Chapter 244: What if I can't give birth
Zhang Ruixian quickly learned from Zhou Yanshan's mouth that Luo Fu was going to remove him, he was not sick, just to make Zhou Yanshan close to the emperor seem irreplaceable, so he took Xiangke's herbs every day and pretended to be sick to deceive the imperial doctor, but now he is pretending to be sick and even the official is about to die, and he is not willing to do this loss-making business.
"At the beginning, I promised you just because my daughter was in your hands, and you promised not to hurt her, but now I can't see my daughter, and I will be deposed! I quit! Give me back your daughter! Otherwise, it's a big deal that the fish will die and the net will be broken, and I will go to His Highness and the Duke of the Kingdom to expose you! ”
Zhou Yanshan persuaded him to calm down: "Li Bu has been investigating me, and now even His Highness doesn't believe me, the situation is indeed very tricky, but we are now grasshoppers on a rope, do you think that if you expose me, Your Highness and the Duke will be able to tolerate the fact that you betrayed them?" When the time comes, not only you, but your nine clans will not be able to survive. ”
Zhang Ruixian paced back and forth with his hands behind his back and sighed: "What do you want to do?" At the beginning, I just wanted to enter the Hanlin Academy and climb up, but now, I ...... You tell me the truth, did you kill Zhou Min? ”
Now, Zhou Yanshan didn't hide it from him, and even admitted it: "I killed her, if she is disobedient, she should die, if Lord Zhang is not obedient, not only you, but your daughter will end up like her." ”
Zhang Rui lived a handful of years first, his own life was not important, but he couldn't care less about his daughter's life, and when he heard that Zhou Min was killed by him, his face immediately changed: "What are you going to do?" ”
"Nothing."
Zhou Yanshan responded perfunctorily, holding his chin and thinking, if Zhang Ruixian is sick now, wouldn't it prove that everything before was that they were acting? Wouldn't it be exposed?
But if he continues to be ill, Zhang Ruixian, a scholar of the Hanlin Academy, will definitely be dismissed.
What Luo Shi left him was a dead end, and it seemed that no matter how hard he tried during this time, he still couldn't make her succeed in trusting herself.
He glanced at Zhang Ruixian and said that he would find a way, and then under the send-off of a small servant in the mansion, he left Zhang's mansion openly.
Dead.
After Luo Shi washed up, he looked at Li Bu sitting on the bed in the inner hall, and sighed softly: "It's so late, you still haven't gone back?" ”
"Where are you going?" He patted the position on his side and asked her to come over: "We are husband and wife now, which couple have you ever seen who still sleep in separate beds?" ”
"It's a husband and wife, but it's not an ordinary couple."
She walked over and sat down beside him.
Li Bu carried her feet in his arms, put a big lid on her shoulder, and held the whole person in his arms, rubbing his chin against the top of her hair, and let out a long sigh of satisfaction.
"Li Bu......" Luo Fu leaned on his arms thoughtfully, and suddenly asked him after a while: "What about a lifetime and a long time, you are always alone with me, don't you feel bored after a long time?" ”
Li Bu's fingertips rubbed her cheek: "Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?" ”
His tone sounded a little unhappy: "No matter how long my life is, I won't get tired of you, it doesn't seem enough now, and it won't be enough in the future." ”
"That's probably because we haven't really settled down, you look at ordinary people, the most looking forward to firewood, rice, oil and salt, and the most afraid of firewood, rice, oil and salt, people are the same, once the days are good, the heart is wild, the dull days are boring, and they will want to find some fresh fun to adjust and adjust."
"What's wrong with you today? Why do you suddenly say such depressing words? How hard it took me to marry you, if I suddenly change my mind when I love you, then thanks to it, I have to be entangled all my life to be worthy of everything I paid before. ”
He lifted Luo Shi's chin and kissed her on the lips, frowning after the kiss: "Why does it smell of medicine?" ”
"I just drank the soothing soup, and there are a few herbs in it."
"It's a three-point poison, so let's drink less soothing soup."
"It's okay, the imperial doctor said it's okay, don't worry about it."
"Still can't sleep?"
Rashiki nodded.
When Li Bu heard this, he suddenly stood up, put her flat on the bed, and dropped the bed accounts on both sides: "When you are tired, you will fall asleep." ”
After speaking, he took off his coat and threw it out of the account, leaned on Luo Shi's stomach and listened for a while, looking at her expectantly: "Find a doctor to come over tomorrow, it should be there." ”
Luo Shi sat up and looked at him: "You like children?" ”
"Is it okay not to have a child? Watching that little ghost grow up little by little, it should be a great sense of accomplishment. ”
Yes, he should have a child at his age, people are as old as him, and the children are all running all over the ground, no wonder he has been asking her if she has it since Gu Yue's time.
Luo Fu was thoughtful, not knowing what she was thinking, but she was very distracted, and in the end, Li Bu called her soul back and asked her what she was in a daze.
She said, "What if I can't give birth?" "Yue e-book
Li Bu didn't understand what she meant: "What can't be born?" ”
"I said, what if I can't have children?"
Li Bu jumped up without saying a word: "What's wrong with you?" Didn't you tell me if you were sick? I just heard that you didn't speak right today, is something wrong? I'll call the Imperial Doctor. ”
He went out to call someone when he got out of bed barefoot. Luo Shi hugged him from behind and pulled him back: "What are you anxious about?" I'm not sick, isn't that just an analogy with you? I have seen the appearance of my mother when she gave birth to Luo Jun, it is really the same as walking in the ghost gate, almost lost a life, and now there is still the root of the disease that fell when she gave birth, and I have also seen the uncomfortable appearance of the queen mother during pregnancy, I can't eat or sleep, I can't sit comfortably, I don't feel comfortable lying down, I just said that I was afraid, I ...... I don't want to give birth. ”
"Is it really just because of this?"
Luo Shi pressed his face against his back and nodded.
Li Bu breathed a long sigh of relief and turned around: "Your belly grows on you, you don't want to give birth, I can't force you, and I can't bear to let you suffer, in case something really happens...... Forget it, neither of us is allowed to mention this matter in the future, so don't want it. ”
He saw it so openly, Luo Shi felt a little sorry for him: "You really don't want it?" You are the only incense in your family, and the incense will be broken without children, and don't you want children? ”
"Then I can't trade your life for a child!" He bent down and rubbed the tip of her nose: "If the incense is broken, it will be broken, anyway, I don't know who my father and mother are." ”
Rashiki fell silent again.
Li Bu asked her what she was thinking, and she smiled faintly: "Let it be, if it really is, we can't help it." ”
At night, Li Bu woke up from his dream, he had a not so good dream, he dreamed of Luo Fu, the feeling of losing a person was too real, even if Luo Fu was lying in his arms, but he still felt empty in his heart, and felt a little unrealistic.
Because Li Bu stayed in Yuhua Palace many times, the official clothes and the clothes he often wore were left in Yuhua Palace, and when Su Wan went in to serve Luo Fu to freshen up, Li Bu was already dressed neatly, washed and ready to go to Chengqian Palace.
Su Wan felt unruly at first, but then she thought about it, these two people were married, and it was not befitting for the married people to live in two places, and the rules were not all up to them, so it was not strange later.
On the way to Chengqian Palace, Li Bu was still thinking about his dream last night, and the more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became, and even ignored Bai Lian who was coming towards him.
Bai Lian greeted him and was taken aback, and chased after him in three steps and two steps: "Something happened!" ”
After hearing this, Li Bu took a few steps before he reacted: "What's wrong?" ”
"Zhang Ruixian had a sudden old illness last night and died."
Zhang Ruixian has been ill these days, the sense of existence in the DPRK has not been as good as before, many people did not feel much surprised when they heard the news, he has been ill for so long, there have long been rumors in the DPRK about him being seriously ill, but how long will he die, now that the person is really dead, most people will regret the discussion of two sentences, and none of them delve into the reason.
I only told Zhou Yanshan yesterday that I wanted to remove Zhang Ruixian, but today Zhang Ruixian died.
These two events happened so coincidentally that it's hard not to make the connection between them.
Luo Fu was also surprised by Zhang Ruixian's death, and while instructing Su Wan to find out the cause of death and who he had seen before his death, he pulled out Zhou Yanshan and asked: "Yesterday, the palace asked you to tell Zhang Ruixian that the palace was going to choose a merit and set up a separate one, have you told him?" ”
Zhou Yanshan paused and said: "The minister went to see Lord Zhang yesterday, but when the minister went yesterday, Lord Zhang was fine, and he told the minister that he was willing to accept all the arrangements of His Royal Highness, and the minister only heard about it when he came this morning. ”
With an indescribable sadness on his face, he lowered his head, not knowing if he was crying.
Li Bu stood up: "Zhang Ruixian's death will be put aside first, and the position of a scholar of the Hanlin Academy is vacant, and the top priority now is to quickly find someone who can replace him." ”
A few people stood up and agreed, and listed a few candidates for Luo Fu to choose, and Luo Fu looked at the fold, in addition to a few old ministers, Zhou Yanshan's name actually appeared.
Luo Fu handed over the fold to Li Bu, copied his hands, and walked out from behind the curtain: "The first few palaces can understand, but Zhou Yanshan ...... Who mentioned it? ”
Zhou Yanshan looked like he didn't know that his name would appear on it, and knelt down in fear and said: "The ministers are shallow in their studies, and they can't afford to be treated!" ”
"Can't afford it?" Luo Fu raised his hand to let him get up: "Zhou Shaoxue is a high school and a rich man, and he is in the Hanlin Academy...... No, not only in the Hanlin Academy, but also in this Manchu Dynasty, how many people do not boast about seeing you? Besides, Zhou Shaoxue was pulled up by Zhang Rui first, so it stands to reason that it is very suitable to sit in this position. ”
Zhou Yanshan resigned: "Your Highness raises love, but the minister is still young, and in terms of qualifications, it is far from enough, and I ask Your Highness to set up another meritorious." ”
Luo Fu asked the ministers on both sides: "What other opinions and candidates do you have?" ”
There was silence all around.
Everyone subconsciously looked at Li Bu.
Li Bu closed the fold and made a final conclusion in one word: "Then it is better for Lord Zhao, the head of the Hanlin Academy, to work harder and take the position of a university scholar, right?" ”