Again, all the truth, maybe you can't afford it.

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On the eve of the Qingming Festival, the cemetery was busy, and it was not uncommon for people to be full of mountains and wilderness. The phone was sandwiched in the heavy padded jacket, and she couldn't hear the sound, and she didn't see the missed calls and a text message in the row until she went down the mountain at noon.

"Stupid, Canada may not be able to go. ”

It was Qin Tian's message, he said that he couldn't go to Canada. Bei Bei didn't know whether she was a little happier or a little happier, she hurriedly called Qin Tian back, hoping that he would be as happy as herself, but that expectation was nowhere to be trusted, and Qin Tian didn't answer the phone.

At about two o'clock in the afternoon, Bei Bei finally contacted Qin Tian, his voice seemed very bad, it sounded like he was disappointed, and Bei Bei's flame of joy was suddenly extinguished at the moment he heard his disappointed voice. It turned out that he wanted to go to Canada like this, and he didn't have the slightest happiness to stay with him, and it seemed that she was self-inflicted again.

She began to look down on herself, how stupid, how ridiculous, she was so happy to stay for a man who was not happy because of his fate with her, that was what he wanted to escape, wasn't it?

Facing him, she didn't know what to say for a while, she couldn't react in a daze, listening to Qin Tian's lost voice on the phone, she didn't know what to do. His excitement was obviously superfluous and abrupt, Qin Tian was not only not excited, but even, even, Bei Bei felt that his change of heart was the biggest damage to his feelings.

Finally, when he was about to hang up the phone, Qin Tian suddenly said, "I miss you by my side, little stupid." "Standard Guangpu, gentle and sexy, his low voice blows over, this is he calling her, is this love? this is not love, this is the loneliness and helplessness that cannot be sought, Bei Bei finally did not once again stupidly think that this is the power of love, this thought is like poison, in an instant, it kills her.

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At noon, a taxi pulled up at the gate of the cemetery, so arrogant that it occupied two rows of lanes. The car stopped, but the people in the car did not get out of the car for a long time. Finally, the car door opened, but the people inside did not squeeze out for a long time.

"Daughter-in-law, you come out to pick me up, I'm at the door, do you see it, the taxi. Bei Bei happened to pass by the door when she received Peng Cheng's call, she poked her head out and looked at the taxi parked domineeringly in the open space, as unruly as his people.

She walked over, and sure enough, Peng Cheng was still wearing his work clothes with red flowers on a black background, holding a retro blue and white pot, nesting in the seat in the back of the car, seeing that Bei Bei came to pick him up, his eyes were full of irrepressible joy, the joy was steaming, and he smiled.

"Daughter-in-law, I brought you something delicious, the things in your canteen must be wrong, you see that you have less meat. He looked at Beibei's broad arms and motioned for her to move the big blue and white pot down, so that he could relax and relax.

The young man's bright smile made people suddenly in a trance, he showed a neat row of little white teeth, looked at the red and white things in the blue and white basin, clear and transparent, he was proud, proud and proud, he said: "Daughter-in-law, don't you like to eat boiled fish? I bought it for you." ”

Peng Cheng's grandiose pride made Bei Bei not know what to say for a while. This pot of boiled fish is very heavy, and it seems that there is a lot more than the pot that I usually eat in the restaurant. Bei Bei took the fish, she felt old and old, she was a little unbearable, the edge of the boiled fish blue and white pot was stained with oil stars, some slippery hands, she put the fish pot on the steps next to it.

Looking back, Peng Cheng still didn't get out of the car, he was still grinning, smiling very sincerely, very embarrassed, he said: "Daughter-in-law, pay me for the taxi, I have no money." ”

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Maybe he has never been held back by money, Peng Cheng is a person who spends money without brains. If he hadn't run out of money, he wouldn't have gone to work in a restaurant, and he would definitely have no money to pay the fare.

Bei Bei asked him where the money to buy boiled fish came from, Peng Cheng said that the salary he had calculated in the past few days was enough to buy boiled fish, so he bought it for Bei Bei, and in a few days he would buy a pot of Mao Xuewang and send it over: "Daughter-in-law, our boiled bullfrog is so amazing, I just sum up that you may not dare to eat it, or I will definitely bring you a pot." ”

"Let's have a pot. He said a pot, and Bei Bei was happy, and when he saw her laugh, he laughed too, and felt that everything seemed to be worth it.

"Daughter-in-law, this is a black fish, it is better than boiled grass carp, black fish is a fish that eats meat, so the meat is delicious, you eat more, I also brought you an Indian dump cake. Like a well-stocked practitioner, he put his hand into the placket of his black overalls, took out a golden oil cake wrapped in plastic tape from the place where the inside of his jacket was attached to his belly, and handed it to the girl.

He was mysterious, as if he had taken out some kind of treasure, his eyes were dripping, and he held it in front of Beibei's eyes, he said: "Daughter-in-law, I'm afraid of the cold, no, it's still hot!" He stared at her directly, like a sincere child who doesn't know how to restrain his joy, and what he held in his hand was his bloody sincerity.

Bei Bei's heart was full of emotions that she didn't know what kind of emotions she was making, as if she was smoking, she looked at Peng Cheng and felt that she was a dirty and worldly bad person, full of loopholes, compared with the person in front of her, she suddenly felt ashamed of herself.

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For this pot of fish, Beibei's colleagues seem to be very satisfied, saying that the taste is excellent, better than eating outside, and they have been asking which restaurant bought it. The girl was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to say it, she couldn't say that the hotel waiter sent it to her!

It seems that vanity is also playing tricks, whether Peng Cheng is his boyfriend or not, Bei Bei doesn't want others to know that he is just a waiter. She still remembered that Xiao Min always laughed at Wang Qi for finding a waste to drive, she didn't want to do this, maybe being a waiter in a hotel was not as good as those driving waste, so she casually panicked, and said it was similar to the truth.

For a long time after that, Bei Bei felt that this lie was not too round, as if a casual thought would reveal a flaw. It's not a big deal to kill people and set fires, people lie every day, but few are as careful as Beibei, and it took a long time for her to finally put her mind at ease, thinking that no one would find out anymore.

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That night, Peng Cheng called, he was always in a hurry, this time, he was eating bullfrogs in the back kitchen, as if he had let the wolf get rid of him, he had to let Bei Bei admit that the fish was delicious.

"Have they all eaten?"

"Eat. ”

"They didn't say I was nice to you, did they?"

The people he keeps saying are just those who don't matter, but Peng Cheng especially wants them to know that there is a presence of him by her side. Bei Bei was embarrassed, the two of them thought of going together, but the desired result was the opposite, and she was obviously very difficult to explain.

"Is your leg better?"

"It's okay, don't worry! Daughter-in-law, you are so good, only you care about me. He said a little shyly, saying that Bei Bei was very weird and uncomfortable.

"Hmm!" she answered, but she was in a trance.

Bei Bei actually didn't realize that she and Qin Tian were the same in the final analysis, she was also prevaricating Peng Cheng, and she generally felt that she liked him a little, but she couldn't resist it in her heart. She didn't want him to come into her life, or because in her heart, despite the perfect surgery he had, she still remembered him as he was, and no matter how beautiful he was, he was still the person she remembered, and he would never be a match for herself.

Hey, hey, Bei Bei didn't say anything, Peng Cheng still smiled proudly: "That cake is delicious! I knew you would like it, daughter-in-law, wait for me to buy you Mao Xuewang next time, you wait, I have ten more days, ten days will be able." ”

He kept making wishes, giving her everything he had, giving her everything he could think of, which made him seem so proud. The hidden worries in Beibei's heart always remind her, so that she is not hot for him, cold and cold, she is always in a dilemma.

She only felt that Qin Tian was vain, Qin Tian hurt her, but she was not like this to Peng Cheng. These are not too easy to understand for the current Beibei, she feels that her forbearance is noble, and her own letting go is great, but the greatness of another person, the forbearance of another person, based on her, what is it. In the same way, she must not realize how unfair this is to Peng Cheng. She didn't think that one day she would really become Peng Cheng's woman, no matter how much she regarded him as a grass ring, she still couldn't stop loving him humbly, and this man would no longer love herself.