Chapter 271: It is better to throw away what is forced
Just after June, there was a light rain in the night, the air was drenched, the drizzle was misty, and the window sill contained a light fog that could not be dispersed.
It was quiet in the ward, noisy outside, and the rain was falling and there was a hula and a hula sound.
The book kite had a dream, dreaming that everyone was shouting at her, dreaming that no one abandoned her, and dreaming that no one left her.
She dreamed that she was sick and that many people surrounded her, and the only time no one blamed her.
She also dreamed of Nie Qing, she held her hand with a white bandage, sat on the edge of the bed and guarded her, her sideburns were much whiter, and her face was wrinkled.
Something dripped on the back of her hand and scalded her.
She dreamed of many people, and she also dreamed of Yun Mo.
No one stopped them from being together.
He said he was scared.
He said he missed her.
He said he wanted her to wake up.
But she was so tired, the book kite didn't want to wake up, everything was beautiful in the nightmare, she was addicted and didn't want to go out.
I want to sleep forever.
The rain outside the window hasn't stopped.
Nie Qing pushed the door and walked in, sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, her hair had not been taken care of for a few days, and it was messily placed on her ears, she covered her hands with warmth, and held her cold and pale hands.
The book kite was lying down, his breathing was weak, and his face under the oxygen mask was not bloody, and there was no sign of awakening.
She was very thin, her hands were full of bones, and her skin was white, which looked extraordinarily pale, and Nie turned her face away and wiped her eyes before turning around.
She stretched out her hand and touched the cheek of the book kite, wanting to call her, but she opened her mouth but still didn't say it.
Since she was a child, she has never owed anyone, except for the book kite, she has never given her a little care, but she wants her to be sensible and obedient.
She can tolerate and tolerate other people's children, but she is not allowed to make a mistake.
The doctor said that she had been on medication for a long time.
The doctor also said that if he had received treatment earlier, he could have been cured.
She was wondering, if she had believed Shu Zhixiang's words and taken her to see a doctor, would the result not be like this, if she could have a trace of concern for her, would she be able to be as lively as other children.
She held Shu Kite's hand in her palm: "Ruan Ruan, I know you hate me, when you wake up, you can blame me as much as you want......"
She didn't call herself a mother, and she didn't deserve the title.
The sky outside the window was getting dark, and Nie Qing stood up and straightened the hair that had been messed up a little.
She dimmed the lights and bent out the door.
On the bench outside the door, Qiu Qishan was sitting, and when he saw her come out, he stood up: "I'm tired, I asked the nurse to add a bed next to me, you go and rest for a while." ”
Nie Qing's eyes were red, and she said, "I'm not tired." ”
"Ruan Ruan will be fine." He helped her sit down: "What you go to eat, I'll watch here." ”
She still shook her head, the book kite was lying on the hospital bed, and she couldn't rest assured: "If something really happens to her, what should I do!" ”
Since she was a child, the neighbors have said that the book kite is well-behaved and sensible, and for the first time, she doesn't want the book kite to be so well-behaved and sensible, as long as she is good.
Even if you are a little more rebellious, get into more trouble, and cause trouble for her.
She won't blame her anymore.
She protected the children who called her aunt intact, but the child who called her mother, she didn't even take a good look at it.
She doesn't need to be strong with the book kite, and she doesn't want her to be good, as long as she is good, as long as she is willing to call her mother.
In the final analysis, it was she who asked too much and ignored that she was just a child like everyone else.
Nie Qing buried his face in his lap, and his back trembled: "She is my child, she grew up with a lot of grievances, if something happens to her." She sobbed so hard that the cry in the hallway was muffled: "How am I going to live?" ”
She reproached the book kite again and again.
condemned her again and again.
She didn't know how the book kite was able to carry it through her illness.
Qiu Qishan didn't say anything, stretched out his hand and put it on her back, and went down and down.
At night, when the rain stopped, Nie Qing tucked the quilt for Shu Kite, and stayed by the bed for a long time before leaving.
The curtains are flying hard.
The book kite has not woken up yet, the wound is in the abdomen, and the gunshot wound is very serious, but fortunately, the rescue is timely, and the doctor and the Grim Reaper have been robbing for five hours to win.
It's just that whether you can wake up or not, the doctor didn't give a specific time.
At eight o'clock in the evening, the corridor was quiet.
The closed wards were pushed open, and a glimmer of light entered.
Someone walked in lightly.
The book kite slept quietly, except for the sound of the instrument intervals.
He walked over to the bed and stood for a long time, his gaze fixed on her face.
At nine o'clock in the evening, he turned and left.
As soon as he reached the door, he turned around, limped back to the bed, lowered his head, and his lip was imprinted on her forehead, only for a few seconds.
Nguyen Nguyen, I'm sorry.
Ruan Ruan, you must be safe and sound.
The book kite slept for a week, and the next morning, the sun came out, and the pale yellow light shone in through the window.
When she opened her eyes, her vision was blurry, and after a long time, she gradually became clear.
Her abdomen hurt all over her body, and she turned her head sideways, and when she saw the person guarding the bedside, she didn't move anymore.
Nie Qing was lying on the head of the bed, with her face pressed on one hand and the other hand holding hers, with a tear stain under her eyes and on her arm.
Book Iris's eyelashes trembled.
Nie Qing seemed to notice it and got up from his arm.
She looked into the eyes of the book kite, her glasses bent slightly, and the corners of her mouth moved slightly.
"Mom?" She thought she was dreaming, and this Nie Qing was very similar to what she was dreaming about.
Nie Qing's eyes were wet, and he laughed: "Ruan Ruan, you're awake." ”
It wasn't in a dream.
The book kite withdrew his hand, looked away, and did not look at her, the meaning of dodging was obvious: "Why are you here." ”
After lying down for a long time, she didn't have much strength in her body, and her voice was thin and weak.
Nie Qing froze for a moment and didn't answer this question, because she couldn't answer it either, she said, "You just woke up, lie down and don't move first, I'll call a doctor." ”
Shu Kite didn't ask, reached out to take off the oxygen mask, and got up from the bed with her hands, her hands were so weak that she couldn't use her strength, Nie Qing went to help her, and she dodged.
"No, I can do it myself."
Nie Qing's hand stiffened, turned around to take her coat, although it was summer, the doctor said that she couldn't see the wind, she put her coat on the book kite, and said with a smile: "You just woke up, don't go into the wind." ”
"What's wrong with you?" Shu Kite was very uncomfortable, and a little repulsed her sudden intimacy: "I'm not that weak, I can't die with this injury." ”
Even so, she didn't move her clothes, she just put them on her body, and they were very warm.
The wound on her abdomen was deep, and the slightest movement made it hurt, and a thin layer of sweat was covered behind her ears from bed to bedside.
Can't die!
Nie Qing put his hands behind his back, squeezed them tightly, and held back his tears: "This is unlucky, don't say it in the future." ”
She wants her daughter to live a long life.
Shu Kite paused, her eyelashes moved, and she continued to put on her shoes: "You go back, I can do it alone." ”
She knew that the Qiu family needed Nie Qing a little more.
In her dream, she obviously wanted Nie Qing to be by her side, but when she woke up and saw it, those bad memories were also flashing.
She also suddenly understood that the family affection she had been asking for was actually not that important.
If you force it, it is better to throw it away and be neat and clean.
With that, she got up and walked out the door.
She remembered that Yun Mo was injured and didn't know what happened to him, so she asked to find him.
Nie Qing called out to her: "Ruan Ruan." She knew where the book kite was going, and she had been looking for it since she opened her eyes: "He's fine, you just woke up, lie down and rest first." ”
The book kite didn't care about anything else.
Only one sentence was heard.
Yun Mo was fine, she breathed a sigh of relief.