Chapter 473: I Am Reluctant to Leave You

Du Rongzhi, who was in Shanyin County, didn't know how many people's minds her illness had aroused.

Her mental and physical strength was slowly recovering, and she was able to get out of bed and walk around.

Song Zixun still goes out early and returns late every day, and the couple only have the opportunity to meet in the evening after Song Zixun finishes official business, but even so, they feel great satisfaction - only those who have experienced loss know how precious everything is now.

On this day, it was late at night when Song Zixun came back. Du Rongzhi had already slept, but the lights were still lit in the room, echoing the bright moonlight outside the window.

"Master-" The maid who was keeping vigil was busy asking for peace, but was silently interrupted by him, who waved his hand, and the maid understood and quietly retreated.

In the house, Du Rongzhi slept soundly.

In the past few days, her complexion has improved a lot, her little face is flushed with sleep, her pink lips are slightly pursed, if she is not too thin, she will not be able to do it.

Song Zixun watched quietly, showing a touch of warmth on his tired face, and reached out to caress her cheek......

The sleeping little man frowned slightly.

Song Zi was stunned and was hesitating to withdraw his hand, but saw Du Rongzhi's mouth move, and let out a choked soft call.

Song Zixun frowned, leaned down and whispered in Du Rongzhi's ear, "Rongzhi, wake up......"

Du Rongzhi, who was asleep, was also struggling to wake up.

She couldn't help but let out a sob, and when she opened her eyes again, it was not the bloody delivery room in her dreams.

"But it's a nightmare?"

Du Rongzhi looked at him in a daze, tears poured out like a flood of floodgates, ......and she cried and threw herself into his arms.

Song Zixun was taken aback, "What's the matter?" He hurriedly hugged her back, smiled and comforted, "It's not a child, how can you still make dreams cry in fear......" Although he said this, he kept patting her back to calm her emotions.

Du Rongzhi just woke up, the whole person was still immersed in the dream and died, Song Zixun hugged her corpse in pain, she hugged Song Zixun tightly, and hiccuped, "I, I dreamed that I was dead, you hugged me and cried...... I don't want you to be so sad, but you can't seem to hear whatever I say......"

Song Zixun's heart tightened, and he inexplicably remembered that he had those dreams intermittently some time ago.

I don't know if I've heard her say a lot of things before...... Those dreams are always as real as if they have just happened......

However, as Du Rongzhi's body gradually recovered, he didn't dream about it anymore recently.

Song Zi followed her thoughts, touched her hair and laughed softly, "Fool, it's just a dream...... Dreams and reality are the opposite. ”

Du Rongzhi looked at him with teary eyes, and he was still a little stunned, "Really, really?" ”

"Of course it's true." Song Zixun said seriously, "The old people say that if you don't die in a big disaster, you will have a blessing...... You will live a long life, and we will surely grow old. ”

Du Rongzhi's mood finally calmed down...... She leaned into his arms and twitched, "You don't know, I also dreamed of these things that day when I was dying...... At that time, I was very sad...... "Her tears fell again, and she buried her head in his chest," Zi Xun...... I can't bear to leave you. ”

Song Zixun was also a little moved when he heard it, and said in a deep voice, "I know......" He hugged her firmly, "It's all over...... Nothing can separate us later. ”

Du Rongzhi nodded vigorously.

She was in a mood that night, and she relaxed like this, listening to the steady and powerful heartbeat in her ears, and after a while, she was a little drowsy.

She yawned softly, rubbed unconsciously in his arms, and couldn't help but go back to sleep again.

During her illness, she has lost a lot of weight, and she feels it through her thin bedclothes...... Tsinghua

"It's small......" he grinded her ears and said in a dumb voice.

Caught by his big cocooned ...... Du Rongzhi felt as if she was burned by something, and her whole body couldn't help but tremble.

She blushed and shyly pressed his hand, expecting Ai Ai Ai to say, "I...... I'm still sick, just in case I get past my illness......"

"No, it won't." His breathing grew heavier, and his voice muffled in her ear, "The doctor said...... It's no longer in the way. ”

I don't know if the meaning of his words is too embarrassing, or his palms are too hot, Du Rongzhi's face became more and more hot, and his blurry eyes rippled layer by layer......

She muttered softly and reached out to hook his neck......

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On the other hand, in Aunt You's room, the lights were also on at this time.

You Shi looked at the dancing candle flame on the desk with a stunned expression, and his eyebrows were full of sorrow.

There was still Mama Zhu's chattering and complaining voice in her ears: "Doesn't my aunt have an idea?" Why is this like a gourd with a sawed mouth? What should I do, you have something to say! ”

Jing Chun stretched out his hand and pulled Mama Zhu's sleeve and whispered, "Mama, just say a word...... My aunt didn't feel good either......"

Since the young lady was infected with the epidemic, yesterday was the first time that the eldest young master came to see his aunt, but who knew that what he said was ......

Where does Mama Zhu care about her, she pulled Jing Chun aside and said unhappily, "Auntie, you should say something, wait like this, wait for the master to send you to the Zhuangzi outside, but it's too late to say anything!" ”

The silk handkerchief in his hand has been twisted and deformed...... You Shi took a deep breath and smiled bitterly, "What can I say?" Who dares to say anything about what the master has decided? ”

Even she didn't expect that Du Shi, who was already dying, would actually come back to life!

It's just a little bit short, it's just a little bit short......

She had even thought about how to please Du Shi after his death, and how to let him transfer his tenderness for Du Shi to herself under the pain of losing his wife......

She had a lot of time and a lot of opportunities to figure it out...... But now, there is nothing.

In order to curry favor with Du Shi, who was recovering from a serious illness, he even dared to go against the wishes of his elders, and clearly told her yesterday that as soon as the epidemic outside was eliminated, he would send her to Zhuangzi......

The only thing she had to choose was to let her choose a place to recuperate......

What did he take her for?!

Du Shi is his sweetheart, so what about her and Fu Shi? Could it be that they are cheap by nature, and they deserve to be cannon fodder for the Du family for a lifetime and be widowed for a lifetime? !

In that case, why did he need to admit her into the door in the first place, so that she could see with her own eyes how he held a man in the palm of his hand and gave her those illusory hopes?

Tears blurred You's vision, and she only bit her lower lip and held on.

She also wanted to know what she could do now!

There are no elders here who can support her and make decisions for her, let alone strong and domineering aunts and grandmothers, or even ...... She couldn't ask her family for help......

What can she do?!

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The July update may not be very stable, one is that this month is busy, and the network is not very good, so forgive me.