't studied philosophy well, just like when you were Xiao Hong, I advised you not to treat the company as a writer, the company is the home of the bourgeoisie, not the home of your laborers, but you say that I am too radical and have ordinary social thoughts." ”

"Isn't the result obvious?"

"In the earth world, you died of overwork. In the world of Finn, you become an Araman. ”

Li Qi sighed deeply: "The most important thing is that you are no longer the original you, just the part that has failed and should be abandoned." ”

"The original you, and the original me, have been working hard. ”

"You have broken the old world, even if it has entered the Dark Ages. ”

"You blew up Heavenly Mountain, even though the world hasn't changed much because of it. ”

"You have fallen into purgatory and the abyss, respectively, but you are still fighting. ”

"But now you are no longer qualified to represent the Mother Goddess of Creation, the Sun God and the Goddess of Dawn, as well as Xiao Hong. ”

Li Qi wanted to pull Tease Xiaohong up, but the guy thought he was going to throw himself away and hug him harder, so he had to pull his hair up again.

"Stand up straight!"

Li Qi scolded her, and then said, "On the contrary, it is me and her who are qualified to represent you. ”

"We no longer see cosmopolitanism as a means, but as a real goal. ”

"We are still struggling, we have condensed your soul roots, we are the real you!"

Li Qi stared directly at the glasses Xiaohong, the spirit body was extremely condensed because of his firm faith, exuding a powerful aura that made the space float and ripple.

"You've worked hard to hold on until now. ”

"Rest in peace......"

"Once a Little Red ......"

Xiaohong stayed for a while before taking off her glasses.

She rubbed her glasses gracefully, and when she put them back on, her eyes behind them glistened like lava.

At this time, Li Qi sensed that the fluctuation of the blocked consciousness dissipated, and the flow of time returned to normal.

"Indeed, even if I convince you, I am not sure that the forces of Purgatory will drag you in through the link of new life between us, and bury the last hope. ”

"You will penetrate the will of the Amoman to find me, and you must have listened to Esmodeich. He is now the Lord of the Great Devil, and he disdains to lie because telling the truth will also achieve his purpose. He must have been waiting outside, waiting for the change of Aroman. ”

"And I also sensed that my doppelganger didn't bring much power, just an entrance to a new network of powers. ”

"But you are still strong enough to break through the will of Aroman, and the fact that you have come into contact with me shows that this network of power is different from the power I knew before, and that should be the path you have explored with the cause of Datongism as your goal. ”

Lava filaments of light overflowed his eyes and began to swim on his face, and Xiaohong, who had glasses, sighed, "You're right, I'm a loser, and you're the real inheritance." ”

"So, keep up the good work......"

When she showed a sincere smile and made Li Qi see Xiao Hong again in a trance, the filaments of light were already all over her body, and it seemed that she was about to be torn apart by the lava surging out of her body in the next moment.

"Goodbye...... No, farewell, Richie. ”

She looked at Xiaobi Xiaohong, who was still in a state of confusion with round eyes, and shook her head with a wry smile: "I really didn't expect that it would be such a self who can go with you to the end." ”

As the words fell, his body dissolved like grit and turned into light smoke, wrapping Thubie Xiaohong at one end and the body lying on the marching bed at the other.

There was a faint whisper floating in the space: "Li Qi, don't have any regrets this time." ”

The environment changed suddenly, the lava-like spots collided and squeezed, the original tranquility dissipated, and the heat baked the soul.

Li Qi only felt a light in his hand, and the little red he picked up was gone.

The marching bed not far from his feet turned into flying ashes, and Xiaohong, who was lying on it, fell to the ground.

"Ouchβ€”β€”!"

The folder covering his face slipped down, revealing a beautiful face with black hair and brown eyes, but his facial features were distorted and the corners of his mouth twitched.

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!"

She rubbed her ass and rolled, and the black light was long and spilled, making Li Qi feel that he should vomit something.

The next moment, she floated up, and the white-collar LADY with a white shirt and red skirt and high heels changed her outfit.

It was the goddess who carried Li Qi to the top of the castle in the first place and pointed him out.

"Aha, Richie, you're still tricked!"

She stretched out her arms and put on a very proud look: "That funny little red is a finished bird! Now I am Xiao Hong!"

"Don't make a fuss......"

Li Qi urged: "This place is about to collapse, why don't you take me out?"

"Oh......"

The goddess Xiaohong pulled Li Qi, and the spirits hugged each other again.

This time, the feeling is very ...... Different.

Little Red hugged Li Qi from behind, and the two-in-one spirit shot out from the depths of Aroman's will.

She hugged so hard that Richie was strangled to the point where his consciousness almost dissipated.

He didn't speak, and neither did Red.

There are many things that they don't have to say to each other.