Chapter 275: He admits defeat
Ke Lan watched the elevator door close, stood for a while, wiped away her tears, and then walked to the ward.
The book kite woke up, and woke up this morning.
The wound in his abdomen didn't affect it either, he wanted to see how far Yun Mo could hold it.
In the middle of summer, the sun is dazzling, it is still early, and it is bright outside.
"Second young master, let's go back to the old mansion first."
The car was parked at the entrance of the hospital, and the windows were closed very tightly, so he couldn't see it clearly, but Yun Mo still saw it, and there were several men in military uniforms sitting inside.
"The general said let's take care of my body and then go to the barracks." Steward Lin opened the door of the back seat: "Second young master, get in the car." ”
Yun Mo stood still, and a gust of wind blew the hem of his clothes back, as if he was holding on.
He looked back at the hospital: "I want to go somewhere." He looked at Steward Lin with pleading eyes: "I will go back before evening." ”
Steward Lin hesitated for a long time: "Second young master...... Come back early. ”
"Hmm."
Steward Lin walked to the car, took a coat, and handed it over with both hands, Yun Mo has always been a hard bone, never compromised, never showed weakness.
Steward Lin had never seen him like this, so he couldn't bear it: "Second young master, it's windy, don't catch a cold." ”
Yun Mo took the clothes.
"Thank you."
Steward Lin explained a few more words, and then took people away.
Yun Mo put on his coat and stood for a while before he moved, he stopped a car on the side of the road, reported an address and turned in the direction of Dancheng.
It was two hours later to the place.
The sun was very big on the mountain, thousands of steps, he walked up step by step, the hottest day in midsummer, the wound on his leg was cracked, and the sweat was dripping inside, and it hurt more and more step by step.
At the foot of the mountain, there is a sign: sincerity is spirituality.
It is said on the Internet that the temple in Dancheng is very effective, but the monks in the temple are very strange.
He didn't believe in this kind of thing before, he didn't read Buddhist scriptures, and he didn't believe in gods, but now, he wanted to try, with full sincerity.
The temple is at the top of the mountain, and when Yun Mo climbs up, his legs are sticky.
Buddhist holy land, ask for a clean.
He cleaned it before stepping into the temple.
The temple is high, the door is open, and there are three statues of Buddha with golden bodies in the center.
Yun Mo stopped, looked at the golden-bodied Buddha statue in the temple, and stood for a long time, the candle flame reflected on the side face, thick and reverent.
He bowed deeply to the Buddha.
Please bless his girl, please bless her with a good life.
He remembered that peace could be prayed for here, and those who were sincere could get a peace pendant.
The wind was blowing on the mountain, and there was a chill in his chest, it was the peace pendant in his neck, which she begged for him.
She used her illness to ask for a peace and happiness for him when everything went well.
Yun Mo walked outside and spared a circle, there was no Buddha statue in the Buddha hall opposite, only an old man chanting.
He walked over and bowed deeply: "How do I ask for the peace pendant." ”
"Peace or wealth?"
"Peace for one."
The old man closed his eyes, chanted and continued, and after a moment, she stopped: "Chanting and copying the scriptures for two hours, ninety-nine Buddha statues in the temple, three bows and one kowtow, those who are sincere, the Bodhisattva himself will give it." ”
Yun Mo thanked him, took two steps, and turned around.
"Has it always been like this?"
The book kite begged for him, and she said it was very simple, and the truth did not seem to be ......
The old man continued to chant: "Donor, over the years, it has been like this. ”
He thanked him, and the figure disappeared into the smoke.
The sun began to set, the sunset was not setting, and there was a room of people waiting in the hall of the Yun family, and Steward Lin was standing in a military posture outside.
Yun Mo walked into the hall, Yun Qianzhen sat down, his eyebrows were very heavy, and waved his hand: "Go and show him." ”
In the hall stood a doctor, carrying a medical kit in his hand.
Yun Mo walked upstairs and was very obedient: "Go upstairs." ”
Yun Qianzhen's eyebrows raised slightly, and he was a little surprised in his eyes.
The night was quiet, and the stars came out of the sky, which was beautiful, but it was not as beautiful as the fireworks that night, because there was no her by her side.
Yun Mo leaned back on the chair and touched the peace pendant in his pocket, which had the name of the book kite on it, and he took off the peace pendant around his neck, with his name on it.
It's so hard, it's so hard, it's so painful, it's so painful to kneel on your knees.
Why did she say it with a smile, saying it so simply.
Yun Mo held the pendant, the two pieces were put together, the corners of his eyes were very red, his shoulders trembled, he buried his face and couldn't cry.
He could give up on her, he could have left her alone.
She must be safe, and he can die.
The night was quiet, except for the sound of his tears hitting the backs of his hands.
The room was excessively quiet, and the sound of distressed dying enveloped the room.
Old Madam Yun pushed open the door and walked over with a cane.
He buried his head and his shoulders trembled.
Old Madam Yun stopped.
"Xiao Mo."
He buried his head and cried deeply, revealing all his weakest, weakest, most compromised side.
Yun Mo like this is even more helpless and humble than everyone imagined.
"Grandma, I miss her."
He looked up, and the whole area of his eyes was abnormally red.
Old Madam Yun's eyes were moist: "Grandma knows." ”
Since he was a child, he has been single-minded and emotional, although his temperament is cold, but he needs warmth more than anyone else, Pei Shuyi died, he didn't say anything, he looked like a little adult, in fact, he was more uncomfortable than anyone else.
But he will endure it, he will hide and cry alone, he will hide in the dark alone, and hide it in his stomach with pain all over his body.
This is the first time to show all the feelings, how important that girl is to him, it is not clear in one sentence or two.
"She's really nice and sensible." Yun Mo's eyes were moist, and her nasal voice was very deep, but very firm: "Maybe she is not good enough in others, but in my place, she is really good and good." ”
With him, she really is better than anyone else in the world.
"I like her a lot." Tears blurred his vision: "I want her to be safe, I want to stay by her side, and I want to be with her for the rest of my life." ”
But now, he didn't dare to ask for so much.
As long as he is safe and sound, it doesn't matter if it's not his.
Everyone said that the book kite is not good, and the book kite is really good.
Her fate was unfortunate, but she was never disappointed in the world.
Her attitude towards this world is always gentle.
If he could only choose one of the two, he was willing to give up her and want her to live well, in a world without him.
"Grandma." He couldn't help it, and the memory pierced his eyes: "I admit defeat." ”
He gambled on the world, and the result was a mess.
Old Madam Yun was silent, and after a long time, she raised her hand and patted him on the shoulder: "Since you want to, you have been thinking about it, don't give up." ”
With that, she walked out with a cane.
There was Yun Qianzhen standing outside the door, she asked him to stand and listen, this is a military order.
Yun Mo thought that he couldn't let go, it turned out that he could also let go, but the process was difficult, comparable to cramping and pulling out bones.
He stood up, put the pendant around his neck, and walked to the bed.
"Buzz—"
The phone on the table is vibrating.
It was Ke Lan who called.
He hesitated for a long, long time, raised and lowered his hand, and watched the phone hang up automatically, and his eyelashes moved.
He stood still, staring at his phone, which didn't ring again.
The minute hand turned, and he couldn't hold back and hit it.
No one picked it up over there.
He panicked and struck again.
There's still no one over there.
He panicked, his hands were shaking, and he hit out again.
Picking it up over there, Ke Lan sobbed: "Yun Mo, you come and save the book kite......