Gambling Comes Again (1)

It is never possible to imagine that in a city where nine-year compulsory education has been popularized, there are small game halls, where many children are playing video games, in the next room where the King of Fighters is beating hard, the lights are blind, and only desire flashes with eerie brilliance, but it is extremely dazzling. So many adults, with ravines and forests on their faces, those who have left the fairy tale world, whose dreams are gradually fading away, illuminating the hideous reality, they hide in the dark, quietly peeping, watching.

These individuals must have had ideals, and people who always had ideals would not be willing to compromise, or when they were young, they would have wanted to be scientists, celebrities, astronauts, doctors, and so on! Who knows? In short, they certainly didn't want to be farmers, move bricks, wash dishes, and that was terrible.

But obviously, the world doesn't need so many scientists, stars and astronauts, their dreams are really dreams, and then, most of the dreams will be pulled by reality, precipitated by time, people will be rational, everything is attributed to the amount of money, so the dream has the most straightforward appearance, they are excited for the refrigerator to flash once, desperate, that is a criminal outlet.

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Peng Cheng called again to borrow money, and he would always call Beibei.

This time he seemed to be very reserved, he didn't want much, only five hundred, saying that he owed a lot of money to others, and now he couldn't give it, so he had to talk to Beibei, and his friend was too anxious and begged her to help. This is not a new reason, although the young man said it very sincerely, but he still lied, he didn't even think about it before committing his deception, it can be seen that he didn't take Beibei's IQ into account at all.

Peng Cheng doesn't owe anyone money, even if he does, no one asks him, he just owes it, he wants to go to the casino to try his luck.

It's been about two months, and Peng Cheng can only watch others gambling for two months, which makes him very depressed. He couldn't control his feet and walked into the casino, which was just diagonally opposite the bathhouse, behind an inconspicuous security door with a Panpan card, like an inconspicuous house, and no one noticed it.

Every day after work, as long as Xiao Min doesn't follow him, Peng Cheng will go to the casino to have a look first. He loved it, and the thrill was so shocking. It was amazing, and as soon as someone hit it and the fridge started singing, he felt his whole body tremble, even if he was hiding at the back of the crowd. When someone flashed a few handfuls in a row and left with a lot of banknotes, Peng Cheng would be as if he had been whipped violently, and he was so happy that he was in a mess.

At that moment, he would hate himself, Xiao Min, Aunt Xue, and even Bei Bei, he would have a kind of unwillingness to give up anyone, so he suddenly became paranoid, all the brain cells would be agitated for a problem at this time, if any of them helped him, the person who took the money must be him, not someone else.

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Two months of torture was long enough, enough for him to learn from the pain, enough for him to change his original intention. Every time he goes to the casino, it is a test, Peng Cheng's heart is not hot when his heart is not hot, the guilt in his heart makes him unwilling to stay at home alone, but there is no money on him, where can he go, the only place where he can stay without money and not be laughed at, he can only think of the casino, which has become a strange circle, so he has to go to the casino again and again.

The sincerity, love and reluctance between Peng Cheng's words on the phone today can touch all the women who have not completely broken their hearts. His lies were in place and earnest, and he told Bei Bei with tears in his eyes. He told her that he didn't love Xiaomin, nor did he love Aunt Xue, but he had no choice, he always had to live, didn't he?

"Daughter-in-law, I have always loved you, but how can I marry you!"

How can Peng Cheng marry her!

The young man paused just right, and Bei Bei felt the many words that were omitted. Peng Cheng has no parents, no job, no money, no future, and even a good body, doesn't he let go, is he going to drag her down?

Beibei's empathy allows her to decipher many of his metaphors, making her the most suitable partner for Peng Cheng. With her, he enjoyed the scenery like a stream, and everything fell into place. This is the person who was sold and helped lose money, Bei Bei was moved by so many things that couldn't be said and couldn't be said, so she promised Peng Cheng, she said that she wanted to find a way to let him wait for her at home.

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Putting down the phone, Bei Bei's blood was boiling with excitement, she still loved Peng Cheng, she still remembered Peng Cheng's kindness to her, if Peng Cheng still loved her, wouldn't that be exactly what she was looking forward to? For a moment she was excited, her chest heaving, it was the rhythm of her heartbeat.

If she hadn't met Lu Bin, maybe Bei Bei wouldn't have remembered Peng Cheng's so much goodness, she had refused his request to reconcile again and again, because she felt dirty, she was like a cleanliness Virgo, and felt that their relationship was dirty, even if it was just a little bit, it also made her diaphragm, she tortured others, and tortured her own heart. God knows that Lu Bin appeared in the end, this guy's selfishness and stinginess perfectly highlight Peng Cheng's wisdom and generosity, at least he is wise enough to know that bait is needed in love, and there must be sacrifice to gain.

Compared with people like Lu Bin who only think about themselves, Peng Cheng's image is much taller than the shirtless stone men in the square in front of the station. He never counted where he spent his money, and he never made her feel that he was just an outsider to him. Bei Bei finally found out that she, like all women, can only really quit the last one when she meets the next person she loves, and it is obvious that Lu Bin is not her lover, so Peng Cheng has always been there.

She didn't understand whether this was a kind of compensation, but everything Lu Bin did made her miss the man who was different from him even more.

But, but!

But the problem of money is realistic, Bei Bei agreed to Peng Cheng, and then hurriedly started to work, and after a long period of work, she didn't get anything. She thought of all the ways she could think of, and she couldn't borrow money from those friends who had just repaid the money! That was just too shameless, wasn't it? Of course, of course it was too shameless, so she retreated, retreated in the face of her self-righteous difficulties, but she didn't dare to face Peng Cheng directly, she couldn't see his disappointment, so she could only send a message to Peng Cheng like an ostrich with her head shrunk in the sand, saying that the money had not been borrowed and she could not meet at night.