Chapter 13: I Regret It
Mrs. Du thought that she had guessed her heart, and couldn't help sighing, "I know you're not happy, but there's no way to do itβif you ...... it at the beginning."
If she hadn't gone to Jing'anhou Mansion to participate in any flower party,
If she hadn't had an argument with Fu Jingrou because of jealousy,
If there had been anyone else around her to keep her company,
If Fu Jingrou hadn't fallen into the pool inexplicably,
If Song Zixun hadn't happened to pass by and saved her......
Even if she hadn't liked Song Zixun at the beginning......
Everything will be completely different from what it is now.
Pity......
There are no ifs.
Her reputation has been ruined since then, but he has one more beautiful concubine.
Du Rongzhi lowered her head and hooked her lips self-deprecatingly, "Mother...... The daughter understands it in her heart. β
Listening to Du Rongzhi's soft voice, Mrs. Du's nose couldn't help but sour.
At the beginning, she was not optimistic about the marriage with the Song family, not to mention that the family with such a complicated relationship could not cope with her simple and kind daughter, just Song Zixun......
But what's the point of talking about it now?
Mrs. Du said earnestly, "You are newly married now, and it should be the time to be like glue, you must not be rash and lose a big ...... He should have given birth to his uncle's eldest son earlier, so that no matter how many women he enters the door in the future, it will not shake your position. β
Du Rongzhi bit her lip.
Before she came, she even thought that if she could convince her parents to let her leave......
But now, even the mother who was most opposed to marrying Song Zixun comforted herself, and knew that the Du family would never allow a daughter who was taken home by Hugh. If there really is such a day, she will be just herself, but if her parents and brothers can't raise their heads like her, it will be her great unfilial piety......
Thinking like this, my heart became more and more melancholy-is it true that I can't leave him in this life......
"Mother," Du Rongzhi raised her head and smiled helplessly, "There is still a month left, and Fu Jingrou will enter the door." I'm just afraid ......"
Seeing that her daughter, who had been unbridled since childhood, her eyes were red, she gritted her teeth, and said angrily, "What are you talking about?" What if you enter the door? You are a wife, she is a concubine, you let her kneel and she dare not stand, since she is the only one who respects you and is afraid of you, and you have no way to endure it-" Before she finished speaking, her hands suddenly became hot.
"Mother, I regret it." Du Rongzhi rested her head on Mrs. Du's lap and buried her little face in her palm, "I regret not listening to you at the beginning...... You're right, Song Zixun doesn't like me at all, and I regret that I got married early and couldn't stay by your father's side...... Mother, I regret it. β
Listening to Du Rongzhi's low voice, Mrs. Du finally couldn't hold it anymore and was so distressed that she burst into tears. I thought that my daughter was really wronged, otherwise she was so happy to get married, how could she be like a different person in just three days? But after all, the wood is already in the boat, and it is not worth feeling sorry for her in my heart, so I can only endure it silently. So he touched his daughter's soft hair and comforted, "How old are you, and you still talk stupid things...... When you were young, who didn't bump into it? Even when I was your father...... Look at all these years, it's not you who respect me, I let you? You are a young couple, and it is inevitable that you will have a big temperament, and when you have children in the future and your temperament is settled, you will not think like this. β
Du Rongzhi listened quietly, and also regretted that he had lost his words on impulse just now. Since her marriage to Song Zixun is a fact that cannot be changed, why bother to worry about her parents...... It's just that these words, she has really held them in her heart for too long, so she can't help but let them all come out. Then he tilted his head and obediently agreed, "Well, I will listen to my mother." β
Mrs. Du patted her with satisfaction, thought about it, and said, "There is one more ...... When the girl surnamed Fu enters the door, you have to pay more attention, don't ask her to calculate. β
"My daughter knows."
Mrs. Du nodded and sighed, "You are not too demanding of your uncle...... Men, which one is not three wives and four concubines, is worth something. Even if he really behaves to the Fu family girl in the future, you must not mess with him. Mrs. Du paused and said softly, "It's really not good, didn't my mother give you two back...... It's just that you can't look down on those two, I look at Shiso is also a good one, people are beautiful and follow you small, and it will be a help in the future. β
Du Rongzhi's eyes flashed slightly, and she said obediently, "I remember everything my mother said, and I will think about it when I go back." β
Although it was her own suggestion, seeing that Du Rongzhi agreed so easily, Mrs. Du still felt a little uncomfortable.
In the past, her daughter liked Song Zixun wholeheartedly, even if she saw him talk to other girls a few more words, the boss would be unhappy, and then Fu Jingrou made trouble...... Although she believes in her daughter's conduct, she doesn't know how much she has worried about her, and she feels that such an obsession will one day force herself to no end.
But now that her daughter has finally changed her sex, she can't be happy.
As if sensing her mother's depression, Du Rongzhi sat up from Mrs. Du's arms and said softly, "Mother, don't worry, my daughter has grown up, and she will learn to be a good person/wife in the future...... I won't let my mother worry about me anymore. β
Mrs. Song stretched out her hand to help her daughter straighten the pearl cui on her head, and said with infinite emotion, "Yes, my Azhi has ......also grown up," and because each other was unhappy, these words were no longer mentioned.
The mother and daughter chatted for a while, and Mrs. Du thought that Du Rongzhi would return to the door today, and she was afraid that she didn't eat anything for breakfast, so she asked the girl to send a few plates of snacks.
Du Rongzhi asked Qinghe to pick up a piece of snowflake cream for her, and was eating it in small bites, but she saw her mother's girl iris sandwiching pea yellow into her mother's plate.
Du Rongzhi couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
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