Chapter 40: Where Are You (End)

"Please come to the review desk immediately for the women's 3,000-meter athletes—"

"Please come to the review desk immediately for the women's 3,000-meter athletes—"

When the radio sounded, Xiao Yan saw his daughter in the shade of the tree, and a strange man, Xiao Yan could only see his side, his outline was like a cut, and he was also very hard and bony, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth. The two of them had a very good attitude, the man took Mo Bei's mobile phone and took the clothes she took off.

Mo Bei's hair was torn by the collar, he pointed to his head and spoke, about a reminder that Mo Bei was not such a delicate person, so he grabbed two handfuls at random and ran away.

"Who's that?" Xiao Yan knew that Du Xiaokun had also seen it, but he had seen it before her, and he secretly wanted her to look elsewhere.

Du Xiaokun didn't know how to explain, but after hesitating, Xiao Yan understood that he knew, and suddenly felt that his head was big.

He scratched his head: "Friend...... I don't know either. ”

Xiao Yan sighed, didn't say anything, and turned his eyes to look at the playground.

Du Xiaokun felt the luck of the rest of his life after the catastrophe, and secretly sighed.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and when he saw that it was Director Pan's, he gestured to Xiao Yan and walked a few steps to the side.

"Director Pan? What's wrong? ”

"Where am I in the playground? What's the matter? ”

The other head said a few words in a panic, Du Xiaokun's face froze, he glanced at the playground, and hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, I'll come over immediately." ”

He hung up the phone and walked to Xiao Yan's side: "Sister, I'll go away a little in advance, you look here, I'll come and pick you up for dinner later......"

Xiao Yan saw that he was in a hurry, and hurriedly nodded to indicate that he understood.

Du Xiaokun ran down the slope and walked through the crowd to the review office, the men's group still had a few laps to finish, and Mo Bei was bored in the pile of girls chatting and chatting, rubbing his toes on the ground boredly.

He ran too quickly, grabbed Mo Bei's arm and dragged it forward, he didn't even breathe, he pulled her up and walked out.

Mo Bei obediently followed him all the way out of the playground and walked towards the small gate of the wall, there were fewer people around, so he said to her as he walked: "Something happened to your dormitory building, do you know Zhu Xi?" ”

She nodded, "What's wrong with her?" ”

Du Xiaokun stopped in his footsteps and said in a deep voice: "She's crazy." ”

Director Pan didn't go too far when he called, he could hear the hysterical roar and scream, and the girl's voice was as high as the tip of a knife, piercing the eardrums.

"Please come to the review desk immediately for the women's 3,000-meter athletes—"

The radio station began to broadcast the announcement for the second time, and the female voice on the radio was sweet and steady, and the women outside the dormitory were crying and heartbreaking.

"Xixi-Mom is here! Do you have something to say no to your mother? Don't do anything stupid......"

"I didn't do anything stupid," Zhu Xi moved his lips, spit out a sentence softly, and suddenly shouted at the person outside the door like crazy, "I didn't do anything stupid!" Why don't you believe me! Why don't you believe me! ”

Outside the balcony, her three roommates huddled together in horror.

They cried softly, no matter how beautiful they looked, no matter how professional knowledge taught them how to deal with them, their voices were thick and transparent, but they were just as tattered and broken.

The door of the dormitory was blocked by a bed, and the cabinet bed and table closed the door to a gap of more than ten centimeters wide, intercepting the painful faces of people outside, which was also incomplete.

There is also a part of the panic that hides out of sight.

So much so that Zhu Xi roared, and there was a fault in Zhu's mother's heartache, she stiffened and cried, her lips trembled, and she almost pleaded: "No, Mom believes in you, can you go back with Mom?" ”

Zhu Xi was stunned, took a few steps forward, and the voice of the radio station urging the women's group to 3,000 meters came from outside the window.

She suddenly stopped, her face twisted and shouted outside, "Where is Mo Bei!" Mobei!! ”

As soon as Mo Bei went up to the third floor, he heard this shout, no matter how loud Zhu Xi's voice was, the sound passed through the air, through the crowd outside the house, and through their whispers, and here, there was only a faint hoarseness.

She had a bad premonition in her heart, and she raised her foot and went into the crowd, but she was suddenly pulled by the sleeve of her shirt by someone behind.

Tang Song deliberately avoided physical contact since he knew that contact between the two would have a bad effect, even if he later knew that he only had the effect of noise reduction, he would deliberately avoid it.

"Why are you here?" She asked.

Tang Song gestured to the crowd, and there were a few in uniform.

Director Pan saw Du Xiaokun first and hurriedly walked over: "Teacher Du, is Mo Bei here?" ”

Mo Bei took a step forward: "I'm here. ”

"Come, come, come! Do you know the classmates inside? Director Pan was about to reach out and pull her over as he spoke, but Tang Song suddenly walked a little, pushed her back forward, and avoided his outstretched hand, Director Pan was not in the mood to pay attention to these, and said very quickly, "The girls inside have been looking for you, do you have any festivals?" You persuade her, persuade her, don't let her hurt anyone......"

Mo Bei hummed in a low voice, and the crowd made way for them, letting them go to the door, which was blocked by the bed.

Zhu Xi covered his face and shook his shoulders silently, Tang Song frowned violently, and pulled Mo Bei, who was about to speak, aside.

Mo Bei was pulled along, hurriedly supported the wall with his hands, and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" ”

Tang Song didn't speak, he took out something from his pocket and stuffed it into her hand, a long strip of hard palms, she glanced down, it was actually a utility knife.

Mo Bei looked at him in confusion, and before he could speak, a person suddenly jumped out next to him and grabbed her arm, and the woman's shrill voice rang out.

"What are you going to do? Are you going to kill someone? You take it out! You take it out......"

Tang Song glanced at the policeman next to him, they hurriedly pulled Zhu's mother away, Zhu's mother cried and scolded in her mouth, struggling and jumping, but she still couldn't break free, and finally could only cry in vain: "Xixi, Xixi, ......"

"Don't listen to her," Tang Song opened his mouth to straighten her crooked neckline and whispered, "What kind of murder, you are at most destroying the body." ”

"Huh?"

"Little blind man, can't you see such a big corpse spot?"

Sorry, isn't that a rash?

Mo Bei's heart gradually sank, and he turned around and walked to the door with a cold face.

Zhu Xi was still covering her face, her shoulders were constantly trembling, and it was noisy outside, which couldn't alarm her.

Mo Bei put the utility knife in his pocket, raised his hand, and gently knocked three times on the closet with the stuck door.

Just like that night, Zhu Xi knocked on her door.

Zhu Xi's shaking movements suddenly froze, she slowly raised her face from the palm of her hand, looked at Mo Bei in the gap, there was no half of tears on her face, she suddenly laughed, and made a few sweet sounds, and heard goosebumps on the side of her arms.

"You're here."

She walked over quickly, grasped the iron rod in one hand, and without much force, easily pulled the heavy cabinet bed a strip that could be passed.

Mo Bei walked in, the door was windless and automatic, and it closed behind him.

The people outside the door heard a few small screams inside, and immediately panicked. Tang Song inhaled hard at the closed door, clenched his fists hard, and then turned around and told the police present to maintain order and calm their emotions.

"Hello." A woman's voice suddenly came from behind him, and Tang Song turned his head.

This is a very young woman.

Young, which means that she has indeed reached a certain age, and she is a little calm in the world, and there is a kind of indifference from the world, so that even if her skin and flesh begin to loosen, she does not see her old state.

She is not very much like Mo Bei, whether it is soft facial features or gentle temperament.

But Tang Song immediately linked the two of them together.

"Hello." He replied, and gradually felt panicked in his heart, he was afraid that the secret that Mo Bei had been keeping would be exposed here.

And Xiao Yan is obviously here to hand over the steps, if she finds out, what should Mo Bei do......

"I'm Mo Bei's mother," Xiao Yan said with a smile, and asked again, "Can I ask you to keep my matter a secret?" ”

"Can I ask you to keep it a secret?" Zhu Xi couldn't shed tears, but his eyes were extremely desperate, "I don't want to be like this, I can't control myself anymore." ”

"It's okay," Mo Bei looked down at her, "It's not a big deal, you don't have to be afraid." ”

Zhu Xi was still sluggish, but suddenly a tear fell, her dry tear ducts didn't know why, she started working again, she cried, more sad and helpless than the previous hysteria: "I'm so scared...... They all hate me, I'm so scared......"

She cried and cried, and suddenly glared at Mo Bei with hatred, gritting her teeth and saying, "I hate you very much." ”

Mo Bei didn't speak, she just looked at Zhu Xi quietly, and then gently rubbed her hair.

"I hate you very much, you are like another me, I want to think very much but can't do it, I work so hard and so hard, when I see you, I still feel that my past is in vain, even I think I am very bad, in the eyes of others, I am not just a mess, they hate me and I am not wronged." Zhu Xi raised her head, trying her best to make her tone sound a little disgusting, she said that she hated Mo Bei, but she hated herself, "People like you, good is good, bad is good, others only see your excellent places, you are not good and you are not a sage, people like me, people like me, people like me...... No one knows what I want, no one knows what I like, no one knows what I don't like, no one knows that I don't like fish......"

Eat fish.

She just ate two more chopsticks, and her father thought she liked to eat, and every time he made fish, he asked her to finish eating it and not leave it.

- You can eat it all if you like it, and it's not good to save it for the next meal.

"Speak like I'm a garbage can!"

"I've done everything, why don't you like me? I can do anything, why don't you like me? Why don't you look at me? ”

"You're good."

Mo Bei said suddenly, interrupting her complaint, she looked at Mo Bei in disbelief, doubting the truth of those words.

Mo Bei continued: "I won't comfort people, but you are very good, you are very kind, you know right and wrong, if it were me, I would feel that they deserve it." ”

Her eyes slowly slid over the girls outside the balcony, making them tremble closer together, but she didn't even dare to cry anymore.

"Is that so?" Zhu Xi blinked suspiciously, "So you're going to move away?" They hurt you, do you want to move out? ”

Mo Bei shook his head: "I hurt them, so I have to leave, what about you?" ”

"I ...... I ...... too" Zhu Xi made a soft voice, involuntarily turned her head to look at her roommates, outside the door, Zhu's mother's crying was layered on top of each other, she was in tears, fading away from madness, crying helplessly, "I also hurt them, I also ......"

Mo Bei stepped forward a little and gently took her into his arms, his warm body temperature boundless.

"Good boy, it's all over." Her voice was as warm as sugar sand from her throat, and it was slightly drunk.

Zhu Xi's body fell heavily into the crook of Mo Bei's arm.

"Let's get started." Mo Bei said towards the void air.

She picked up Zhu Xi and put her on the bed, raised her hand, and the bed blocking the door, the things that fell on the ground, returned to their original positions in an instant.

The girls hiding outside the balcony had a moment of dazedness in their eyes, and then fell back into another panic.

She pulled the quilt to cover Zhu Xi's abdomen, jumped out of bed, opened the drawer and took out a medicine box and a piece of paper from inside.

The paper was torn from a notebook, a few lines were written, and a few lines were sparsely laid on the paper.

Just like Zhu Xi's consistent character, he is silent and has a sense of astringency.

She put the slightly crumpled paper on the table, squeezed it hard, pressed it with the medicine box, and turned to leave the dormitory.

People flocked to the door, some comforting the grief-stricken bereaved mother, some comforting the frightened roommate, and some removing the desperate body from the bed.

Someone saw the medicine and the short suicide note in the corner of the table, glanced at it hurriedly, and couldn't bear to hand it over to the painful mother immediately, and hid it temporarily.

Hello:

Hello......

I...... You should know who I am.

You should know who I am.

It's so rare that only now do you know who I am.

Who are you? My friends are still family members, or people who have discovered me.

I left a pill box and a bottle on the table.

I feel like I'm ...... in this life At this point, although it is very short, it is qualified to be called this life, and I am not too much of a bastard in this life.

I've given family affection and friendship, maybe too subtle, but I've given and I've done everything I can.

I'd like to have a word of approval, like, she's okay.

All right......

All right.

This book will be put together with the medicine box and the wine.

Someone will come tomorrow and hope to find me.

I don't want to stink in the bed to let people know.

All right......

Hopefully I close my eyes tonight and don't open them again.