(4,000 words)

Another week passed, Shen Ning and Luo Zheng bought fruit and came to the hospital to see Qi Yao.

The boy was groggy every day, and he didn't speak when he woke up, and in a short time, he lost weight at a rate visible to the naked eye.

Shen Ning looked at him, his eyes were red.

Luo Zheng heard about this incident for the first time after returning from a business trip, and he was so worried that he didn't sleep all night.

The name Qi Yao used to be a myth in this province, and if nothing else, he will continue to create myths for this country.

He is so high-spirited, he is just right, and the future must be promising, but now......

Shen Ning looked at his unconscious stump leg, and his heart ached unspeakably.

Yang Qing wiped his tears and said in a choked voice: "He doesn't eat or drink, he doesn't say a word, he can only give him a nutrient solution......"

Shen Ning and Luo Zheng suddenly realized that Qi Yao was bent on death.

After all, he is such a strong person.

Shen Ning sat beside him and said softly, "Qi Yao, believe me, everything will be fine." ”

The boy closed his eyes tightly, his pale face covered with darkness, and silently isolated himself from this world.

Shen Ning knew that he was listening, so she insisted on telling him, "Your mother is doing well in the countryside, don't listen to those words with ulterior motives, you should know that your godmother has never lied to you, and this time too." ”

The young man moved his dry and bloodless lips, but after all, he still refused to say a word.

Shen Ning continued: "I'll notify your mother when I go back, and let her take care of you......"

The young man slowly opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling with a dull gaze, hollow, without a trace of popularity, and said in a hoarse voice: "No need to ......"

"What?" The voice was subtle and indistinct, and Shen Ning could only lean his ear close to him to confirm.

"Don't ...... Find her......" The boy stressed softly again, his chapped lips twitching, as if he had drained all his strength, and then he closed his eyes again weakly.

Shen Ning stroked the wound on his face distressedly, "Okay, don't look for it, but you also have to get better as soon as possible, you are still young, a good life has just begun, everything will be fine." ”

The boy closed his eyes and remained indifferent.

Shen Ning and Luo Zheng looked at Qi Yao's lifeless appearance and felt sad.

One blow after another, it was too fatal for him.

Shen Ning knew Qi Yao's character development too well.

He has seen the ugliness and indifference of human nature since he was a child, and he struggles to survive in sharp and complex places, so that he is very insecure about the world, and the only person who makes him feel warm and secure is his mother,

Now that Yu Xijuan has left him to marry, in Qi Yao's view, it is a kind of abandonment, which is the biggest crisis hidden in his character.

Probably growing up, his biggest fear was abandonment.

Now that his legs are like this, the chips he uses to fight this world are gone.

How could he not despair?

Leaving the hospital, Luo Zheng and Shen Ning returned to Gu's house full of concern.

Gu Guangyao and Ge Liqiong also heard about Qi Yao's misfortune and had been thinking about going to see him, but Shen Ning did not suggest them going.

Qi Yao has strong self-esteem and will not allow others to see his fragile appearance, he does not need the sympathy and pity of others.

Gu Jiaye brought her child Huo Yufei to the house, Huo Yufei played upstairs with her two elder brothers, and she discussed things about Qi Yao with Shen Ning in the living room.

Xiao Ru happened to come back from playing at the neighbor's little sister's house, and when she heard what they were discussing, her apricot eyes widened instantly, and the book in her hand fell to the ground, and several adults noticed Xiao Ru at the door.

Ge Liqiong called out to her worriedly, "Xiao Ru......"

Qi Yao had a car accident, Ge Liqiong was worried that the children at home would affect the exam at first, so she didn't say it, and then she kept a tacit understanding with Gu Guangyao, and didn't talk about it at home, so as not to scare the children.

Xiao Ru ran to Shen Ning, her lips trembling and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with Brother Qi Yao?" ”

No wonder Qi Yao's brother didn't come to play with her recently, she wanted to go to him, and her grandfather lied to her that Qi Yao's brother went back to school to do research.

Shen Ning knew that Xiaoru relied on worshipping Qi Yao a lot, so she didn't dare to tell her about it, for fear that her daughter would be scared, she stroked her daughter's hair, "Brother Qi Yao is injured and needs to be recuperated in the hospital." ”

Xiao Ru immediately fell hot tears, and her voice choked, "Is it serious?" I want to see him. ”

Shen Ning said sadly: "But he doesn't want to see anyone now." ”

"No way, Brother Qi Yao will definitely want to see me." Xiao Ru said firmly.

Shen Ning originally wanted to say that she would take her next time, but Xiaoru suddenly understood her mother's delaying strategy, and turned to beg Luo Zheng, "Dad, take me to the hospital, please." ”

Luo Zheng couldn't stand his daughter's plea the most, basically what his daughter asked, he would do it, the man looked at Shen Ning's expression, "Or I'll take Xiaoru to the hospital to have a look, maybe the child will talk to Xiaoru for a while, maybe he can be in a better mood." ”

Gu Jiaye said: "I think so too, Qi Yao likes Xiaoru's sister the most on weekdays." ”

Ge Liqiong: "I'll take Xiaoru there, I won't go and see, this is not a good feeling, I have to talk to Dr. Yang......"

Gu Jiaye: "Call Da'an too, Da'an loves to be funny on weekdays, and he can tell some jokes to Qi Yao to make my brother feel better." ”

Glenchon agreed.

So I made an appointment to go together the next day.

Luo Zheng and Shen Ning still have business to do, so they won't go with them for the time being.

Xiao Ru was so anxious that she had a long nightmare at night, she dreamed that Qi Yao's brother was covered in blood and looked at her helplessly.

She was awakened by the nightmare, then fell on her knees and cried, and waited until dawn when she couldn't wait to get up and call her grandparents to go.

Gu Guangyao and Ge Liqiong were startled when they saw Xiaoru's eyes swollen like peaches, and then thought that the child must be scared.

When Da'an Xiaoru came to the hospital with her grandparents, Yang Qing and Qi Changpeng were guarding there, and when they saw them coming, they didn't know how to express their sadness.

Ge Liqiong held Yang Qing's hand and said a few words of relief.

Gu Guangyi took Da'an Xiaoru to the ward to take a look, Qi Yao was still lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed.

Da'an Xiaoru didn't expect Brother Qi Yao to be injured like this.

That young man in his prime and high spirits seemed to have no soul at this moment.

Xiao Ru looked at it and burst into tears.

Da'an was a boy after all, pulled a chair and sat beside the bed, "Brother Qi Yao, we're coming to see you." ”

The young man slowly opened his eyes, his gaze moved from Da'an's face to Xiao Ru's teary eyes, her tears stimulated his arrogant nerves, he closed his eyes again, no one wanted to see him.

Gu Guangyao sighed, "Qi Yao, if you take care of your injuries, you will definitely get better, don't be discouraged." ”

Da'an scratched his head, he didn't know what to say, he compared his heart to his heart, if his leg was broken, he would definitely collapse even more than Brother Qi Yao, he must have washed his face with tears all day long, crying like a fool.

Thinking that he won't be able to play basketball or soccer anymore, and he can't even run after a few naughty younger brothers, oh, he's going crazy.

Thinking of this, Da'an was extremely sympathetic to Qi Yao and hoped that he would get better in the future.

Gu Guangyao took the two children out, but Xiaoru refused, "Grandpa, I want to accompany Brother Qi Yao again, is it okay?" ”

Gu Guangyi knew that Xiaoru had always relied on Qi Yao's brother, so he didn't say anything at the moment, so he took Da'an out to talk to Qi Changpeng and his wife first.

Before leaving, Da'an said to Qi Yao: "Brother Qi Yao, you must get better." ”

As soon as they left, Xiaoru sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the young man's haggard face, she had never seen Brother Qi Yao so fragile, after thinking about it again, she still didn't know what to say, just quietly accompanied him, she didn't want Brother Qi Yao to be too lonely.

The young man turned his head to look at her, his eyes were so dark that there was no trace of light, Xiao Ru's eyes were hazy with tears, and he called softly: "Brother Qi Yao......"

The boy's lips were dry and his voice was hoarse, "I want to be alone." ”

Xiao Ru heard what he meant to drive people away, so she stood up, she could clearly feel the indifference in his voice, as well as the feeling of her own heartache, like a cow's hair-like needle tip piercing her heart, fine and dense pain.

Her throat was sore and the tip of her nose was sour, "I...... I'll come and see you next time......"

Whether you agree with it or not.

The boy turned his face away indifferently and silently rejected her kindness.

Xiao Ru took one step and turned back three times before leaving.

What to do? What to do?

She kept asking herself in her heart, how can she make Brother Qi Yao better?

For the first time, at the age of twelve, she hated her powerlessness.

In the blink of an eye, half a year has passed.

Qi Yao has been in the hospital for half a year, but he still has no feeling in his legs.

During this period, the old man Qi also knew about this, and he couldn't stand the blow at that time, and he was sick for a long time, Yuan Linna took the opportunity to take Hao Hao to accompany the old man, she hoped that the old man could transfer his expectations and hopes for Qi Yao to Hao Hao.

Of course, in addition to him, the second room of the Qi family also often lets their children accompany the old man, and the purpose is the same.

On this day, the sky was cool and cold, and in the blink of an eye, it was already a bleak winter.

Everything sleeps in the cold season.

Qi Yao sat in a wheelchair, looking sadly at the bleak scenery outside the window, the gray sky seemed to be an endless haze in his heart.

The world is nothing but a gamble.

He was scrappy and in high spirits, but he lost badly before he could start.

He never fought fate.

Holding a fragment of a porcelain bowl in his hand, his slender hand clenched it tightly until the pain in his palm made his face appear a pale laugh wrinkle, and red blood slowly spilled from his fist.

He mechanically and slowly placed the fragment on his left-hand wrist.

It's as simple as ending this ridiculous and pale life.

There was a sudden knock on the door of the ward, he didn't look back, the door was opened, and Xiaoru stood at the door for a while, until he was warmer before he dared to come in, for fear of bringing the cold to Brother Qi Yao and making him sick.

"Brother Qi Yao......" Xiaoru wore a ponytail, wore a thick cotton clothes, and carried a net bag in her hand, bringing a lot of delicious food.

Hearing the girl's familiar voice, the boy's back stiffened.

Xiaoru saw that the window was still open, and a cool breeze poured in from the outside, she hurriedly went over and closed the window, "Brother Qi Yao, it's cold outside now, can't the wind blow, it's going to catch a cold......"

As soon as she turned around, her expression stiffened suddenly, and at a glance she noticed the dazzling blood on the young man's clothes, and when she looked up, the blood flowed from his palm, her voice was sneering, and her heart was like a knife, "Brother Qi Yao......"

The boy turned his face away, pursed his lips and refused to explain more.

Xiao Ru set her eyes on the broken bowl under the bedside table, and in the flash of light, she realized something, and immediately found the porcelain piece in the young man's hand and forcibly snatched it.

The young man slowly raised his dark eyes, and his voice was extremely cold, "Do you want to bully me now?" ”

The little girl held back her tears and looked at him stubbornly, "You can't do this, Brother Qi Yao, you can't hurt yourself, I don't allow it!" ”

The young man said lightly: "This is my right. ”

"I disagree!" Xiao Ru stubbornly put away the debris on the ground, and also observed it, confiscating all dangerous things.

The young man's eyes were red, "You go!" ”

Xiaoru looked at him, her eyes were full of tears, "Brother Qi Yao, my parents said that if you can't cure your leg in China, let's go abroad, my parents have already contacted the third uncle abroad, and I will send you abroad for treatment next year, don't be discouraged, okay?" ”

"If I can't cure it, I'll be a waste person in the future." The boy said gloomily.

Xiao Ru bit her lip, looking at the blood on the young man's hands, and didn't care about anything else, he went out to find a nurse to deal with his wounds, just when Yang Qing brought food, Xiao Ru hurriedly told her about the situation, which frightened Yang Qing and called the nurse to deal with the wound.

The wound in the palm of his hand was not deep, but he had shed a lot of blood, and the nurse bandaged him carefully, and Xiaoru looked at it carefully.

She thought that if Brother Qi Yao hurt herself again in the future, she would be able to bandage Brother Qi Yao.

As soon as the nurse left, Yang Qing said distressedly to Qi Yao, who was silent: "Xiaoyao, don't be like this, I will send you out for treatment in the next year, the medical level of foreign countries is very advanced, and it will definitely be able to cure your leg." ”

The boy held his lowered head with both hands, in pain.

He really can't be loved.

Yang Qing looked at his grandson's depressed appearance and wept silently.

Xiao Ru took the initiative to hug the young man and coaxed him softly, "Brother Qi Yao, didn't you say that you wanted to see the outside world?" You haven't seen the scenery of the four oceans and seven continents, don't you think it's a pity? ”

The boy froze silently in the girl's arms.

Xiaoru encouraged him, "My father said, manly husband, never be a deserter from life." ”

The boy's shoulders couldn't help but tremble.

Xiao Ru squatted in front of him and told him in a very serious tone, "No matter what you become in the future, you will always be my brother Qi Yao, my favorite brother Qi Yao." ”

The boy's eyes were watery.

Yang Qing was also crying silently on the side.

Qi Shanwen also came at this time, standing at the door and seeing his son's painful appearance, as a father, he was very sad.

He really hoped that he could bear all this pain for Qi Yao.

Qi Shankun also came, and he said to Qi Shanwen outside the ward: "Brother, the driver who caused the accident has not been caught until now, and the family wants to lose money, you see......"

"I don't want money, I want that person to pay for my son's leg." Qi Shanwen said coldly, "If you find a few more people to help keep an eye on your family's family, I don't believe that person will not appear for the rest of his life." ”

"Okay."

In the blink of an eye, the winter solstice came, and Qi Shanwen pushed Qi Yao outside to bask in the sun.

Since Qi Yao was injured, their father and son have had a rare and peaceful time together.

Qi Shanwen felt deeply guilty, the child had grown up to be so big, and he, as a father, had done too little and too little for the child.

This kid hated him, and even now, he was never willing to take the initiative to talk to him.

However, Qi Yao suddenly said, "I want to eat apples." ”

Qi Shanwen was stunned for a moment, and then said happily: "Okay, you stay here for a while, I'll go back to the ward and get it for you." ”

The young man hung his head and didn't speak, Qi Shanwen knew his son's temperament, and it was rare to be able to take the initiative to talk to him, so he didn't say anything and took the apple.

But when he came out with the apple, Qi Yao was gone.

Qi Yao looked everywhere in a panic, "Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao......"